Wen Jin stared at him blankly and said in a trembling voice: "Your Majesty...just now asked someone to take off Jin'er's shirt in front of everyone, remove Jin'er's phoenix crown, and take away Jin'er's phoenix seal. Jin'er is a woman, so this
Jin'er will never forget the scene in her life. It's so embarrassing that Jin'er can no longer cope with it. They are all laughing that Jin'er is to blame. They are all praising Meng Wan as well-deserved."
"Your Majesty, Jin'er really wrote a letter... Your Majesty, I want to leave here. I don't want to stay here for a moment. No one here likes Jin'er. The king's subordinates all hate Jin'er. Jin'er can't do it anymore.
To be the icing on the king's cake, Jin'er spent twenty years living her life to become the king's stain."
Fu Jingheng was heartbroken and hugged her thin body, "It's enough that I like you. Jin, today is just a temporary measure. I have no intention of letting you go anywhere. I will use the harshest words to win the trust of all officials. I will not treat you badly."
No matter how affectionate you are, I have no intention of abandoning you. I only terminate my wife to the outside world. There will be no divorce letter and there will be no divorce letter. You are still my wife. You give me time until I have pacified Nanfan and removed the Empress Dowager Lou.
Sit firmly on this dragon chair and no longer be restrained by others, I will give you back everything you have lost today."
Wen Jin no longer has the confidence to stay with him. Whenever she conflicts with Sheji, he needs to make a choice and will be in a dilemma. If she doesn't think too much, she will know which one is more important, a woman or Sheji, and she
Can she bear to have him put her interests aside for the sake of the overall situation and the country a few times?
She can understand him and be considerate of him, but she doesn't want to continue to be the woman who was put aside after weighing the situation because she is really sad and wants to be with him, but is afraid of hurting each other.
Perhaps leaving such an environment can avoid conflicts with his society. He will no longer be in a dilemma, and she will no longer be sad. Perhaps it is better to be friends and understand each other than to be incompatible with each other.
"How much time do you need?"
"I said before that before I was forty, I was always honest with you. From the beginning to the end, I never hesitated about what I could give you and to what extent." Fu Jingheng stroked her back with his hand, "Jin
, forty is not old, we still have time to do a lot of things, and when the time comes, we will leave the country to our children, and I will be with you all day long. Until then, I will wrong you for the time being, okay?"
"But I have been expelled from my home by you. The palace gate, the national gate, and the Ministry of Household Affairs no longer have my household registration information. Jin'er is like a non-existent person. I can no longer stay in the imperial city. We can't face each other.
One thing, another behind the scenes, you are the king, Jin'er cannot deceive the world with you like this." Wen Jin felt particularly insecure, "I feel like when I was a child and was thrown into the street by my second mother, no one wants me anymore, that kind of helplessness
The feeling of being at home is very helpless.”
"I want you. It's not like no one wants you. I said it, but it was just external rhetoric."
Fu Jingheng gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes,
"I will give you a palace, and I will arrange for you to live in the palace. I will give you fine clothes, fine food, silks, and silks, and I will arrange servants to take care of your daily life. As long as I have time, I will visit you, no matter what.
Be it early morning, noon, or night, as long as I have time, I will go back to you. Be good, I never don't want you. We live in the palace, it can be our home, and we will have another child together. You stay away from the palace
, not to be disturbed by the disputes here. I even asked Jiang Qing to accompany you. This is the best status quo I can give you at present."
After hearing this, Wen Jin was quiet for a moment and asked him: "Then can I enter and exit the palace freely?"
Fu Jingheng pursed his lips and said, "You can move around freely in the palace. As long as you don't go out. I can't expel you and harbor you at the same time, letting them know that there is another impeachment and turmoil."
Wen Jin asked again: "Can I still go to the Imperial Academy study to prepare for the construction of the school with Gao Yan? I have read poetry and books, but I still want to be useful."
"Be good, you can't."
"Can I do business, open a restaurant, or go to the Chamber of Commerce?" Wen Jin also asked.
"Not possible for the time being." Fu Jingheng pressed her into his arms and said, "However, I can build you a small Imperial College in the palace, open a small restaurant, and arrange for my people to be your students.
And customers, I will build a night market street for you. In the palace, you will live the same life as outside. I will ensure your safety, and your family outside will be properly accommodated."
Wen Jin didn't say anything, but none of this was true. The king raised her in the palace, just like raising a canary. The restaurant, the Imperial College and the title of honorary president of the Chamber of Commerce that she worked hard for were all in vain. She would be
She was imprisoned in the palace, just waiting for the king's visit. Outside, everyone did not recognize her, thinking that she was a sinner and the daughter of a sycophant.
This kind of life is far from the life of self-worth she pursues. If her life is just waiting for his arrival and favor, how long can such days last, how long can his favor for her last, when she is gone?
Value, being reduced to a bed partner, how long can his freshness be maintained, this is not what Wen Jin wants.
Fu Jingheng handed the medal of 'Qualified Empress' that he had engraved to Wenjin, "This is a gift from me, except for the red rabbit and the parrot. I, Fu Jingheng, only have Su Wenjin as the middle palace queen in my life. Su Wenjin
After that, there will be no middle palace. The world doesn’t recognize you, but I do.”
"Jin, it has been a difficult journey for us. It has been nineteen years, and there are not many nineteen years in life. It is very hard. But I still don't want to give up our relationship. I may be cold and rational, and I can make choices, but I am extremely persistent in my feelings.
, I still maintain my original intention in the complicated harem, and want to marry my Jin sister. I have also been crazy, and I helped you up despite the world's generosity. As a result, you were bruised and bruised, and I almost betrayed my relatives and left. Jin... don't
How about giving up..."
Wen Jin held the small bronze medal and touched it gently with his fingertips. He didn't seem to know how to please women. He even imitated her with gifts. She was thinking rationally, he was really bad for taking her away.
She received a phoenix seal made of ancient jade and gave her a worthless bronze medal, but she held the medal tightly. The hand-carved medal was much more valuable than the phoenix seal carved by a famous craftsman.
She never hated him, but she just didn't have the courage to continue walking with him. Maybe leaving him and missing him secretly would be better for each other than being together. Because there is always the possibility of being known by the officials in the palace, and then she will become a
His burden, how could he protect her at that time, and what kind of situation would she face?
"Your Majesty, thank you for considering me. I thought you didn't want Jin'er. You wanted Jin'er to die in a foreign country, and her body couldn't be returned to the country. It's really cruel that fallen leaves never return to their roots."
Wen Jin said, gently placing her hand on his frowning eyebrows, "But I love freedom so much. Look at your palace, I can come and leave as soon as I say. I am a person who makes a decision."
The person who is going to execute. This time I decided to leave you and never look back. I am Su Wenjin, and I am not a burden to anyone. I will care about you, miss you, and write you a dotted letter, but I won’t
I will stay with you again. I will leave Chang Lin and the puppy to you, because you are more afraid of being alone than Jin'er. Because without Jin'er and without Chang Lin, the king will be so pitiful."
"Jin..."
"Girls can't regard waiting for a man's favor as the value of their existence." Wen Jin said softly: "No matter where I am, I still have to do something to prove that I am useful. It is very difficult to get recognition from the king's subordinates.
Jin'er was disheartened. They didn't believe Jin'er was loyal to Guangli Country. Jin'er also envied Meng Wan for being recognized by everyone. Jin'er obviously worked hard, but she was not as good as Meng Wan.
.Obviously Jin'er also... also wrote a letter to the king. Could it be that if the king gets the letter and Jin'er has made great achievements, they will like Jin'er."
Fu Jingheng hugged Wen Jin tightly, patted her shoulders, and comforted her softly: "Don't feel wronged, okay? I cried so much that my heart was in tears. Don't envy her, okay? I'm grateful to her,
But it is not recognition. Is my recognition not enough for you? In front of others, I always believe that you have made meritorious service to the motherland."
Wen Jin didn't want to continue talking and asked again: "At which ferry is Jiang Huaizhou waiting for me?"
Fu Jingheng was questioned by her three times, and he remained quiet for a long time. He was unwilling to separate and let her go, but it was obvious that she had made up her mind to leave. He knew that the person in her heart was not him from beginning to end.
At this time, Meng Wan's voice sounded outside, "Your Majesty, the celebration banquet is ready. Everyone is waiting for you to attend..."
Wen Jin's hands trembled slightly, Meng Wan even said only one sentence, but Wen Jin knew that Meng Wan could easily take the king away from her.
When Fu Jingheng heard the sound, he let go of Wen Jin and said he would let her go today, but he broke his promise to her face: "I will ask Lao Mo to prepare some food for you later. I will finish my work as soon as possible and come back to accompany you after the banquet. Think about it."
What kind of palace do you want? There are pictures on the bookshelf over there. You can choose which one you like."
Wen Jin could hardly breathe.
Fu Jingheng lowered his head and kissed the top of her hair, "How can I be happy? Crying doesn't look good. You see, if your life is saved, there is hope, right?"
Wen Jin didn't want to continue talking, or maybe Meng Wan was waiting for him outside. She could foresee that he would leave with Meng Wan, and looking at their backs would cause invisible harm and oppression to her. She helped the emperor take care of the black dragon robe.
Neatly, she tied his collar, her fingers touched his Adam's apple, he grabbed her hand and asked her in a hoarse voice: "You have the jade seal, what else do you want for the phoenix seal? Wouldn't it be nice to share the country with me someday?"
.”
Wen Jin heard the desire for her in his voice and his helplessness, but she did not give in and agreed to be the woman in his palace. She also disappointed the emperor the most. She said: "I want the king to take me to the celebration."
At the banquet, I want Wu Xin and Liu Yingfu to perform sword dancing for me."
Fu Jingheng's usually cold eyes suddenly opened wider, and he said: "You... are making things difficult for me."
Wen Jin said, "I want you to marry me openly and let your officials serve as a wedding team, with Wu Xin at the head and Liu Yingfu at the second."
Fu Jingheng tightened his lips.
Wen Jin lowered his eyes and challenged his court to issue an expulsion order for him, "I want you to divorce Meng Wan, divorce the Qing Ruo, the gift you value, divorce the entire harem, and I will be your only woman."
"The banquet is waiting for me. Don't stay up late and rest early." Fu Jingheng's heart suddenly hit him, he let go of her wrist, staggered a little, and even left the Fengqi Palace in the middle palace in a panic. He wanted what she wanted.
Unexpectedly, he couldn't give him anything. He could give marriage to all women, but he couldn't give her marriage.
He couldn't calm down because of her expulsion order, "I want to be your only woman." When he realized it, he shook his hands and sweated like a young man who had just tasted love. But after all, he had no impulse and just drank the wine.
Drink again, tasting the sour and sour taste alone.
Meng Wan was serving wine beside the king at the banquet. Seeing that the king was absent-minded and not knowing what he was thinking, he asked: "Your Majesty, why are you worried? Why don't you tell me and Wan'er can relieve your worries?"