There were many women in the harem, but no one made him feel so insecure except her. She never said she loved him, and she always had reservations. The only time she said she loved him was when she made a bitter sarcasm to him when she lost her twin.
Yes, of course, he understood that he had failed her many times and was not worthy of her love. She stayed with him only for the sake of her children.
Wen Jin thought for a long time, "Nan Guo's adoptive father in Huainan caused chaos and poisoned the people. Jiang and I helped you steal the adoptive father's slow poison antidote. Last time, the adoptive father joined forces with Daying to force the palace, so I helped you win Nangong Jue's military aid.
, and my adoptive father asked me to monitor you before, but I wrote some inexplicable detailed letters to my adoptive father. In fact, I have always been looking after you.
Your adoptive father has been expelled from the capital, and he and his deserters are hiding outside. Zishu also slashed his legs twice. He may not be able to recover, and he is basically half disabled. Even if he recovers, he will not be able to cause any trouble.
.Fu, I already belong to you, what else do you want from me?"
"Listening to the tone, I'm quite worried about his injury. I asked Zi Shu to chop him off. Is it because he was seriously injured?" Fu Jingcheng frowned slightly, "Have you ever thought about going over and taking care of him in person? Forty-something people who are not related by blood.
How can a man in his prime be a filial daughter?"
"Your Majesty... you are too ambiguous. I really only regard him as my father and elder." Wen Jin trembled, "Your Majesty, you need to stop. I can't bear your torture, distrust and cold treatment.
Especially now. I brought the baby back, and I felt like I was rushing to get close to her, so don’t push me away."
"I really want to go and wait in front of the hospital bed." Fu Jingheng took off the dragon robe hanging on the hanger and planned to leave, "Okay. I'll hide and calm down for another night. I can't afford to offend him, but I can afford to hide."
"you are leaving?"
"Um."
"Where are you going?" Wen Jin asked what he shouldn't have asked. He was the king, so there was no need to report where he was going.
"Don't go to the other side of Daoqing Lake to find a woman. Go to the study." Fu Jingheng likes to joke, "Of course, you can also find a woman. Hide who else besides you in your heart for half a year, hide it from you for half a year, and then tell you after half a year, she is with me
I'm so kind, I have no choice but to hide it from you."
Seeing him putting on his coat, Wen Jin felt a little panicked, so she subconsciously blocked the door and said, "It's raining heavily, so it's hard to walk. Please wait until the rain calms down."
"Yeah. It's raining heavily. I'm also very addicted to you." Fu Jingheng put on his coat and stared at her figure that was barely visible under the thin fabric. His throat was a little tight, "You know how to keep me, I'm good.
To be left behind easily, you only need to say the word Lishan."
Wen Jin was surprised. It turned out that he already knew where Wen Guang was. She stood in front of the door and stubbornly refused to let him leave. However, she did not blurt out that Wen Guang was in Lishan. She didn't even say anything. For a long time, she said: "Yu"
Da, please don't go. I... I'm afraid of the dark alone, and thunder on a rainy day is quite scary."
When Wen Jin said the word "concubine", her dignity was shattered to pieces.
What else does she have?
Loving someone shouldn't be like this.
But she chose to come back, and she was unwilling to give up the path she chose easily.
Fu Jingheng saw that she was blocking the door and refusing to let him go, and she refused to talk to him. He touched her head and said, "Let's set it on Chinese Valentine's Day. On Chinese Valentine's Day, I will accompany you back to Xue Mansion to meet your parents. I have to drink with Lao Xue that day.
I stayed drunk in Xue Mansion and slept in your boudoir. You took care of me and let your parents laugh at you. Brother Xue Qian also stayed away from me. Huh?"
There was still more than half a month before Chinese Valentine's Day, and Wen Jin found that it was already very difficult to be apart for a while. She lowered her head and whispered softly: "See you in half a month."
When Fu Jingheng heard about half a month, he felt uncomfortable in his heart. He was also used to having her by his side and being relied on by her every day. Not to mention half a month, the separation of a cup of tea seemed too long, "I can't help it, I miss you but I can't."
I will allow myself to be intimate with you. Ask me again, will you tell me where he is hiding? Do you want to be friends with me?"
Fu Jingheng was condescending, looking at Wen Jin's rather helpless face. He knew in his heart that she had lost her sense of security after losing her child. She had been relying on him this month. She also hugged him when she dreamed at night. But as soon as he hugged her, the scene of her father's tragic death appeared.
When it appeared in his mind, he was worried about hurting her, so he had to stay away. He needed to digest these emotions alone.
Wen Jin thought carefully, but still did not use the lives of her adoptive father and his remaining tens of thousands of soldiers and horses to please Fu Jingheng. She said: "He has been kind to me in raising me. When I was a child, I was abandoned by my second mother and was raped by my teeth."
It was he who saved me when I was sold into a brothel. No matter how bad he is, he is kind to me. I can't risk my life for you completely for you. You already know where he is, so why do you need me?
Why should I repeat those two words when repeating his location?"
"Which two words?" Fu Youyou asked.
Lishan Mountain.
Wen Jin gritted his teeth and said nothing.
"Why do you think? Is it because I'm jealous?! He raised you very well before, but he can't raise Luo Hong anymore. I went in without any trouble!" Fu Jingheng's heart was trembling, "He is
You are enlightened, right?"
"Your Majesty!..."
"Yeah. I'm so jealous that I don't want to see you. Is it difficult to say the word Lishan?" Fu Jingheng chuckled, "Should you say it?"
"I don't think I need to repeat where he is hiding." Wen Jin said it rationally.
"Well, there is no need to understand. I am not worthy of your unreserved. My name on you does not mean anything?" Fu Jingheng's eyes narrowed. He did not indulge his temper and smash things as usual when he was annoyed.
.
There was not even a drop of alcohol in Guangli Palace, and he did not drink to relieve his sorrow. He quietly leaned against the closet and stood in a stalemate with her blocking the door for a long time, clearly feeling the various feelings in his heart.
The woman he loved deeply protected his father-killing enemy, which was an unintentional betrayal. In the past, when he was betrayed, he would take revenge on her, but now he couldn't let it go. He could only suffer the pain silently, and his thin lips slowly turned pale. He
Since when did they stop being willing to hurt her? Maybe they have never been willing to do it, but neither of them is immune to the mental torture.
He suddenly remembered the scene of his father being beheaded, his stomach spasmed, and the salty smell of blood filled his throat.
"Looking back on the past six months when I kissed you and held you in my arms, you concealed the whereabouts of my father-killing enemy. It felt like I was holding my father-killing enemy and making love at the same time."
Wen Jin blocked the door, standing there helplessly, holding on to his sleeves.
Fu Jingheng raised his eyes and looked at Wen Jin. She had suffered too much and he didn't want any of his emotions to hurt her again. He gently touched Wen Jin's cheek with his fingertips and said, "It's okay. It doesn't matter if you don't say it.
You punish me for marrying another woman."
Wen Jin's eyes were sore, "I'm sorry."
Fu Jingheng touched her head and said, "Go to bed early."
Wen Jin saw that he kept Wen Guang's matter in his heart and stopped communicating with her, so he suppressed it and did not continue, "Can you leave before I fall asleep? This is not pretentious. I am really afraid of being alone."
Fu Jingheng couldn't calm down in his heart. He actually longed to do intimate things with Wen Jin, but he couldn't sleep with her holding her father-killing enemy in her heart. He didn't push her away cruelly, but held Wen Jin's wrist.
, let her lie on the bed, and touched her forehead soothingly, "You go to sleep. I have something to do in the study. I'll put you to sleep. I'll go over and work for a while."
Wen Jin looked at him with wet eyes, and found that he had really changed a lot. If he had known that she had kept Wen Guang's whereabouts from him in the past, she would have had a sword pressed against her neck to interrogate him. Now he is tolerant of her.
She also swallowed his bitterness in her stomach and took care of her emotions. She asked in a low voice: "You are very tired about the flooding in Guangdong and Guangxi. I will make soup and you will drink it. Do you have time to come back for dinner tomorrow? I can do that too."
Prepare it and send it to the study."
"Let's talk again," Fu replied.
"Speak now."
"There are a lot of things going on in Guangdong and Guangdong. I don't want to come over to eat and deal with it in the study. There is no need to send it off. It has rained a lot these days, the ground is dirty, and my embroidered shoes are wet and uncomfortable."
Wen Jin kept looking at him with open eyes, knowing that he would not be back before Chinese Valentine's Day.
Fu Jingheng said warmly: "Why don't you sleep?"
Wen Jin finally let go, "I can't sleep. If you have something to do, just go and do it first."
Fu Jingheng touched her belly and said, "I'll ask grandma to come over and sleep with you, so you won't be afraid anymore. My son will also be with you."
Wen Jin didn't have the nerve to say that her sense of security came from him. She smiled bitterly, maybe she should leave, she couldn't bring him happiness, and it was inappropriate to fall in love with him.
Fu Jingheng took his coat from the hanger and put it on his arm, then opened the door and went out of the house. He said to his grandma outside: "Old lady, go in and stay with her. She is afraid of sleeping alone."
Grandma saw that the emperor was in a bad mood, so she said: "Are you going home at night? Don't be separated every day. As time goes by, the relationship will fade. She needs you to accompany her out. Prince Changyun and Princess Changning have only been away for more than a month.
.Don’t be too cruel. Didn’t you say you wanted to make it up to her? She is sensible enough. She just values love and justice and knows how to be grateful when receiving favors from others.”
"There is no awkwardness. We are fine with her." Fu Jingheng frowned, "I am busy with the Guangdong and Guangxi rivers. I have been resting in the study at night recently. Take good care of her. Don't wrong her."
Lao Mo held an umbrella, and Fu Jingheng left the palace coldly.
When I walked outside the small Buddhist hall near Yanque Terrace, I saw a woman kneeling on a futon in the hall to pray.
Through the rain curtain, he couldn't see clearly that Queen Duanmufu of the West Palace, whom he had announced to the world, was kneeling in the Buddhist hall to pray. He only heard the woman say, "I hope God will bless the people of Guangdong and Guangxi from being harmed by flooding. The believing woman is willing to lose five years of her life."
, pray for the people of Guangdong and Guangxi in exchange for the people's health and happiness, and in exchange for the people of the Guangdong and Guangdong to live and work in peace and contentment."
Fu Jingheng paused and asked Lao Modao: "Who came here in the rain late at night to pray for the people of Guangdong and Guangxi?"