When I got home, everyone laughed, as if something big happened.
Xue Ling was barely able to take care of himself, and Cheng Tianyuan divided some energy to take care of the two small ones.
Because she was still recovering from the wound, both mothers disagreed with putting their little brother and younger sister in her room, so they moved to the next door, saying that the child would make her cry and make trouble.
Xue Ling sat for more than a month in the pregnancy, and with this major operation, she was obviously weakened.
Others may only see her face being bad, but she knows it very well.
She had to sit up for a while and she couldn't help but breathe. She didn't dare to straighten her waist, and she would tremble if she walked a few more steps.
I was such a thriving person in the past, but now I can’t even walk very well. I have to say that my mood is complicated and uncomfortable.
But looking at the two chubby little ones, she felt it was worth it.
She would walk slowly by the wall or on the balcony.
Xue’s mother refused to let her go to the balcony, saying that the wind was strong there and that the cool breeze could not be blown during confinement.
Helplessly, she had to walk slowly in the living room and occasionally to the corridor.
As she exercised more and walked more, her breathing situation gradually improved.
The kitchen at home stews supplements every day, and even Xue Zhilan comes to help prepare herbal medicine so that she can get better soon.
One afternoon, inside and outside the house were quiet.
Xue Ling was walking in the corridor for a sunbathing walk. When he saw a person walking straight from a distance, he hurriedly chuckled and said hello: "Uncle Zhilan!"
Xue Zhilan can walk slowly by himself, straightening his back, not daring to bend down, and walk slowly step by step.
"Ling, have you come out for a walk again? OK! Life lies in exercise, take a few more steps to exercise. Your face has been much better these days than when you were discharged from the hospital."
Xue Ling suggested: "Let's take a walk together."
"Okay!" Xue Zhilan agreed with a smile.
So the two walked and chatted in the corridor.
Bypassing the bend, Xue Zhilan slowed down.
His eyes moved slightly and he turned nervously, "Ling Ling... Has Xiao Cai contacted you recently?"
Xue Ling paused and explained with a smile: "No. I have never seen her again after she was discharged from the hospital. Her lover Lao Liao came to see me a few days ago and brought some small clothes made by Sister Cai himself."
"Then her legs are fine?" Xue Zhilan asked.
Xue Ling told the truth: "Old Liao said it was still a little sore, because the sprain was very serious, which hurt the periosteum and tendons. In addition, he was older, so it was not so easy to get better. Boss Liao cooked at home for three meals.
All the housework was taken care of, and she was taken care of very well. There were not many jobs in the property management center downstairs, and it had stabilized, so he didn’t have much work."
When Xue Zhilan heard this, her face looked a little wrong.
"She's lover... didn't say anything?"
Xue Ling knew that this sentence was hidden in his heart for a long time, and finally asked this opportunity when no one else was there.
She smiled softly and whispered: "Uncle, put your heart in mind. If it were you, no matter how light the wind was on the surface, there would be no trace in your heart, right? The wind blew, and at least there were ripples on the water.
, right?"
Xue Zhilan narrowed his eyes, and a look of sadness was dyed in his eyes.
"She...I'm sorry for her. She loves a good person, and I feel inferior."
Xue Ling sighed and whispered: "Uncle, let's go all the past. Life is impermanent. Sometimes you can't say who is right or who is wrong. You are actually not wrong. It's just that the environment at that time, you are destined to be undecided after all.
.Don’t worry about the past, move forward well, the most important thing is."
Xue Zhilan's eyes turned slightly red and she choked: "You are right."
One is his first love who is young and has a love, knowing each other for life, and the other is his wife who has been with each other for most of his life. He should know how to measure and choose.
Although Xue Ling didn't say it, she always insisted that there was no other thing. She knew that Xue Zhilan had shaken her before, but she couldn't say it.
At this moment, it is not easy for her to expose it in person.
Xue Zhilan didn't dare to say it, because he really couldn't.
Back then, he had been working hard to return to the imperial capital, and wrote letters to Cai Yunyan almost every week, asking her to endure more patience and let her wait.
Unfortunately, every letter is exposed to the sea and there is no echo.
He had been worried, afraid, thinking that something had happened to her, and was very anxious inside, but he couldn't return to the imperial capital.
Fortunately, he finally contacted his third brother, who was also wandering outside, so he had to secretly ask someone to go to the imperial capital to ask about the situation of the Cai family. Later, he replied that the Cai family was fine and he didn't hear anything.
After receiving the news, he finally felt relieved.
He firmly believed that as long as she was fine, she must be waiting for him, but because she couldn't contact him, she could only bear to wait.
Life was very hard at that time, with a drift and lack of food and clothing, but he always had a shiny thought in his heart that encouraged himself so that he could keep fighting.
He must live, live well, and learn well, because the woman he loved deeply was waiting for him in the imperial capital.
After finally having the opportunity to return to the imperial capital, he almost rushed to the door of the Cai family.
Unexpectedly, her mother lowered her head and said she was not here, and said she was married...
He was confused at that time and didn't know how he went back. Anyway, the walking corpse had been on the road for more than half a year, until the third brother wrote him a letter saying that the difficulties at home had finally passed and he finally had the hardships.
The third brother asked him to return to the imperial capital after he finished his studies, and said that he had already returned and was waiting for everyone to return in his hometown.
But he didn't want to go back to that sad place at all, so he chose to go south for an internship and prepare for employment.
Not long after, he met his wife. The two of them had similar interests, similar professionalism, and the same place of work. They soon got together and got married with the help of their colleagues.
Since then, he has put "Cai Yunyan" deep in his heart and dared not touch it again.
Every time he looks through the medical dictionary, his photo with her will pop up.
He would silently take a look at him for a few minutes, forcing himself not to recall too much, and then bow his head to continue working.
He once blamed her in his heart for not keeping his original promise. Later, when he thought about the complicated situation at that time, she must have something unspeakable to her, and she could only let herself go.
As time goes by, the past is gradually blurring, and when the beautiful and immature person in my heart is still clear.
This is his secret, he has never told anyone else, even his wife who has been sleeping in the same bed for many years.
After returning to the imperial capital, he did not go to the old house to ask for anything. Even if he went to the old house to worship his ancestors during festivals, he did not go to the old house in the Cai family to ask for anything.
I have only heard from my third brother that he had moved away long ago and that everyone was left behind.
I never thought that he would see her again in this life, but God just loves to tease people so much, and just let them meet at the door of the hospital.
Her eyebrows and eyes have matured, and her appearance has also changed a lot, but the gentleness in her eyebrows and eyes is still as good as before, and her beautiful and refined temperament is still exactly the same.
Among the crowds coming and going, he recognized her at a glance.
At that moment, his heart forgot to beat and he stared at her blankly.
She also saw herself, her eyes soon turned red, and she said hello to him in a warm voice.
He told her that he had been transferred back and worked in the orthopedic department of the central hospital.
She smiled and nodded, her voice hoarse: "I'll come to you to reminisce when I have time."
That afternoon, his heart was in a mess, unable to tell what he felt, but he could still deeply feel the uneasiness deep in his heart.