"The Queen Mother, wake up! It's not good, the Queen Mother has lost consciousness!"
Behind her, the maids screamed and cried. It turned out that the Queen Mother was so sad that she fainted. The maids and slaves gathered around her and helped Queen Mother Xia to the couch.
Wen Jin's internal organs were twisted together, she couldn't breathe for a long time, her heart ached physiologically, and tears rolled down her eyes. She thought she should listen to the emperor's words and go to Lishan. He was right, and she could not face his departure calmly.
She didn't get any relief from his departure. She seemed to have died with him. The panicked voice of the maid and slave made her also panic. She seemed to have returned to a dark room, airtight and without light.
It also seemed like someone was singing "Peach Blossom Fan" softly in her ears. She fished every year and her temples were as silver as she loved this country more than Fuchun.
She didn't know where she was for a moment. Whether she was in Dongyuan, Mobei, a private house, or a courtyard on Yong'an Street.
Oh, she is in the middle palace. Her brother Zhen is dead.
"Isn't it okay for me to go and see the Yuzhou Prefectural Official Corruption Case now? Isn't it okay for me to cooperate well? You just need to explain the Yuzhou Prefectural Official Corruption Case. Don't you need to explain the others... The table is clearly full.
A memorial..."
Lao Mo said, "Before he left, he still called the queen by her name, saying that he could not leave her alone..."
"where is he?"
"He didn't come down from the Jinluan Palace... He took a breath to deal with those bastards. He collapsed as soon as he relaxed... His health has long been gone."
It turns out that separation always catches people off guard and leaves no time for people to say goodbye.
At least Wen Jin was not comforted, and had to face the departure of the young man who had been with him since childhood. They grew up together and were a couple when they were young. Later, they had many quarrels because he was obsessed with imperial power and because he had other women.
There have been fights, quarrels, reconciliations, breaks, cold wars, and reconciliations. He even married another woman. Now that he is dead, she is in pain.
After he cleared the harem, he thought that the two of them would be restored to the palace, but it turned out that she was the only one left.
She cursed him to death countless times, but when he died, she couldn't breathe.
She had never thought about how she should plan for the future without him. He was included in her plans. Even if she complained that she would have a good life without him, it turned out that she did not need to argue that she would have a good life without him.
Well, it doesn't matter who wants to watch who.
Now she needs to re-plan. But now she can't think about anything, that is to say, her mind is blank. A voice tells her that Fu Jingheng is dead and no one will make her heartbroken again. This is the last time
Heartbroken.
There are also voices saying that you are free in spirit. You have become the person you want to be. The court is clean, and your son will be the emperor after he ascends the throne. One afternoon alone, when I came back from school at the Imperial Academy, I bought a bag of sugar and roasted chestnuts on the side of the road.
Come back and read by the window of your home. No stinky man will disturb your reading.
Her husband...is dead.
I still remember last night when he softly begged her to say she loved him for once.
He might die with his eyes closed, and even if he is a ghost, he will not let her go.
He told her that there was chaos in the palace, and she couldn't go out if he didn't open the door to ask her to come out. But she was never an obedient person, just like he never kept his promise, so she picked up her skirt and walked out of the palace.
Her face was as pale as a ghost, and there was some drizzle falling in the autumn. She stepped on the fallen leaves on the ground, picked up her skirt and ran quickly towards the Golden Palace.
The beaded hairpin on her bun fell off, and her hair fell down and she was very embarrassed. The maid chased her to hold an umbrella. She ran too fast, she fell, and her forehead hit the corner of the flower bed and she bled. No one would say let go again.
She walked slowly so that she wouldn't fall, and no one would gently wrap up her injuries. She stood up on her own and continued running towards the Golden Palace.
The palace was really in chaos. There were many officers and soldiers in armor escorting the concubines from the harem out. Some were escorting people from Cining Palace, and some were carrying dead people outside the palace. There were thousands of them.
Wen Jin ran to the door of the Jinluan Palace and suddenly paused. His embroidered shoes were wet by the rain. The hall was lifeless. The emperor was supported and sat quietly on the dragon chair, with his cheeks lowered and his hands holding the handle of the dragon chair, as if he was asleep.
.
People from Taiyuan Hospital knelt on the ground. Gradually, Lao Mo, Qingliu, Jin Quan and others also knelt in the hall.
Wen Jin held the door of the palace, she was inexplicably afraid, she did not dare to come close, she had many things to say to him.
For example, Du Kang, whom Lao Xue liked, should prepare it together. That year he poured wine into Daoqing Lake and I wonder if he left a few jars.
For example, she will explain in advance that it is okay for him to get drunk but not to drink too much;
For example, she wanted to visit the Winter Garden again, and she wore a red cloak and went to see the yew trees with him in the snow, as well as the small Imperial College that she burned down, and the roses she casually scattered at the bottom of the wall.
For example, she felt that it was not good to fill up the lake to clear the lake. If the lake could be restored, she would still like to go boating; she just liked to torment him.
For another example, if he promised her a wedding when he was eight years old, could he fulfill her wish?
But she just looked at him on the dragon throne from a distance at the palace gate.
She didn't dare to move forward.
I didn't dare to say even a single word.
Because she realized that no matter what she said, he would never answer her. There was only silence waiting for her.
And she didn't want to listen to his heartbeat, test his breath, or feel his pulse, because she was not a doctor, she was just a stubborn woman full of bookishness.
Zhang Tingxin was the doctor, but Zhang Tingxin had already given up. Unfortunately, they did not find Xu Fanghai.
More and more people knelt down and worshiped at the scene, and even the death knell was sounded. When he went, the Queen Mother fainted. She, the first wife who had not officially worshiped, needed to help him arrange his funeral affairs. At this time, she should take the lead.
But unfortunately, she is far from that strong. She was able to personally attend Grandma's funeral, but she was unwilling to touch the Emperor's national funeral.
"No..." Wen Jin didn't clarify her thoughts, and her feet were already retreating. She deserted. She went to the stable to fetch the war horse Red Rabbit, and drove the horse away. The king said that if you tighten the reins, the war horse will run very fast.
She obeyed this time and pulled the reins tightly.
Maybe she is irresponsible, but he is irresponsible first. He has not given her a marriage for more than 20 years, so she does not feel guilty if she does not deal with the funeral. He left irresponsibly first, why should she help him?
To take care of his funeral, she didn't help him take care of his funeral just because of his imperial edict that made her queen. He was unkind and unjust to her, and she was willing to give in to him, so why did he die?
In the chaos, Qian Chan looked back and saw the Queen missing, and hurriedly exclaimed: "The Queen!"
He casually grabbed a guard who was nearby and asked, "Have you seen the Queen?"
Lao Mo was originally accompanying the emperor, waiting for the queen to come over to give instructions. When he heard Qianchan shouting, he rushed down the stairs in surprise, "What's wrong? Isn't the queen with you? Where is the person!"
"I just looked at the situation in the palace, and in the blink of an eye, the queen disappeared! I thought the queen would enter the palace, so I didn't think much about it." Qian Chan was worried.
Lao Mo hurriedly said: "There is too much chaos in the city right now. The vassal soldiers are being repaired. If it falls into the hands of evil people, it will be troublesome. Go and send someone to find the Queen. Go quickly!"
Wen Jin did not leave the palace, but ran aimlessly northward in the palace. The wind and rain hit her face painfully, and her clothes were soaked. She couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain.
Where is she going?
Go to the cold palace.
He didn't leave. Maybe he was waiting for her in the cold palace.
He may be cold, being bullied, and needs her protection.
Suddenly she felt a numbness on the back of her neck. She looked back and saw an officer and soldier in heavy armor chasing her. The man was dressed like those who carried the corpse outside the palace. The man held her body from behind as she was about to collapse. She subconsciously grabbed the man's waist and pulled the jade pendant tassel to the ground.
Wen Jin's vision went dark and she lost consciousness. There were still water drops on her eyelashes. She didn't know what happened next.
Qianchan led people to search the palace and found Chitu and the missing jade pendant tassel in the cold palace. They brought it back to the palace and showed it to Mo Gan, "Father, this jade pendant tassel is not from our Central Plains area. It looks like It’s from the southwest.”