"Why don't you come in and meet your old classmates? Su Qing!"
A painful sound suddenly came from the dilapidated classroom. If an uninformed person saw this situation, they would definitely be shocked.
After years of neglect, the house has huge cracks in the walls, and it feels like it will collapse in the next second.
Su Qing stood at the door of the classroom. The rain had soaked his shoes, but he didn't care at all.
He held a black umbrella in his hand, and the rain hitting the umbrella made a loud sound. It was no wonder that the other party was able to spot him.
Hearing this, Su Qing took a deep breath, without pushing open the dilapidated wooden door, and said in a deep voice:
"How do you know it's me and not someone else?"
Hearing this, the people in the house laughed: "In this world, except for the police, no one seems to want to find me. But I didn't hear the siren, and there wasn't much movement. After thinking about it, I think I can come.
You’re the only one left!”
"You are very smart, why do you have to be like this? You should also have a bright future, right?" Su Qing said.
"I'm smart? Aren't you smarter? You can actually guess that I will come here!" Some people in the room sighed.
As everyone knows, Su Qing didn't know. It was just because the narration reminded him that even though he was here, he felt a little uncomfortable if he didn't witness the ending.
"Although I don't know who you are specifically, I know that you should know me, and I guess that you should be the classmate who transferred from here to our class. Since you are here for Zhang Shunci, then I think you
I should be here." Su Qing said calmly.
Hearing this, people in the room laughed: "Hehehe~~cough~~hiss~~"
"Yes, I've known since I was little that you are capable and definitely a smart person. When Chen Jing liked you, several people in the class were jealous of you. It's a pity, she is such a good girl!"
As soon as these words were spoken, it was equivalent to admitting his identity.
"But, aren't you curious about who I am? You can see it now when you open the door!"
Su Qing shook her head: "No, no matter who you are, I hope that you will always be the same in my mind as you were back then. Maybe I will know who you are tomorrow, but I won't go in to see you!"
"
"That's fine. After all, I'm really embarrassed now. It's very inappropriate for me to meet my old classmates."
After saying that, the two fell into silence for a while, and then Su Qing said: "Since you like her, why don't you take her away early and get married together."
"Who said I like her?"
"Then why."
"Not everything has a reason. She is good to me, so I just want to do something for her, can't I?
To be honest, no one in our class knows. In fact, my mother is also a lunatic, crazy, but she is particularly concerned about me. It’s just that she passed away last year, just because I said something about me.
She likes to eat mulberries. She went to the mountains to pick them in the middle of the night, and then they were gone. I was just able to feed her, haha. Later I realized that even if the mind is unclear, maternal love is still sober. Qianqianyiyi哾
The same goes for Zhang Shunci. When she was in the second grade of elementary school, we were in this classroom. Because she was older and taller, she sat in the last row. Because she couldn't speak, no one wanted to talk to her even though she was fair and good-looking.
When she was playing, naughty male classmates often called her dumb, and some even deliberately threw her pencil case into the trash can, but she didn't resist.
I couldn't understand the mentality of those classmates at the time. Really, because I was a little lame, it was probably a common problem with hers, so I often went to talk to her.
To be honest, I think she looks very good, especially her nose, which is straight and curved. If she puts on clean clothes, she will be perfect. With a little makeup, she will be no worse than others."
Speaking of this, the person inside laughed self-deprecatingly, seemed to remember something happy, and then continued:
"I remember one time, because I didn't want to go to school, I had a conflict with my family. I ran out in anger and didn't eat breakfast. How old was I at that time? I didn't dare to go home after school at noon, but I was too hungry.
, I asked my classmates to borrow money one by one. At that time, I had at most one yuan or a few cents in my hand, and anyone with two or three yuan could become a big brother.
I didn't borrow it, and my milk didn't come to the school gate. Maybe I was angry. Just when I was about to cry, someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around and saw her standing behind me, taking out the bag from her pocket.
She took out a handful of dimes. She didn't know how long she had been saving them. They were seven cents in total. She gestured and stuffed the money over, shouting vaguely, "Qian Qian."
Even though she was lending me money, her tone was still cautious, and she also handed me a piece of White Rabbit candy.
Before I could say thank you, she ran away.
I remember, it seemed to be a sunny day, the light was very good that day, and I felt like she was like an angel who saved me. That day I bought a pack of instant noodles and a pack of spicy strips and sat on the playground to eat them.
Later, when I asked her to pay back the money, she was very generous and said no, and she even wrote to tell me that our family would be friends from now on, and we would play together!
You will know what happened next. I went to your elementary school. She did not continue to go to school. She just went to work in the fields every day. I saw her several times later, and every time she sat in a daze at the entrance of this abandoned school.
, maybe she was wondering where all her former friends were, and why didn't they come to school?
Then this year, I suddenly heard that she died, and she was ruined by two scum. The most ridiculous thing is that her stepmother and her brother actually chose to have sex for a little money, 76,000, two bastards
Afraid of being evenly divided, one person buried the matter with thirty-eight thousand. It's really ironic.
I have nothing. I am the only one left in my household registration book. I have not protected the two crazy women who have been good to me in this life, so there is no point in living anymore. I still owe her seventy cents.
You have to do something for her.
Recently, I have often been thinking about what was in her mind when she stood by the well? Did she hate the world? Did she hate her family? Did she leave any words behind?
Maybe only the wind blowing on her cheeks heard it at that moment!
She is kinder than most people in this world, but this world is too dirty and does not deserve her perfection.
In my heart, she has always been the little angel who patted the boy who was fainting from hunger when he was most helpless."
Listening to the words of the people in the room, Su Qing's hand holding the umbrella trembled slightly, as if there was a huge stone pressing on her chest, suffocating her.
It turns out that when I was young, I really liked that I could climb thousands of mountains alone. Just because there were flowers blooming brilliantly on the other side of the mountain, I wanted to break a branch and show it to her.
"Is this the power of falling in love with someone?" Su Qing said softly.
"Su Qing, you have to know that falling in love is nothing but continuing to fall in love is great."
At this time, in the classroom, a drenched man with an unshaven beard and no apparent age was covering his abdomen. There was a large amount of blood oozing out of it. It was obvious that he was also injured. Beside him were beer, instant noodles, spicy strips, etc.
He had prepared it in advance, and his left leg was obviously different from that of a normal person. The ankle was severely bent. He was a lame. At the same time, there was an empty pesticide bottle next to him.
In fact, when he first arrived, Su Qing knew the other party's situation through the narration, and he was helpless. He just wanted to witness the ending.
"I have read books and know that there are no ghosts and gods in this world, but when I think of her and my crazy mother, I accidentally kneel in front of Guanyin, my heart is like a mirror, and I kowtow a thousand times to pray for an afterlife.
You still treat me as my mother’s son, and beg me to grow up with her in the next life. We are both cowards, but what if she is so timid and can’t take care of herself? Will she get lost over there? I want to find her.
As for her stepmother and her brother, they were lucky. They were in a hurry this time and ran out of time.
Old classmate, to be honest, I am really a coward. I have been living in my own imagination for so many years. I hate life and myself. I am often in a daze. In my world, I should be a sword fairy.
Standing with a sword, he may be famous, or he may be a suave and carefree poet, but I looked through my past and found that I was just a thief. I imagined some experiences that did not belong to me as my own.
I want to know, in your eyes, what kind of person am I?" The people in the room had blood dripping from the corners of their mouths, looking at the rotten wooden door with burning eyes.
Su Qing heard this, took a deep breath and smiled: "You should be a good person, man, at least better than the hypocritical me!"
"Hahaha, good man. Yes, yes, old classmate, as for this guy, don't be a moral freak, so that no one can hurt you deeply, and you can live contentedly," the man said in a different direction.
This was a secret between the two of them, and Su Qing naturally understood it.
"I know, I will!"
"That's good." Then the man said loudly: "We will live this time, don't let our youth die in regrets!"
"Thank you!" Su Qing said, thanking her sincerely.
"It's me who should thank you, but I don't seem to have much time. I really want to spend a little more time with you, but I can't help but send you off thousands of miles away~~ We have to say goodbye eventually. Before you leave, I want to say to you that your life is going well. I
I've seen you online, in your prime. Unfortunately, I can't see you when you're old. Well, don't imitate me.
In fact, it's quite satisfactory. I originally planned to have a drink with you. Today is my birthday. No, it's already past twelve o'clock. Forget it. I only hope that from now on, my heart will be long and you will be sad. Let's go. Let me
Stay by yourself!"
Hearing this, Su Qing's hand holding the umbrella turned white: "Happy birthday, old classmate. Goodbye!"
After saying that, Su Qing turned around and left.
After listening to his words, the man in the room smiled contentedly, and then he took out a white rabbit toffee with yellowing and deformed sugar coating from his pocket, carefully peeled it open, and put it into his mouth.
The palms of his hands gently patted his thighs to beat the rhythm, and he mumbled incoherent intermittent singing sounds.
‘Just give me a ridiculous ending and die in your affection again and again. If I don’t regret being deceived by you and get scarred, I don’t believe you.’
When Su Qing walked to the school gate, he heard singing coming from inside. For a moment, he felt his head shake, and then, a touch of scarlet flowed out from under his nose.
With a plop, he felt his strength drain away quickly, his vision turned black, and he fell to his knees directly on the ground, with muddy water splashing up.
And in a certain classroom, a man covered in blood and with a disabled left leg had no life in his eyes.
But he still kept his eyes open, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, clutching the yellowed icing tightly in his hands, praying to Guanyin Bodhisattva to let him realize his wish, and looked towards the last row of the classroom.
"We will be friends from now on, let's play together!"
"Money money."
In the classroom that had been abandoned for who knows how many years, the sound of reading aloud seemed to be heard again. In the back row of the classroom, a tall, introverted and shy girl was passing a note to an equally introverted boy, completing the story of that year.