When Xue Ling heard this, she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
"She is only an adult today, but she has been in love for half a year. Tietou, your heart is really big. She is still so young now and is still at the age of being confused about feelings. You may be sure, but she will definitely not do it.
”
Chen Xinzhi's eyes were firm and said, "Madam, no matter whether Xiaoxin can be sure of her in the future, I will continue to love her and love her."
"You..." Xue Ling smiled bitterly: "Why are you doing this? Tietou, you are a man who admits his own detachment. I am afraid that you will be the one who will hurt you in the future."
Chen Xinzhi was moved, his voice was a little hoarse.
"Madam, you understand me very much... Since you understand me, please help us. Please believe me, I will use my life to protect Xiaoxin and protect her for a happy and happy life."
Xue Ling frowned in embarrassment and whispered: "Tietou, you are already in your thirties and have always been mature and steady in your mind. Why did you suddenly become so uneasy? The promise of love should not be done for a lifetime, and it is difficult to achieve it. Besides, Xiao Xin still
A little kid, a half old, can't believe it."
Chen Xinzhi's eyes were firm and strong, and he said, "Madam, you know that I always say what I say and do. No matter what the future holds, I should only love Xiaoxin in my life. Please help me."
"Why do you become so impulsive when you talk about feelings?" Xue Ling stopped and sighed: "Tietou, you have always been very considerate and calm in your thoughts. You shouldn't be too rash about feelings."
Chen Xinzhi lowered his eyes, and his handsome and noble face was full of vicissitudes.
"Sir, Madam, I have been growing up in a broken family since I was a child. I have a cruel father who was drunk and domestic violence, and a weak and kind lonely mother. Since I became sensible, I vowed to shoulder the responsibility of the family and save the family.
My mother escapes from the sea of suffering and gives her a complete and happy home.”
"Later, my mother was beaten and her spirit was broken. If my wife hadn't sacrificed her life to save her, my mother would have passed away long ago. Later, you helped us, gave us a place to live in mother and son, and gave us a lot of more.
The warmth.”
"Although life has improved a lot, my family is still incomplete and cannot be complete. I can't bear to leave my mother always working alone under the lamp, so I support her and Zheng Bo to reorganize the family. Their family is very good, but unfortunately,
But I have never felt any sense of belonging."
"Often, except for Xiaoxin and the others, almost no one can bring me real happiness. No matter how good my grades are in school, I earn more and more money every day, but my heart is always hard, and sometimes even I do.
I hate myself like this.”
"For me, family is strange but very attractive. I long for a complete and happy family in my heart, but unfortunately I can't find it, understand it, and even attracted Zheng Datong's suspicion. I don't want to
It made my mother worry, her worries were hidden tightly, her mind was extremely sensitive, but her personality was so strong that I ran away from home in anger.”
"Leaving is not just about leaving. I want to stay away from this environment, even my mother... So, I fled from the northern imperial capital to the southern coast. I heard that someone smuggled into Nanyang to start a business and crossed the ocean and away from the mainland. I did not hesitate to go there without hesitation.
The ship was taken."
"In the past ten days on the boat, I have seen the magnificent sea and experienced several life and death. The boat hit the reef, and I saw the hysteria around me when I was afraid of death, and my hard heart seemed to feel it. I think
I miss my mother and I miss you all. So I traveled hard and finally caught a wooden board in panic.”
"At that time, the night was dark and the wind was high, and the waves were like dark curtains, constantly sweeping and beating me. I could not do anything except holding the wooden board tightly. At that time, I thought I might be dying. But I was very lucky.
The next morning, he was rescued by a fishing boat and woke up after sleeping for a long time."
"I had a poor language and a different environment, so I first experienced all kinds of sadness and hardship. I slept on the roadside at night, drank streams and dug wild vegetables to eat. From time to time, I had to be bullied by the gangsters on the street, punched and kicked a few times, and almost hit them twice.
I was beaten and limped for several months. It was me who found a wooden stick to fix my bones and endured the severe pain."
"In those days, I could only rely on the idea of 'going home', otherwise I wouldn't survive. I miss you, miss you very much, it was you all who gave me the belief to survive."
"It was not until I heard the familiar accent and came forward to talk to me that I met the first local overseas Chinese. Seeing that I was pitiful, he gave me a place to live and a job. With shelter, I finally got it
I have gained a foothold there. I slowly learned the local language and the text there. After working and making money, I started to go to local schools to attend classes. I learned quickly and gradually discovered many business opportunities."
"Slowly, I started to start a business there and taught in school. Fortunately, there is a credit system there. As long as I pass the exam, even if I don't go to class, the teacher will turn a blind eye. Finally,
I have both good harvests in my studies and career.”
"Actually, during those days, I had already had nationality there and could go back to the imperial capital at any time. But for some reason, I always felt uncomfortable that I was even more timid in my hometown. My mother urged me on the phone.
Once again, I must go home when I have time. I want to go back, but I never dared to go back."
Speaking of this, he sighed deeply.
"It was not until I finally came back that I knew what I was afraid of. Even my mother, it was difficult for me to get close to me... After years of strange isolation, and experiencing too many dangers and sufferings, my heart seemed to be
Put a layer of isolation film on it. In my heart, I miss my mother and Duoduo very much, and you all very much. But I seem to be used to being independent and can't get close to everyone, and I always feel a sense of alienation."
"But there is a person who is very special... She can easily cross the isolation membrane and reach my heart, and touch the only softness deep in my heart. I don't know why, but she can. She---
Xiao Xin.”
He looked at Cheng Tianyuan and Xue Ling and said sincerely: "Sir, Madam, my feelings for Xiaoxin are not impulsive or childhood sweethearts. But I am very sure that she is the only one in my life. Only for her
Only when my heart is soft, and my whole body seems to have flesh and blood."
Xue Ling heard the tears flashed and whispered: "Xiao Xin is undoubtedly very lucky to have a big brother who loves her so much. Tietou, to be honest, if you were other men, maybe we would have driven people long ago.
After all, at the age of Xiaoxin, falling in love at such a time is probably a childlike joke and a self-destructive future. It is precisely because you are our iron head that we are willing to give you the opportunity to explain and listen to your specific details