That year in the cold palace, they hugged each other to keep warm. He said to Jinmei that when I become the emperor, I will marry you as my wife. She said to Brother Ahen, I will bear a baby for you when I grow up.
Now, he is the emperor, and she has given birth to a baby for him. But the world has changed... There is no room for Wen Jin in the seventy-two houses of the Three Palaces and Sixth Courtyard, so she has to take his baby and marry him as another man's wife.
Wen Jin didn't say anything, she shivered in his arms, and said after a long time: "You don't know what I went through. When I was most helpless, when my forced marriage ended in embarrassment, it was Jiang Huaizhou who took me in.
He cared for me like a treasure. He asked his mother to take care of me personally. His mother was too fierce to take care of me. He introduced me to all his friends. He was so kind to me. Out of integrity as a person, I will not
If you fail him, you will destroy him if you fail him!"
"Well...it was my fault that the forced marriage failed. Yes, it has already destroyed me, and I cannot destroy him again."
"You are right, everyone makes mistakes, and I will too. Even if my decision is wrong, I will not look back. Because if I waver, I will only hurt more people! You can't ruin my life.
, just like I won’t interfere in your life. We should bless each other. I admit that I can’t forget the past when I go to the theater. But I just go to the theater secretly and reminisce secretly. I don’t want anything to do with you.
.Am I not worthy even to remember secretly?"
"Well. I will learn to bless you. I hope that today's loss of control will become less and less... because you know that my woman suddenly no longer belongs to me, and I need to accept and bless you. It doesn't feel like it.
Comfortable."
Fu Jingheng sat quietly for a long time, then got up and went to take a bath.
Wen Jin stared at his back and saw the feeling of loneliness again. She couldn't bear it in her heart. It was obvious that he was in a high and powerful position, but it made her feel the most pitiful and intolerable. She was both hateful and pitiful.
Fu Jingheng came over to help her apply the medicine and opened her legs. There was a two-inch wound left by the induced labor on her delicate pink skin. He carefully applied the medicine on her, "I was not around during the induced labor. I suffered alone."
, do you blame me?"
Wen Jin thought of how helpless she was when she was alone in the Jiang Mansion and gave birth to a baby in embarrassment. She heard the doctor say that the baby had a disease in the knee. She couldn't help but choked in her throat. She quickly opened her eyes to prevent him from seeing her weakness, "No...
He is not alone. He is guarding the door."
Fu Jingheng raised his eyes and looked at her indifferent profile, "I was impulsive just now. I haven't seen you for three months. I really thought...I won't go to the theater in the future. It's okay not to see you. I thought so much. See you there."
How could I bear it?"
Wen Jin bit her lip and said nothing.
"Does the wound still hurt?" Fu Jingheng asked.
Wen Jin shook his head, "It doesn't hurt anymore. The scar has healed and I forgot the pain at that time."
"When will Xiao Jiang check your post tomorrow morning?" Fu asked.
"He picked me up at Liu's house in Chenshi, and then went to Xue's house to take the jade treasure and silver to the Imperial College for the examination. We made an appointment."
"Well, your brother's important matter and your big concern cannot be delayed." Fu Jingheng sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Wen Jin, took her hand and bit her finger gently, "Sleep with me on Yong'an Street until tomorrow morning. I will go ahead in advance tomorrow morning.
Send you back to Liu's house."
Wen Jin didn't say anything and asked him for a long time, "Aren't you going back to the palace? Isn't she going to check on you?"
"She can't control me."
"Why don't you go back to the palace and live alone on Yong'an Street?"
"It's nothing. Don't ask."
"She's pregnant. Don't you need to accompany her? Don't you need to accompany her to let Zhang Yuanxuan check her pulse? Does she like to eat sour food? She is a spicy girl. She will give you a healthy baby in the future...
"Wen Jin gradually lost her temper. I weighed four pounds and had a problem with my left knee. "Can you put your ear on her belly to listen to her fetal movements..."
"Wen, when I'm with you, don't always mention her. I have said many times that I don't like to talk about her or them with you. No matter what happens between me and her, whether it is responsibility or family affection, it will not affect the relationship between me and you.
The conflict with you was not caused by her. There are still three hours before Chenshi, and I don’t want to spend my time talking about women other than you. I would rather hear about your experiences and progress in the past three months. Talk about how much money you’ve made in your restaurant.
How much money, seeing you independent and strong, I feel happier for you." Fu Jingheng rubbed his painful brow bone, "Time is limited, why bother talking about her."
Wen Jin is so helpless. He seems to be able to manage every woman properly. Does anyone else want to be his one and only?
"Aren't you going to take me back to the palace to erase the graffiti? Erase our childhood memories?" Wen Jin smiled bitterly, "Don't you want to?"
"I can't bear it." Fu Jingheng said softly: "The main reason is to force me to ask you out. I just wanted to talk to you, but it got out of hand and ended up in this situation."
Wen Jin opened his eyes and did not answer his question about sleeping with him until tomorrow morning.
Fu Jingheng held her in his arms, let her rest on his arm, and asked her, "Do you want to stay? If not, I will take you back to Liu's house now..."
Wen Jin rested her head on his arm and nestled her cheek on his chest, but couldn't help but anger him, "Has she ever rested her head on your arm?"
"No..." Fu Jingheng ended the topic with a lie. When he woke up that night, Duanmu was sleeping with his arms in his arms.
"Is she... red?" Wen Jin's heart was bleeding.
Fu Jingheng closed his eyes and said, "Is it okay if I don't ask anymore?"
"Yeah. I understand. Congratulations. Your complex is satisfied."
"I'm not satisfied. I want what's yours. If you continue to ask, I can torture you and ask you where you are. Don't always set up traps to make me hate you."
Wen Jin stopped asking. In the past three months, she had no fixed place. She lived in Jiang Mansion for a month, Xue Mansion for a month, and Liu Zhai for another month. She was like a wanderer, hiding a secret.
The baby was hiding here and there, but she couldn't deceive her heart. She pillowed her head on his arm and nestled in his arms, feeling like she was home. He who hurt her the most gave her a sense of peace of mind. Perhaps, she
I also relied on him, but I had to force myself not to rely on him anymore.
Fu Jingheng touched her hair that was soaked in sweat, "Answer, stay with me tonight, okay?"
Wen Jin hesitated. She shouldn't stay. Staying would be betraying Jiang Qing, "I..."
Fu Jingheng hugged her tighter, "I haven't slept well in three months. At first I couldn't sleep without drinking. Then I couldn't sleep even after drinking. Be good, let's have a truce today and give each other some comfort calmly. Nothing will happen tonight.
It doesn’t mean that I’m not forcing you to be a bed slave or a plaything, nor am I asking you to give up your lover Jiang Qing. I’m not forcing you to do so with an imperial edict, so be good.”
Wen Jin finally nodded, "I promise you to stay until tomorrow morning. You promise me to stop drinking. Lao Mo said that you have bleeding in the spleen and stomach and have been ill for a long time. You can't take alcohol to give medicine to your lower abdomen from now on. It's really harmful to your health."
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Fu Jingheng rested his chin on her shoulder, sniffing the warm fragrance of her body, and gradually calmed down, "It's easier to stop drinking when you are around. I can't stop drinking when you are not around. It's okay to be busy during the day, but it's quiet at night. It's really good to be alone."
It’s hard to endure.”
"Quit drinking. Take some stomach medicine to keep your stomach healthy." Wen Jin was soft-hearted in the end and couldn't bear his physical abuse. "Otherwise, I'll leave now."
Fu Jingheng finally nodded, "Okay. I'll try to quit drinking."
"Don't lie to me. I hope that after I leave you, you will live a better life and not get sick." Wen Jin said gently, "We are adults, we must be sensible and get used to separation."
"Yes. The bottom of my robe is full. I'm not having a bad time. Don't worry." Fu Jingheng handed a pair of small silver bracelets to Wen Jin's hands, "When you first told me in person that Chang Lin was my child,
I ordered someone to make these silver bracelets. I didn’t dare to give them to you before, for fear that you would blame me for not trusting you and you refused to accept them. Now it seems too late to give them to you. I always do inappropriate things at the wrong time.
Things. I didn’t cherish them in the past, but now I want to cherish them, but I have no stand.”
Wen Jin clutched the silver bracelet tightly, almost ignoring Xia Ranshuang's warning that the child should never be exposed to the king, and blurted out to tell Fu about the child. It was indeed unfair to Fu that she and Xia Ranshuang concealed the truth. He actually
He also has the right to know the existence of his child, whether he likes it or not is another matter, but as a father, he should not be tortured by the pain of losing a child.
But Wen Jin cared too much, Lao Wen also wanted Chang Lin to die, and the Queen Mother Xia couldn't tolerate Chang Lin's leg disease. If Chang Lin's existence were made public, it would bring a lot of trouble and potential danger to her, and it would also bring trouble to Chang Lin.
Disaster, she finally did not tell Fu Jingheng the truth.
Fu Jingheng fell asleep next to her, holding her wrist tightly with his hands while sleeping. He whispered in his sleep: "My wife...don't leave... my wife...bless you..."