The palm of his hand was very cold, even colder than usual, like the coldness coming from the cracks in his bones.
She frowned, what's wrong with him? She couldn't help but flinch in July. She looked back at him, and there was a heavy sadness in his eyes, which made her heart beat hard.
She suddenly broke away from his wrist, and she got closer to him. She saw that his lips were quite pale and looked a little sick. She thought of how he had used and deceived her, and she suppressed the humble unbearable feeling in her heart.
Next, she was the poor one being fooled, she said sternly: "Fu Jingheng, don't touch me!"
With that said, he hurried down the stairs.
"Stop for me. Be careful when walking up the stairs in the dark. You...if something goes wrong, how can I explain to Lao Xue and Taifu Su, my precious political aid! Don't cause me any trouble!"
Fu Jingheng said in a deep voice, then put his hands on Wen Jin's slender shoulders, restraining Wen Jin tightly to prevent her from running up the stairs. He said softly: "Don't fall."
"I like to repeat the same mistakes. I fall down many times in one place. I will go to Mobei to erase the words on the stone! Why are we watching the stars together in Maha? Hypocrisy!"
Wen Jin was very angry. She couldn't accept that Fu Jingheng deceived her to come back in the name of love, letting her see that he only traveled long distances to pick her up for political benefit, and also arranged for a woman to live with her in the middle palace. This style of work
It was too much. She actually wanted to help him take care of women... I was suddenly shocked. She was the queen. She really should. But...
Fu Jingheng was tortured by the pain in his body and half-squinted his dark amber eyebrows, "You can also erase my name from your body."
Wen Jin's eyes were sore, "Thank you for reminding me. I will do it."
Fu Jingheng tightened his hand on her wrist, "Be good. Be obedient. Pretend you didn't hear anything. Continue to be my good boy."
"You are despicable! I have heard you! I am so angry. I can't believe you are so unscrupulous for the throne. You are no different from your mother! I used to admire you. Now I am extremely disappointed."
Wen Jin was very resistant to Fu Jingheng's touch. She tried her best to break away from his palm. She felt that she was the most pathetic woman in the world. She had been fooled by this man time and time again. This time, after traveling thousands of miles to carry Fu Changyi home, she still got something.
The heart is cold, and every trust you put in will be misplaced and will be in vain.
Finally, on the stairs, during the pushing and pushing, Wen Jin's feet staggered, the soles of his feet slipped, and he fell awkwardly from the stairs. As soon as he fell to the shore, the glass lantern in his hand was shattered, and his palms were pricked all over.
It's glass dregs.
Fu Jingheng's hand was under hers. The back of his hand was pricked with glass and was bloody, bleeding a lot.
"Hiss..." Fu Jingheng was in pain and black blood flowed out. He hurriedly used his sleeves to cover up the abnormally colored blood.
Wen Jin couldn't see his wounds clearly under the lights of the dragon boat in the night.
She only had a small cut on her little finger, which bled a little.
Wen Jin vaguely saw that the back of his hand was covered with blood. She didn't know why, but her nose suddenly became sore and two tears burst out of her eyes.
"Su Wenjin! The queen has this kind of demeanor, how do you treat your mother like a harem? This is the kind of person I am. If you see clearly, you don't have to hold out hope."
Fu Jingheng scolded softly, wiped the back of his hand with his sleeve, and nervously lifted Wen Jin's hand to check.
Wen Jin's little finger hurt, "It's not that I can't tolerate her. I don't want to associate with a despicable person like you. If you leave me, I won't fall. Why are you dragging me down?"
Fu Jingheng held her hand very gently, and his tone was extremely nervous, "I told you to slow down. You will be so reckless in the future when you are alone. How can I rest assured? I am going to die!" He said to himself.
"You're the one who's going to die." Wen Jin retorted unhappily, "Who do you think is going to die! You're the one who's despicable and shameless and is going to die!"
"Yes, I'm going to die, and I'm going to die immediately! Can you stop rashly wrestling? After the palace has been renovated, you still need to remodel the dragon boat? If I go on a long trip, who will pick you up if you fall?"
When Wen Jin heard him say the word "death" twice in a row, she suddenly felt heart palpitations for no reason.
She couldn't face the thought of Brother Heng's death. She waved away the ridiculous thought. The tone of his words seemed to still care about her. Was all this concern a lie to her? She was so stupid, because of him
I went to Mobei to find her and was deeply moved.
She couldn't breathe. Why was he so callous and unjust? Why did he take advantage of her feelings!
She stopped talking and withdrew her hand from his. She kept thinking about his Mobei vows in her mind, saying that he would go back to Beijing to propose marriage to her house, that he would no longer leave her homeless, and that he would take care of her.
This is true for life.
They all saw that she was the sweetheart of the court at this time. If she was still the same person who was rejected by all the officials, he would not look for her. She got up and walked to the middle palace with her skirt, not wanting to be with him for a moment.
When they were together, she hated him from the bottom of her heart for being so unprofitable and unwilling to do anything early.
Fu Jingheng saw that she was stubbornly ignoring him. He took a step closer and hugged her tightly from behind, his breath smelling of the warm fragrance of his wife.
"Calm down. Go back to the Dragon Palace and talk to me. If we go back to the palace and scare the children if we are unhappy, don't we want to be good parents? I always think that we should not argue and hurt our feelings. Even if you find that I have bad character, life will still be the same.
You can live with it. Didn’t you say that you would live without a man?”
"I have nothing to talk about with you. If you ask someone to go to the palace to stay with me, I will be disgusted. I promise to live in peace with her, and I can still call her sister. Let the three of us live like this
! No, everyone from the west is coming too, let’s live together as a family! You can be an eagle, and we, the emperor and concubines, can play eagle and catch chicks, and we can catch whichever one we catch.”
Fu Jingheng laughed angrily, "I'll catch you tonight."
Wen Jin elbowed his heart back, and Fu Jingheng was hurt and did not make a sound. He sighed deeply.
Wen Jin said: "I heard everything you said. You have a relationship with that woman, and you are used to me. She followed you innocently. You cherish it. I am not your first, do you mind? Let's talk.
What, no need to go into details about how you tortured and harmed me twice, you ungrateful liar."
"I didn't expect you to hear it! Be good, I hope you can get along with me calmly, dedicate your life to me, and let me continue to use you and your father and grandfather." Every word hurts my heart.
Wen Jin struggled fiercely, "Let me go, Fu Jingheng! I don't want to hear your voice. I don't want to devote myself to you! I want my father and my grandfather to not support you!"
"I want to hear your voice. I have been thinking about it for two months. I can't sleep at night because I open my eyes and close them or you. I'm afraid that something will happen to you... that will affect my future."
Fu Jingheng suddenly held her in his arms, pressed the back of her head with his hands, pressed her into his arms as she resisted fiercely, and wrapped her soft body around her.
He expected that she would be disappointed, but he did not expect that she would react so violently. He felt sorry for her, but he had no choice. He could not involve her in facing forced abortion, and he did not want to bring the whole family to bury him with him.
"I will live well and not affect your future!"
Wen Jin was hugged fiercely by him, and her tears flowed out. She hissed: "I have known you for twenty years. You said she was your love at first sight, the love between a man and a woman. When you see her, you
Only then did I know what it was like to not think about food and drink. What am I? Tell me, what am I, who gave birth to two children for you? At first, my lack of fame and status was a stain, but now that I am loved by others, it is a good move for you.
What’s up!”
Fu Jingheng was quiet.
"Fu Jingheng, I was willing to give my life for you once. Why do you lie to me and hurt me again and again!" Wen Jin asked, "Why...can't you treat me kindly? My husband, aren't you my husband? How could you be with the woman next to you?"
You’re talking about me like that! Aren’t you my first man?”
Fu Jingheng said nothing.
"Didn't you say you would come back and take good care of me? Didn't you say you would come back and take me home to see my mother-in-law? Didn't you say you wanted to propose marriage? Didn't you say you wanted to stay with me till the end of my life?"
Wen Jin collapsed, she couldn't bear it anymore, he had hurt her too many times, why was he so cruel.
"What am I! What am I to you..."
"Don't be so impatient! Talk to me slowly when you return to the Dragon Palace. First of all, you are my wife. All that is left is the wedding." Fu Jingheng said in a deep voice, "Moreover, you are my amulet. You are Xue Xiang's daughter, Su
The granddaughter of the Grand Tutor. You are a virtuous queen who is loved by the people who helped me to secure my throne."
Wen Jin's heart was torn, "You are too realistic...I can't bear it anymore. Fu Jingheng...you are too cruel."
"Jin..." I tell you that my heart is attacked by a hundred poisons and I am about to be besieged. I cannot protect myself from being more cruel.
"I won't go back to Longshen with you. I'm going to eat. I'm hungry." Wen Jin said, "I came back and cooked a meal. I was waiting for you to come with me. Now I don't wait. I can eat by myself. You're too
This is chilling. Please let me go. I have said this many times."
"Your Majesty has said it ten thousand times but it is of no use to me. How can I be willing to let go of such a good chess piece? I will not let go until my death."
As he said this, Wen Jin pushed his arms hard, and Fu Jingheng took both of her hands in his and led them to the dragon's sleeping chamber.
Lao Mo just lowered his head and followed next to him, thinking that Master Jin would probably strangle or scold him to death if he behaved like this without any poison. He followed Fu and leaned into his ear and said, "Wu Ying learned from that pair of mother and son."
I learned that Daying soldiers were stationed outside Nanfan. Prince Daying, who was being received by Fu Chang’s cronies, and the prince of the feudal lord united with foreign enemies to start a fight."
Wuying is the young man who refused to get clean when Lao Mo asked him to...
When Fu Jingheng saw Lao Mo talking about political affairs, he released Wen Jin first and ran away as soon as he was released.
Lao Mo said, "Sir, why bother? Tell the master. Even if the country is destroyed, she will share the burden with you. It is better for the whole family to die together and be reunited underneath than for her to hate you."
"I can't let my wife, children, old and young die with me. She has worried about me for half her life, so don't worry about her this time. You asked Zi Shu to secretly transport troops to Nanfan, and the food and grass were secretly prepared." Fu Jingheng ordered again, "And...
"
"And what?"
"If she knows that I am not the emperor destined by the late emperor...Fu Chang is, I am nothing...I feel inferior..."
Lao Mo was stunned for a moment, you are about to collapse, so don't feel inferior! Face cannot be eaten, "If you have low self-esteem and are poisoned by the common people, it will make the master love you more easily! If you don't believe me, try it!"
"Old Mo...Okay..." Fu Jingheng sighed, "Go and ask Zhang Ting to come to the Dragon Sleeping Room. Her little finger is injured. Also, ask someone to bring a meal. She will not eat until she returns."
After he finished speaking, he went to see Wen Jin, but he actually ran away more than ten feet away. He hurried over, caught him, and took him to the dragon's bed, "I've been there to weigh him."
Wen Jin's hand was clenched so tightly that she had to follow Fu Jingheng's steps. As she walked, she said angrily: "Let me go, or I won't go back with you! Don't you understand? I'm so confused by lard."
I promise to go back to Guangli Country with you! Ahzhou originally suggested that I stay away from you and go to Qiu Liguo to develop! But I came back again. I was completely disappointed on the first day after I came back."
Fu Jingheng looked back at her and realized that he was jealous even when he was almost dead, "Do you regret not going to Qiu Liguo with your brother?"
While they were talking, they took people to the dragon's sleeping chamber. Wen Jin stubbornly held on to the door frame and refused to go in. Lao Mo watched from the side and was worried that the emperor's body would not be able to deceive Master Jin.
Fu Jingheng held her waist and took her injured hand off the door frame with his other hand. "Careful, do you feel any pain?"
Wen Jin was finally brought in by him, and Fu Jingheng threw her directly onto the soft dragon bed.
Wen Jin stood up angrily and was about to leave. Fu Jingheng reached out and half hugged her, closed the door, then hugged her and pinned her down on the bed. He restrained her two thin wrists with his hands and pressed them violently on her head. Wen Jin said goodbye angrily and stubbornly.
Even though she opened her cheeks, she was still dishonest and struggling under him.
I haven't touched her for a long time. She is so resistant and stubborn. She doesn't treat him as an emperor at all. He can't calm down. To be honest, he misses her and wants to tell her that his father thinks he is dirty and takes him to watch the stars.
He wanted to talk about the clothes and his mother's tampering with the edict, but he couldn't tell her anything. What would he do except make her anxious?
Their bodies entangled, his hot breath sprayed on her face, he tore her clothes to pieces in a manic manner, placed his thin lips on her neck, chest and abdomen, and said in a deep voice: "Say your Azhou again! Go on.
Make a living and get a good job elsewhere! You will always remember him. What if I don’t have you? I can’t see. Not now!”
Wen Jin closed her mouth tightly and stopped irritating Fu. Two tears fell silently from the end of her eyes. Her breathing was rough: "Don't kiss me. I won't talk about him anymore."
She knew that Fu Jingheng calmed down a little when she knew that she would no longer mention the man beside her.
"I regret folding your wardrobe and cooking for you just now! I'm going back now to get your wardrobe back to its original state! You get under women's skirts, you loser!" Not to mention Azhou, she didn't do anything else.
vague.
"Um."
There was a hurt look in Fu Jingheng's eyes. He lowered his head and kissed her lips gently, gently, and then kissed her ear, "I'm sorry, Jin, I took advantage of you. I really need political support."
. But feelings cannot be forced, I am just used to you. I didn’t intend to let you know the truth, but I don’t want to be bumped into by you today..."
Wen Jin's wrist was restrained by him and she couldn't break free. She cried and said: "Why do you hurt me again and again? Why do you let me down every time I believe that you will be good to me for the rest of my life? What on earth do I do?"
What's wrong, why can't you be true to me? I hate you!"
"Fu Jingheng...are you heartless? Are you cold-blooded? Did my mother hurt you when she was ten months pregnant and gave birth to me? Why do you treat me, Su Wenjin, like this..."
Because I am not the rightful owner of the country, I am the number one thief in Guangli who steals the country, and my future is slim and I cannot protect myself.
Because the Taiyuan Hospital headed by Zhang Tingxin encountered difficulties, my body hurt as if it was being torn into pieces.
Because I want to protect you from being dragged down by me.
Because I don’t want you to be sad and die with me.
Because you are the only warmth in my life in the past twenty years.
Because after your puppy, your Changning Changyun, and your grandma, your brother Ahen will also die... How can I bear to tell you...
Wen Jin's emotions were very intense, and Fu Jingheng was frightened. He never thought that Wen Jin, who had always been gentle, would collapse and despair so much. He hugged her and said softly: "I just don't love you."
Wen Jin was like broken porcelain. Tears fell silently. She became quiet and said: "I missed you so much on the way back to Beijing. Now that I am in your arms, I feel that you are very strange. You are completely different from the one in Mobei."
Man, I am the one to blame for everything. You kill Lou Shucai and we make peace."
"No kidding. There is no such thing as divorce in political marriage. I have said that only life and death can separate you and me..."
Fu Jingheng let go of her hand, and Wen Jin beat his chest. Fu Jingheng hugged Wen Jin, rubbed her back carefully, hugged the collapsed Wen Jin tightly, and comforted her softly. He and her
Wen Sheng said,
"My royal empress. It's been more than a year. Let's celebrate the Chinese Valentine's Day. For the sake of the throne, let's have a good reunion... I feel so cold."
"If you're cold, go drink hot water! Wear a cotton-padded jacket! Warm yourself by the fire! Boxing! Find your love at first sight to warm you up! Let me go..."
"Don't let go..."
"Fu Jingheng, you are annoying!"
"I was thrown into the cold palace because I hate it. The stars also hate me. There are no stars today..."
"Your Majesty..." Wen Jin's heart softened suddenly. For a moment, she felt that he had some difficult reasons, as if he was enduring the desperate situation alone for her own good. She was really hopeless and was still trying to excuse him.
"Daughter-in-law...my body is really cold..." Fu Jingheng was in pain from being tortured by the poison. He trembled and hugged her tightly. She could hear the sound of his teeth chattering in the scorching July heat.
, I can only look for you out of habit..."
Habit.
"I went home with great hopes, thinking about living a good life with you. This has nothing to do with what I expected. I can't accept it."
Wen Jin said that her heart hurt very much and she was so angry that she no longer cared about the life and death of his Fu family. She finally became the queen who was most politically useful to him. She was so sad just after returning to Beijing. She needed to be quiet.
, think about her next step.
"Your Majesty...we have been here for twenty years!"
"Um."
"A selfish person like you, an abandoned baby that no one wants, should die in the cold palace at the age of three. You don't deserve to have a sky full of stars. If you go ahead of me in the future, I won't shed even a drop of tears! Thank you, following the Mid-Autumn Festival will be
After I was expelled from the country, I was given another Chinese Valentine's Day that I will never forget."
Fu Jingheng's eyes were red, but he still hugged her gently and stroked her bun. He responded softly, "I'm not worthy. I'm not a person who thinks about others."
Just spending all my time thinking about you seems unsatisfactory.
Wen Jin stopped speaking first. No matter how unwilling he was, he would never get his sincerity. He accepted his fate.
Fu Jingheng also stopped. His body hurt, and his heart hurt even more. Twenty years later...he still failed her after all.
It's raining.
In the midsummer night, they were quiet.
The only sounds left on the dragon bed in the Forbidden City were his suppressed breathing and her restrained sobs.