"No time?" His attitude was quite indifferent, and Wen Jin's heart trembled.
"without."
"It's better to catch the sun than to catch it. I'll take advantage of you here today. Let Lao Mo send Zhang Yuanjing to prescribe medicine and abort the child. No, if you don't send Zhang Tingxin, his medicine will have no effect!"
Wen Jin held his sleeve and stared into his deep amber pupils.
Fu lowered his eyes and looked at her white hands. He took out his sleeves and said, "Go and ask Lao Mo and the judge. See if they listen to you."
Wen Jin has lost her mind. She is afraid that she will get pregnant again. She goes to the doctor to cut off her pulse alone, feels the fetal movements alone, and gives birth alone. She lives a life of hiding around after giving birth without a husband. She will go crazy after giving birth to two illegitimate children.
It's really hard to have a child! She is already busy enough with her younger siblings and grandma Changlin. If she has another child, she will really go crazy. Fu doesn't openly admit that she does everything alone. She... is really scared!
"Mother Jiang knew that I was carrying a nearly half-year-old son and I was pregnant with another child. I couldn't hold my head up in the Jiang family. What happened to little Jiang! I shouldn't have made the wrong step to seek refuge with him. I hurt him!
"
Fu Jingheng pressed his chest and sides with his hands, and the pain was severe. When the people on the other side were killing him, they killed him. His face was extremely pale. Her words made him feel bad, so he kicked the chair at his feet.
"Why can't you raise your head? Everyone in the Jiang family will kneel in your belly. Who dares to take care of you? When the prince goes to his house, he will burn incense for me. Not many people marry their wives and sons with their own hands. It's a delay.
The second is given away. Do I feel sorry for Xiao Jiang? My temper is much better? Am I still following you?"
"I, Changlin, knew I was pregnant alone, and I, Changlin, gave birth to me alone." Wen Jin's voice also trembled, "You wouldn't let me have an abortion alone. You always have to be involved in my affairs.
Face something with me!"
Fu Jingheng suddenly approached and grabbed her thin shoulders, which made her painful. His usually red and thin lips were bloodless today. He squinted his eyes, his amber pupils showing a lot of fatigue: "I said I don't have time. You
Just go and have an abortion yourself, I am such a scumbag who doesn't participate in everything and goes around getting women pregnant! Go and have an abortion yourself and marry Jiang Huaizhou, and I'll go and have your wedding at the beginning of the month!"
Wen Jin was very angry with his attitude that it had nothing to do with her. Her hands and feet were trembling with anger. In what corner was this child going to be born? How many pounds was she going to be called? Grandma said she was too fat and thin to be ridiculous.
"I want you to take time to accompany me. You can't just be responsible for comfort, regardless of the consequences! You can be responsible for Duanmu, why are you not responsible for me? You made me pregnant. I don't want to get pregnant with Duanmu and compete with you.
Give birth to a baby! I want you to accompany me to have an abortion. I don’t want to give birth to a baby for you!”
Fu Jingheng pushed her hands away from his sleeves and leaned his head against the wall, "I won't accompany you."
"Will you accompany me?"
"Don't accompany me. Go by yourself. Aren't you strong? You dare to grow a forest in Jiang Mansion without telling me. Abortion is a trivial matter." Fu said and paused slightly, "I didn't fall in love with you just for comfort. There is no shortage of women to make me feel comfortable.
You can feel comfortable by yourself, and I don’t need to look for you just to feel comfortable.”
Wen Jin was panicked and afraid: "If you don't accompany me, I will go to the Jinluan Palace to block you. Let the civil and military officials in the court know that you got pregnant by the brothel fireworks! Let people know that you are irresponsible! I will carry Chang Lin to let you go.
People know that you have a disabled son. I made trouble with you in the Jinluan Palace and overturned your dragon throne. I will smash the upright and bright plaque for you!"
Fu Jingheng was not annoyed, but said with a half smile, "As you wish, go to the Jinluan Palace in the morning to block me. You can make it known to everyone. Don't just talk. Go for it!"
Wen Jin was almost mad to death. She couldn't control him at all. She said with misty eyes, "Fu Jingheng! Why are you so bad? Your belly in the west palace is so big! Are you afraid that she will give birth prematurely if she knows that I am pregnant again?"
"
Fu said coldly: "Can you just not mention her? You have nothing to say except mentioning the women in my harem?"
"I'll mention it! West Palace, West Palace, West Palace!" Wen Jin clenched her fists to irritate him, "Queen! Queen! Uh..."
As she spoke, Fu Jingheng suddenly put his hands on the back of her head, pulled her face closer, and covered her words with his thin lips. He did not go deep or stick out his tongue, but just touched hers with his cool thin lips.
, to stop her from continuing to offend him.
He said, "Keep making trouble. It's already like this. Why make trouble? Do I want to make it like this? Do I want to separate?"
Wen Jin heard his helplessness. His mother, Baiguan, Sheji, he had his own sufferings. She calmed down a little. Maybe she was frightened by the huge accident in her belly. She was helpless, angry and afraid. She
Leaving his chest, which had a strong medicinal smell, he didn't even kiss her with any lust, he just stopped her from talking in the most direct way to anger him, and stopped.
Wen Jin looked out of the small window and said helplessly: "No one cares about me. Lao Xue doesn't care about me. My mother is dead and my grandma is confused. Brother Ahen doesn't care about me either. Just let me face everything alone."
.Including getting married to Jiang, there was no adult in the family to make the decision for me. I decided to marry on my own, and it was not formal at all. Others got married with high-profile parents who were still alive. As for me, my adoptive father was betrayed by myself. I wanted to live or die.
It's all my decision. No one cares about what I want."
"Someone cares. What do you want."
"I want a warm home." Wen Jin's eyes turned red. "I don't want to be scolded or slandered by others. I want to never be homeless again. I want..." Marry me back home in an upright manner.
.But you already have a wife...
"You know I didn't care about you?" Fu Jingheng pursed his thin lips, and wet dark stains oozed from several places on his clothes. It hurt so much that he sweated through his thick clothes, "What do you know?"
Wen Jin didn't understand what his words meant, but she had heard that the grandma who came to visit the mansion said that Fu had prepared a dowry for her. The dowry filled the middle palace, and she would send it to the Chiang Mansion for her on the day she got married.
Fu said that he wanted her to marry in a grand and prosperous manner. She would be happy if she married into the Jiang family and lived a prosperous life. She loved doing business and teaching. He was willing to spend money on her, but he didn't seem to be referring to the dowry.
But she felt more and more that what she needed was not the dowry he had prepared for her. What she needed was him. No one knew better than her. In her heart, she had lowered her head and wanted to be his concubine. But she was stubborn and could not open her mouth. She wanted to
When she returned to him, she was stubborn and refused to bow her head. She didn't know how to make it clear to the Jiang family. She was bowing her head to a life she disdained. She must stop herself from sinking!
Wen Jin was upset by the unexpected second child in her belly. She couldn't help but say evil words, "Fu, why don't you die! If you die, I won't be so sad!"
"Okay. I should die." Fu Jingheng's heart was deeply hurt. The dark stains on the black clothes became more and more intense. The five wounds were all vital. He was about to die. It was not her and her son who were hanging up and couldn't hold on.
, "Everyone must die sooner or later."
Wen Jin immediately felt heartbroken. She actually hurt the man she loved deeply with her own words. Her words were very serious, but she did blame him for missing him. Being pregnant again made her helpless and impatient, so she couldn't help but hurt him.
.
"Really don't want to have this problem?" Fu asked.
"Yeah." Wen Jin nodded, "Fu, I don't want to get pregnant anymore."
Fu Jingheng gently touched her hair and said, "Let me think about it overnight. I can't have an abortion today. This is a life, our product. Let me think about it carefully. Come to the government tomorrow and talk about it. I won't let you have an abortion alone. I don't care.
.”
The words "I don't care" made Wen Jin's eyes blurred with tears suddenly, and she nodded, "Okay."
Fu Jingheng didn't say anything, so he went to cook some supper. It was thin noodles with chopped green onions that were so simple that it was almost impossible to hold them in hand. This time he added three poached eggs. He brought them to her to eat. "One day is a day's fate, and one day is a day's fate.
Treat her well and eat more. Huh?"
Wen Jin was particularly aggrieved by his ambiguous attitude, as if he wanted this child, but she did not give birth to him. She gave him one child after another, all of them illegitimate. She was scolded by the Empress Dowager and the Empress every day.
While eating thin noodles, I felt panicked and didn't know what to do. Tears fell into the bowl, "I'm going to get married."
"Yes. It's the fifth day of March. I know." Fu Jingheng hugged her and said softly: "Abortion is terrible, very painful, and easy to bleed. What should Chang Lin do?"
Wen Jin was frightened, and her whole body was trembling. "I also suffered from heavy bleeding when I was growing up in the forest. I am really scared. I never want to have a child again."
Fu Jingheng didn't leave that night. She pushed him away several times and pushed him out of the door. She was afraid that she would really push him away. He hugged her tightly with a pale face and refused to leave. Wen Jin later came to him
Crying in her arms, she asked what to do... what to do.
Fu Jingheng saw that she was very helpless, but he did not take advantage of her danger to make her his concubine. He hoped that she would do whatever she wanted and would no longer be forced. He only said in her ear: "I love you. Only love."