Xu Shifeng's robe was taken off, and after Wen Jin was helped back to the palace, she sat in a daze in a chair without having time to put on clothes. She recalled the past between herself and Brother Sheng, the miserable but smug childhood years, and the youth years when her love interest was first awakening.
The years of adulthood are drifting away.
Perhaps his voice was thin and cold.
She called her "Mother," but she wasn't sure whether she was being called her. She looked down at the sleeves of her gray tunic. Did he forget? He had just taken the seal from her. He said they were neither husband and wife nor empress.
, she is no longer even from Guangli.
When Wen Jin heard the emperor's voice, she couldn't help shrinking her shoulders. She thought a lot in this moment. She even thought of dressing herself up in the most beautiful way, dispersing everyone in the palace, leaving her alone, and burning her beautiful self and the towering one.
The middle palace was sent to the sea of fire, so that Su Wenjin could return to her roots at the age of twenty-four, instead of facing the subsequent displacement. She was attached to her hometown, and it would be so lonely to die in a foreign land without returning to her roots.
She was like duckweed in the first half of her life. She was so exhausted mentally and physically that she was unable to face the homeless second half of her life.
Auntie said: "Stay alive, my brothers and sisters will be left to you."
If I commit suicide, what will happen to the insults and injustices my mother has suffered? The Lou family has not yet fallen, Lou Shucai has not been beheaded and is likely to be released from prison, and Empress Dowager Lou is still the empress dowager. Kicking her pregnant belly cured the disability of her older child.
Fu Chang is still the king of Nanfan. If she dies, these people will say nothing but say "yes" and laugh happily. Her death will not have any impact on them.
But her passing will make the mother who gave birth to her heartbroken, will make Yu Zhen and Bao Yin who she brought up lose their support, and will make Fu Changlin a child without a mother.
Wen Jin only sent herself and Zhong Gong into the sea of fire and burned to death in her mind. She sat there quietly and made a decision. She would never enter the imperial family again in this life. She had made several decisions, some of which were right and some wrong.
Yes, I don’t know whether this decision is right or wrong, but people have to make some decisions in life.
She actually felt that she had been wronged and wronged, and she actually wrote a letter in blood. It was a pity that Qingliu sacrificed her life, and the king did not receive her letter. It was also a pity that people cannot choose their origin and parents.
Wen Jin quickly wiped his eyes with a handkerchief to make his voice appear relaxed. During the Mid-Autumn Festival, it was still necessary to have some dignity during the festival.
She stood up and faced the emperor who was standing at the door. Even after losing her phoenix crown and phoenix seal, she still refused to reveal her fragility. She seemed to be bleeding inside, but as long as she did not admit that she was feeling uncomfortable, others would
Who knew what she was thinking, she smiled and said: "Your Majesty, why are you here? Aren't the Queen and General Wu of the same generation going to the Royal Garden for a celebration banquet? The great victory in Lishan is a joy to be congratulated. Why do you think of me, the daughter of a sycophant?
coming?"
"Let me see you first. I know you are feeling sad. Even if you haven't said anything for so many years, I also know that you are feeling sad."
Wen Jin looked at his cheek and looked away.
Fu Jingheng locked his alienated eyes tightly on her face, and was about to speak again when Shen Zishu said in his ear: "Fu Chang, Prince Gong, Prince Huai and others, together with the influence of the Empress Dowager Lou, took Wen Guang into custody from Leng Palace, saying that they wanted to
To work for you, continue to strictly scrutinize Wenguang to completely eradicate the remaining minions. I am afraid that the strict review is false, to work for you is false, and to use Wenguang to cause chaos and harm you is true. Do you agree with Fu Chang and others to take people away?
You 'contributed'?"
Fu Jingheng pondered for a moment and said, "I agree. I still say that in order for Heaven to kill him, he must first make him crazy. If you go and spread the word, say that I am grateful to my brothers and uncles for their hard work. If you can force out the secret, I will be rewarded. In addition, Lao Mo
, go and give Qing Ruo a Mid-Autumn Festival gift."
"Yes." After listening to the emperor's arrangement, Zi Shu and Lao Mo took the order and left.
Fu Jingheng then stepped into the bed with his dragon boots. Wen Jin subconsciously took half a step back. Fu Jingheng said: "There is a vase behind you, be careful. Don't retreat. I won't move you."
Wen Jin twisted his sleeves with his hands and said nothing.
Chang Lin was playing his father's chess on the carpet under the window. When he saw his father coming, he dropped the chess pieces and ran to his father. Children are the most sensitive. If the emotions between parents are not right, children can feel it.
Pulling his father's sleeve, he asked: "Father, will you and your mother separate? Father, Lin'er wants to live with you. The children next to you have parents, and Lin'er also wants to have them."
Fu Jingheng touched his son's forehead and said, "Father and mother will not be separated. Lin'er will not be alone. You and Sister Zhao go out to ride the dragon boat while father and mother talk."
"Okay." Fu Changlin has been sensible since he was a child, but maybe his mother's pregnancy was not smooth, and he was born in an imperial family. He is much calmer and more mature than other children. He is more than two years old, and his mind is as if he is more than four years old.
Sister Zhao came in just in time to make tea, put the tea on the table, and led the eldest prince out, crossing the clear lake to ride a dragon boat.
Fu Jingheng looked at Wen Jin up and down. The knees of his dress were wet because he had just knelt on the ground, and the mud was still there. Fu Jingheng went to the closet and took the jade-white clothes she usually wore, and handed them to her, "You change into dry clothes.
It’s cold, don’t get sick.”
Wen Jin took the clothes over and did not change them in front of him, nor did she ask him if he had just pretended to die of illness when he tore up the amulet.
Fu Jingheng saw that she was uncomfortable, and he said: "I'm going to take a bath. The clothes I wore are still the ones I wore when I went to grandma's old house yesterday. I won't look at you, so you can change your clothes."
After saying that, he went to the bathroom, and Wen Jin changed his clothes. He put a pure white bath towel on his shoulders and came out. Seeing that she had already changed her clothes, she had tidied herself up so that only her little face was left outside. He was still
He didn't say anything, and he didn't talk about her departure from the palace. It was like he was just returning home to change clothes for a banquet. He looked for clothes by the closet and asked her softly: "That undershirt you made for me a few days ago."
Where did you put it?”
Wen Jin said: "It's in the third grid on your left."
Fu Jingheng didn't have much patience. After rummaging through the neatly folded clothes a few times, he didn't want to look for them anymore and said, "Come and help me look for them."
Wen Jin glanced at his broad back, and there were still water droplets dripping down his back. They were absorbed by the towel when it reached his waist. She finally walked over, easily found the undershirt from the grid, and handed it to him.
, he was much more generous than her, he did not avoid her, and put on his tunic and dragon robe in front of her.
Wen Jin saw it all, and it was too late to turn away his cheeks, but he didn't turn away in any pretentious manner. He just walked to the window and stood there, asking him: "At which ferry is he waiting for me?"
"Who?" Fu Jingheng was deliberately puzzled. Jiang Huaizhou was at Linxi Ferry. He arranged for Jiang Huaizhou to wait for her there today. Now he regrets it. This is not the first time he has broken his promise. He is used to it and he doesn't think it is a loss of face.
Wen Jin lowered his jaw and said nothing for a while.
Fu Jingheng looked at her back for a moment, then walked over, hugged her from behind, smelled the fragrance of her hair deeply, and felt peaceful for a moment. He was very nervous when he was playing tricks with the officials, for fear that he would not protect her.
"Are you asking Lao Mo? Just now I asked Lao Mo to go to Jade Fu Palace to find Qing Ruo to do something, and give him a gift to let Fu Chang know that I am satisfied with his 'gift'. Lao Mo Xu will be back soon."
"I'm not asking Lao Mo."
"Then you are asking about Zishu?" Fu Jingheng looked at Wenjin's profile in the afterglow of the evening, "Zishu went to see Fu Chang. Fu Chang wanted to 'help' for me, so I asked Zishu to give him an answer.
.”
"I'm not asking Zi Shu either."
Fu Jingheng chuckled, "Then I'm confused. Who are you asking? I can't guess."
Wen Jin turned around and raised his head to look at Fu Jingheng, "I was asking Jiang Huaizhou at which ferry he is waiting for me?"
Fu Jingheng's face turned cold, and he said for a long time: "When you were taken into the Wen Mansion when you were a child, how did he coax you out of your heart and make you willing to call him brother? It took him half a year to call him brother. He had to be coaxed. I
Who knows which ferry he is at? I am just jealous that he has known you for a long time before me. I am already busy enough. If you call me brother, I may be able to find out which ferry he is at."
Wen Jin's voice was soft but very determined, "As I said before, let's watch the moon with Chang Lin, and then I will leave and no longer be a burden to you."
Fu Jingheng rubbed Wen Jin's face with his fingertips, "I took away your things. You feel wronged, don't you?"
Wen Jin remembered the scene where she was laughed at by the high-ranking officials outside the royal study room, and the scene where Meng Wan was held in high esteem by the stars. She felt uncomfortable in her heart, "No."
"From the beginning to the end, I have never thought of taking your life. I may be considering weighing you and the court, but I am definitely not considering sacrificing your life in exchange for the stability of the court. I am considering how to repair the relationship with the ministers.
If you do it, I can save your life."
Fu Jingheng said, holding Wen Jin's chin and looking into her eyes with deep amber eyes.
"The ministers are against me. Fu Chang, Prince Gong, and Prince Huai are waiting for the opportunity. I need the support of all officials. But it does not mean that I will sacrifice the life of my wife in exchange for support. In my opinion, your life is worse than
Your heart feels important. I know you are wronged."