In the midsummer night, the rain was quite loud. The rain fell, which relieved a lot of the heat. There was a lot of sound when the raindrops hit the banana leaves beside the porch.
Wen Jin could not hear Fu Jingheng's voice clearly, as if she heard him calling her.
She was confused in her heart. She thought she would never see Fu Jingheng again in this life after 'goodbye', but as he said, he came to see her parents with noodles, fish, calligraphy and paintings, and said that he would give her grandson-in-law to her grandma.
Carrying the coffin into the burial. She took a look at Mian Yuyu. He couldn't cook, so the dough made by him didn't look good. You can imagine that the making process was awkward.
He always does a good job of making amends afterwards and is sincere.
If she was kicked in the abdomen by an assassin and Chang Lin had a disease in her left knee in the womb, he would ask Judge Zhang to take care of her. Fortunately, she was cured recently.
For example, after she lost Changyun Changning, she became crazy and no longer recognized people. He would take care of her personally, and would not complain if she was hurt. He would ask the whole harem to treat her crazy and little pillow.
After her dog dies, he will immediately send a little Shih Tzu to replace him.
For the sake of imperial power, he decisively abandoned her and married Duanmu Fu, but he would let her live in the middle palace and marry her, and he would tenderly call her wife, son, mother. Every time she heard him call her that, she would feel soft-hearted.
I feel excited and think that they will be fine from now on and will always be fine.
Her wrist was broken, and he would come to the palace the next day to blow her wrist, and he would smooth the steps of Guangli Palace to prevent her from falling again.
He was afraid of having sex after drinking, so he would give up his favorite drink and live alone on Yong'an Street outside the palace.
As long as she does not conflict with his imperial power and state, he will be good to her.
He seemed to think that it would be too late to make amends afterwards, and any cracks could be restored as before.
She also believed that he loved her, an emperor's love for a woman. After the imperial power, she was the one. Related to his imperial power were the seventy-two concubines of the Three Palaces and Sixth Court, but she was the only one without her. To give up on them, he would need to consider and weigh it, but giving up on her would not.
And she is not a woman who likes to compete for favor in the harem. She can't do it for a man. She doesn't think it is necessary. She has tried her best for this relationship of more than ten years, and she also bowed her head to be his concubine. She is really a moth.
Put out the fire!
Time after time, Wen Jin's love became less and less courageous than at first. Every time she was brave and unhesitating, she would be disappointed and abandoned. She was very insecure. He needed to have the same aspirations as him in her heart to use the imperial power.
Aiming for women.
Rather than treating the emperor as her husband and hoping that he would be safe and prosperous, and that the country and the people would be peaceful, perhaps she was wrong. She should be satisfied with the material things he gave her, and it would be too delusional to hope for love.
Wen Jin walked leisurely down the corridor, her hands catching the raindrops, and a bit of coolness spread in her palms. When she reached the stairs, she stopped. It was raining outside, so it was difficult to continue walking.
Late at night, thunder exploded in the night sky from time to time, which made people's eardrums hurt. I am quite afraid of thunder. When I was a child, it was thunderous and I was beaten and scolded by the servants in the brothel. It was a bad memory.
Wen Jin came out in a hurry and did not take an umbrella because the emperor was in the hall. She was hesitating whether to go back to get an umbrella. Even though she knew that he still had unfinished feelings for her, she did not forget about him in a moment. Such a profound feeling
It is impossible to forget her once you have loved her. At most, you have to suppress your emotions rationally and do what you should do.
He was dependent on her body and needed her more than Chang Lin. For two days and nights, she did not dare to approach him.
It was not good to go back and forth under his eyes, so she turned her feet and looked back, and saw Fu Jingheng walking towards her quickly. In the rainy night, his face was even more handsome than usual.
Wen Jin was afraid of being alone with him, and A Niang criticized her for not loving herself. She also hated herself for being burdened by relationships for many years when she failed to live up to expectations. She was distracted by her business and studies at the Imperial College and did not take care of her wholeheartedly. Otherwise, she would have achieved more and made more money than she does now.
There are also more people. Taifu Su wants to cultivate her as his successor, and she cherishes this opportunity.
Seeing Fu Jingheng coming, Wen Jin immediately turned around and walked out to the corridor. The rain instantly wet her clothes, making her miserable.
"Su Wenjin, don't get wet in the rain, you'll get sick." Fu Jingheng said urgently. He didn't hold an umbrella. Before anyone reached the stairs, his voice came first, "Go slowly when going down the stairs. Don't break your wrist again."
"I've broken my wrist every time. Don't curse my other wrist again. I'll learn from every mistake, and I won't fall again."
Wen Jinru returned to that rainy night when she broke her wrist and blew her wrist. That rainy night when she kept calling Fu Jingheng's name in her heart.
She ran down the stairs in panic, the sound of thunder and rain became blurred in her ears, and he called her softly from behind with a rather forbearing and urgent voice.
"Wen Jin..."
"Stop, Wen Jin..."
"You just try your best to deliberately misunderstand me, make me angry with your mother, isolate me, and neglect me! I have half evil intentions towards you, and you want me to die! I feel sorry for you and told you to walk slower, but you speculate on me like this, right?
I have lost trust. Whatever I do will be in your eyes! What you say is so hurtful."
"Didn't I lose trust immediately? How many times! You always break your promises. Didn't you say you would never give up on me again?" Wen Jin never spoke, even if all your family members died, even if you died
, I will also deal with Duanmu first. When she thought of this sentence, her heart ached terribly, "It's your words that hurt people!"
Fu Jingheng's voice suddenly got closer. He approached her and paused, "I can't stop talking about this brother, that brother, and Uncle Wang from the Ministry of War next door! Even the little Shih Tzu dog has helped you! I will save you tomorrow.
Resign Uncle Wang! Tell him not to dare to help you in the future! There is no one who looks better than me in front of you! Don’t you want me to accompany you every day? I will put down the state affairs and accompany you every day! Let’s leave it alone and fly away!”
"Why are you embarrassing me? Can't I be sad? Can't I hope that you will accompany me when I am better? If others help me and you remove them from their posts, how will I stand in the neighborhood in the future?"
Wen Jin's face suddenly turned red with embarrassment, and without stopping, he said with red eyes:
"I deserve to have no one to help me. I should do everything by myself. You didn't accompany me when my grandma passed away, and no one else was allowed to help me! It's all my fault! How could I expect you to put down your national affairs and accompany me?
Why are you using your righteousness to suppress a little girl like me! It seems that I am making trouble unreasonably! I'm sorry, my grandma passed away, I have a little temper and am not generous enough to understand you!"
"I'm jealous! I can't be with you every day. Do you understand that I'm anxious?" Fu Jingheng couldn't help but get closer to her. "Every time you leave alone, I feel no less uncomfortable than you do! In my position, you are probably more miserable than me.
Not as good as."
"My grandma passed away, and you only care about your jealousy!" Wen Jin's voice trembled, "You stayed with her in the hospital bed to take care of her. Have you considered my feelings? What did I say when you walked around on the other side every day?! I
I have been with you for many years without any complaints. I don’t know how I can be so generous and tolerant. Naturally, I am inferior to you. I am not worthy of being a woman on your shoulder. I quit!”
Fu Jingheng quickly walked down the stairs and chased after him. The rain hit his head and face. He kept his eyes locked on Wen Jin's shoulders and back for a moment. He took three steps, two steps at a time, and two steps at a time, leaving her vulnerable from behind.
hugged her body, "Jin..."
Pressing her tightly into his arms, making her back press against his chest, he lowered his head and deeply smelled the fragrance of her hair, buried his cheek in her neck, and his deep amber eyes turned dark.
Already.
Wen Jin was so nervous that she struggled hard. The harder she struggled, the tighter he hugged her.
In her ear, he said in a low voice: "My heart, my flesh, my life, it was my brother who wronged you and made you wronged for two days and two nights. Don't hate me anymore. I feel so distressed that I can't bear it."
Now, I am your brother and uncle. I have not seen you for two days and two nights, and my heart is broken. When I am by her side, all I can think about is you, and my heart has followed Tai Hospital to Xue Mansion.
!”
Wen Jin was so angry that he said, "Are you referring to me as a darling? That's how you treat your darling!"
"I am Lao Mo, I am Zhang Tingxin, and I am the Shih Tzu puppy. I gave them all to you! I just couldn't get there in person! Can't you forgive me...!"
"You've never been able to come in person. All I've ever done is forgive you. I'm... tired. Fu Jingheng, I'm tired. I don't want to live without you."
Wen Jin felt very sad and aggrieved after hearing his sweet words. She was pressed in his arms and her body was restrained so tightly. His breath in her ear was hot. He smelled her breath and pressed his thin lips against her clothes.
Leader, "Let's start from the beginning, and I will stay with you more from now on."