"I thought I would never see you again. It's great. You are just as she said, you are a gentle person."
Fang Junhai looked at Su Qing, who was sitting by the window, and spoke with a smile. After that, he reached out tremblingly and touched Dahuang's dog head:
"She's as good as in the video. It's great. It would be great if she could see it. She likes rhubarb the most and is a die-hard fan of it."
Dahuang was unusually well-behaved today. Ever since he saw this man, he had become like a warm man. He didn't even dare to bark loudly for fear of scaring the other man.
And it can feel how weak the man leaning on the bed is.
It is said that puppies are the ones who lie to people, but puppies never lie to people, and they are also very smart.
"Nothing, thank you for your love. By the way, what can I do for you? Why don't you go to the hospital and have a look again? It's about money."
Before Su Qing could finish speaking, Fang Junhai smiled and waved his hand to interrupt him and said, "No, really, thank you for your kindness, but I have already reached an advanced stage of spread, and even if I get treatment, it will only be a few days late.
I've already looked away.
My family's house has been sold. To be honest, I'm very lucky. If it hadn't spread so quickly, my family's foreign debt would have been even bigger. The doctor told me to eat whatever I want and do whatever I want during this period.
Just do something.
If my health didn't allow it, I think I should travel outside at this time, I don't want to die at home."
As he spoke, Fang Junhai's tone was unusually calm, as if he was not talking about his own life and death, and he was even a little relieved.
Hearing this, Su Qing fell silent. Before the two of them spoke, Tang Nan and others, including Fang Junhai's mother and sister, went to the west room, leaving only the two and Dahuang talking here.
In particular, Fang Junhai's mother and sister knew that he wanted to meet Su Qing and Dahuang, so they naturally didn't bother them too much.
After a long time, Fang Junhai spoke again: "Tell me about Chen Jing. Did she say that you were classmates in elementary school?"
Su Qing: "Well, we were classmates for three years, and then I went to study somewhere else."
Fang Junhai nodded, then took out a stack of photos from under the pillow and handed it to him: "Actually, I lied to you, Chen Jing is not my girlfriend, I'm sorry!"
Su Qing, who took the photos and looked through them one by one, paused, then continued to smile and said: "It doesn't matter, is there a story?"
While talking, he flipped through the pile of photos. Most of them were photos of a girl alone, but there were also photos of Fang Junhai and Fang Junhai together, as well as photos of him in the ward.
The two of them are not handsome or beautiful, but they are not ugly either. For ordinary people, it can be seen from the photos that the two have a good relationship.
"Stories? There seem to be many, but I can't tell any of them." Fang Junhai smiled self-deprecatingly.
After a long silence, he spoke again: "We met while working outside three years ago. I dropped out of high school, she was in junior high school, and I studied car repair. She worked as a waiter in a restaurant, and we met when I went to eat."
Then Fang Junhai told him about the experiences between the two of them. In fact, most of them were very dull, and there were no ups and downs in the story. The two of them were not together, they were just very good friends.
But Su Qing could tell that the two of them were interested in each other, and it seemed that there was just a layer of paper that hadn't been pierced.
Until last year, he was suddenly diagnosed with bone cancer, which was already in the advanced stage. The bad news came like a bolt from the blue, and his family rushed him to the hospital to start treatment.
He didn't know about it at first and thought he was not seriously ill. Chen Jing often came to the hospital to see him and bring him meals.
As the time in the hospital became longer and longer, and his physical condition became worse and worse, he vaguely knew that his illness might not be simple.
Some time ago, he found out that Chen Jing was working two jobs to make money to supplement his medical expenses, and the two had a quarrel.
Since knowing about his illness, Fang Junhai has never thought about the relationship between the two. In fact, it is good to be friends. He does not want the girl he likes to be so tired, and he will not get better anyway.
But he didn't expect that Chen Jing never came back after leaving that day. What he waited for was news of her unexpected death. The cause of death was sudden death from excessive fatigue. She fell down the stairs while going upstairs.
People in the community discovered it in the morning. Because the latest contact was him, the police notified him. At that moment, he felt that his world had collapsed.
"She has no relatives. Her mother died last year after remarrying. The body was in the funeral home for seven days, and no relatives came to claim it. I discussed with my mother and paid all the expenses with the last bit of cash I had. Do you know, there
For a moment, I felt as if she belonged to me."
"Then I went home. I couldn't take any more treatment and had no money. Hey, you know, my mother told me personally that the village gave me a subsidy of 100 yuan a month. With a bag of noodles, my mother could live.
Do you think I can continue treatment?"
"Fortunately, I am not the only child in the family. From now on, I will only have to work hard for my sister, which is not bad!"
Fang Junhai spoke with a smile, his expression was very calm, but it made people feel deeply helpless. No one wanted to die if they had a chance to live.
And he didn't expect that the cause of Chen Jing's death would be like this. It can only be said that it was a fate.
"Then is there anything else you want to do?" Su Qing asked.
Fang Junhai shook his head: "Actually, I just want to see you. During the time when I was hospitalized, the most common thing we did together was watching the rhubarb in your video. She always said that she wanted to raise a rhubarb as smart as rhubarb in the future.
dog, and said that you two were sitting at the same table.
I thought, it would be great if I could meet you. Besides, she still has some things left behind. I don’t know anyone in her hometown, I only know you. I want to give these to you. It’s okay if my health is fine.
, I’m afraid that if I leave, her last trace in this world will be gone.”
As he said that, he took out a small cardboard box from the side, and Su Qing took it. There were not many things in it, including two diaries and two stuffed animals. They were pink pigs, the same ones as those given to him.
It's just that the workmanship is much worse. It's a half-knitted scarf. Except for the diary, the rest of it looks old.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "Actually, there is no right or wrong time to meet. It's just that you are too timid and not brave enough.
Love comes without any rules, it is a sudden heartbeat at a certain moment, a sudden encounter at a certain corner, I think you have already been together, haven't you?" Su Qing took the box and spoke after a while.
Hearing this, Fang Junhai shook his head: "Not everyone is as radiant as you. She and I are just small people. Maybe you are right, I am not brave enough, but it also shows that maybe we really are not brave enough."
It's appropriate. If it weren't for me, she might not have such a result.
In fact, what really killed me was never the physical illness, but the memories that suddenly came to my mind at a certain moment in the quiet days later.
It would be nice if I didn't quarrel with her one day, it would be nice if I didn't get sick, it would be nice if I died early.
If I had known that was the last time we would see each other, I would have stayed with her a little longer, put on my most handsome clothes, and paid her a meal."
Listening to Fang Junhai's murmur, Su Qing took a deep breath and comforted: "She won't blame you for quarreling with her that day. Maybe she also regrets that she didn't have time to say goodbye to you properly?"
"Yeah, maybe!" Fang Junhai said with a smile.
The two chatted for a long time, and it was past three o'clock in the afternoon before they knew it. Fang Junhai took a lot of photos of Dahuang and him. Even Fang's mother came over from time to time to check on them, making preparations for cooking, and wanted to keep them together.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, Fang Junhai didn't know why, but he suddenly said: "Su Qing, my time seems to be up, I am about to die, can I ask you one last thing?"
Hearing this, Su Qing was stunned, and the narrator also gave a hint.
[The remaining time is 3 hours and 11 minutes]
"What are you talking about? You're fine!"
But Fang Junhai still shook his head: "I can feel that I'm really going to leave this time. Please help me. I don't want to die at home. Let me pay my parents for the last meal, and then you take me with you."
I'm going for a walk, I want to see the outside, okay?"