Wen Jin was weak, but she didn't have the strength to resist him holding her. She was so confused that she didn't know how many days she had been sick. It seemed that you had seen all kinds of dirty things. She was really ugly in the days when she was seriously ill, but he didn't.
He disliked her when she was ill, but she was always numb to him and couldn't bring herself to have any enthusiasm. She would be stuck in the palace wall like this for the rest of her life.
But after all, it is not easy to make a decision. He came back without hesitation and planned to raise his children to accompany him for the rest of his life. How could he run away so easily? If he took Chang Lin away, would he feel like he was wandering again like in the past?
The decision she made will not be changed easily. She is unwilling to make her life worse and worse. People need to have a direction. The last time she took refuge in Jiang Huaizhou and Xu Jiangqing's marriage was already a mistake. She cannot easily lose her firm position anymore.
She has lived in the palace since she was five years old, and she has Fu Jingheng in her life. She is nostalgic. Reason tells her that she needs to leave at all costs. Emotion tells her that Changlin needs a father. She cannot break the bond of eighteen years in her bones.
Emotional ties, how many eighteen years there are in life.
She has a strong psychological suggestion and a desire to escape reality. She is unwilling to choose between leaving and staying. It is too difficult. She is also unwilling to contact any man and start a new relationship. It seems that men are the same.
It doesn't matter whether there is a man or not. A woman always has to rely on herself and be strong from within to avoid being hurt by her feelings. First of all, she can't let go, and that won't work.
This time she suffered a miscarriage and she collapsed. She was rolling on the bed in discomfort, but she couldn't move the woman in the west palace, and he couldn't move that woman. She was giving up on herself and couldn't see a way out. She didn't want to stand up when she lay down. Even if the Lou family still
It was gaining momentum. Even though Xue Xiang hadn't confessed to Su Yuyan yet, she lay down and didn't want to stand up. Er Niang's fat boy Yulin didn't know how much fatter she had gained.
She then thought that she had not had a miscarriage, and that the two children were still in her belly. She tied a small pillow that Chang Lin usually used on her lower abdomen. She was three months pregnant, and it was not obvious at first. This saved her from falling in the struggle.
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Escaping reality is joyful. Facing reality is painful.
She has unfinished business and she can't fall down. She needs to get better. A little pillow can help.
Fu Jingheng usually put her on the seat and went out, but today he said in her ear, "I'll take you to the toilet."
Wen Jin's ears were permed, "No need. It's too much."
"I want it." Fu Jingheng's voice was a little tight, "I am your husband-in-law, what is too much? I am my concubine, what do you have to reserve with me? Won't you take care of me like this when I am sick?"
Wen Jin couldn't let go, and he kept holding on to her legs. Finally she gave in. When she got back, she pulled the quilt over her head, and her neck was extremely hot.
Fu Jingheng pulled the quilt off her body, looked closely at her sick but beautiful face, and asked the little patient with a warm smile: "Don't be bored. Let me see if your face is red. Did you recognize who I am today? Who did it just now?"
of you?"
Wen Jin was in a daze due to illness, but she recognized him at this moment. She said: "Fu."
Fu Jingheng's eyes were sore and he was a little impulsive. He finally recognized him and hugged her fiercely. He put his hands into his clothes and rubbed her tender flesh. He called her hoarsely: "Sister, get well soon. It's not good to be sick. I want to hurt you."
It doesn’t hurt. We can’t be too cold between husband and wife. Don’t reject me for too long...I miss you..."
Wen Jin didn't know what was wrong with him in his arms. She seemed to have a grudge against him. After all, when she almost gave birth, he took Qing Ruo in and arranged for her to be an outside wife. The whole harem knew that he was obsessed with her.
, although he explained that it was just a coincidence, but he still cared about it, couldn't he just do it at another time? He had to do it when she was 'nurturing' her baby. She said, "Have you ever carried a green bamboo slip?"
Fu Jingheng froze when he was asked. The relationship between the two finally had a huge rift. The reason was his harem. He knew it. He said honestly: "I have never been to her place. I went as a substitute. You know where I have been recently."
Yes, in the middle palace. Don't think too much about it. When I wasn't here with you, I was busy with the Ministry of Revenue on river management. There was a lot of rain in Guangdong and Guangxi in early summer. The flooding was serious. Apart from the innocent people who wanted to be flooded, I just missed you. Recently
I am also haggard, and you are sick in the river, outside and at home."
"Yeah. I heard that Qing Ruo is good at bewitching. Pay attention to your safety."
Wen Jin sighed, knowing full well that he was just using a trick to accept Fu Chang's gift. She may have become fragile because she 'almost' lost her two children, but she couldn't put herself in his shoes and consider the problem as she did in the past. When she was fragile,
She wished he was her husband rather than the emperor. Listening to his worries, she said:
"Zhang Tingxin saved the child, and I feel much better physically. You don't have to worry. I will try to get out of bed and exercise in two days."
"Well, fortunately, the child was saved. Jin, the body is your own. You must take care of your body." Fu Jingheng cooperated with her and touched the small pillow on her lower abdomen, but did not dare to point out that it was a small pillow. She was confused, and he also
She didn't remind her. She was awake at other times, so she was obsessed with this point, "I won't miss the baby's fetal movements this time."
Wen Jin pursed her lips and smiled, "It's been three months. The baby is about to move. You really can't miss it this time."
"Yeah. You have such a beautiful smile." Fu responded with a choked voice.
Fu Jingheng took anti-child medication on time every day. He stopped drinking. When he had headaches, he would try to control his bad temper. When he wanted to lose his temper, he would pick up Chang Lin and play with him for a while. After the anger subsided, he tried to give Wen Jin
Be an emotionally stable lover, raise a baby with her and raise her "little pillow", and sincerely want to restore the relationship between the two. He did not choose to give up this relationship that made him unable to reason. On the contrary, he hoped to get back with her.
Until the time when our hearts cherished each other.
He learned to fold clothes, mainly Wenjin's clothes, and cultivated hobbies outside of government affairs. The imperial chef Jinggang learned to cook spicy and sour fish in addition to thin noodles with chopped green onion.
He didn't ask Wen Jin how his fish tasted better than Nangong Jue's seabass stew with tofu, but she vomited violently after eating spicy and sour fish the day before, so he knew the answer. He was indeed not suitable to be a chef. So.
, he sent Nangong Jue off, who was suitable to be a chef, in advance and went back to Daying, without giving Wen Jin a chance to say goodbye at the reception desk.
His cooking skills are not as good as Nangong's, and as a husband, he is not as attentive as a common man, but he still hopes to possess her purest love. He is greedy, and he hopes to be the emperor and her lover.
Fu Jingheng's body was vacant for a month. In late spring and early summer, as the weather got hotter, Wen Jin became thinner and thinner. Her body was soft and fragrant. He bathed her and hugged her to sleep every day. He had an urge to want her. At first, he attacked her in the days after her miscarriage.
The sex was too strong and he couldn't get close to her. In the second half of the month, she slowly became quieter and no longer resisted his touch so much.
She was not a good sleeper, often tossing and turning and sticking her butt up against his belly, which made him restless and uncomfortable. Whenever she put her arms and legs around his waist, he would have the idea of pressing up on her and loving her.
Do the most intimate things between a man and a woman with her to cultivate feelings, but you are afraid that she will be disgusted and unable to accept it, so you restrain your desire and do not scare her, just caress, kiss, and do some physical rubbing.
Fu Jingheng warned everyone in the harem not to reveal any information about Wen Jin's miscarriage. Everyone was cooperating with Wen Jin to treat Wen Jin as a pregnant woman. Only Wen Jin believed that she had not lost her child.
If anyone uses this matter to hurt Wen Jin in any way, Fu Jingheng will never pay any dividends! Because he doesn't know what will happen to Wen Jin if she realizes that the child is gone, and he cannot bear the consequences.
What he can do is make the world cooperate with her, treat her as a pregnant woman, and make the whole world treat her as a little pillow.