I thought the most difficult hurdles to overcome when becoming a disciple were my father and Aunt Feng.
I didn't expect that Uncle Xie would give me a squishy pussy.
Before this, I had never expressed my true thoughts.
It's true and I have no idea.
The whole person is in a state of chaos.
Both Buddhist emptiness and Taoist yin and yang are in a research and exploration mode.
like it all.
Everyone wants to know.
I can take refuge in any one.
Until I got my period in May this year, Aunt Feng said to me, "You have grown up." At that moment, a crack in my mind seemed to explode. I knew that I did not want to be a layman, but to truly walk in yin and yang and become a disciple.
Tidao, but Grandpa Cai told me a long time ago that apprenticeship is all about chance. If fate is not there, you can't get it no matter what.
And yesterday.
Just yesterday!
When I was basking in the sun in the courtyard, I heard Aunt Feng's words and suddenly felt inspired.
Isn’t Uncle Xie my chance?
But why did I summon up the courage but...
Be crazy, be subversive.
Is that a compliment?
Shouldn’t a person have the greatest ambition and study hard with the most humble attitude?
The book also says that those who learn from immortals in the world will become more elegant in mind.
We must know that all things have their ups and downs, and most things have their end.
What is pursued is not madness, but forgetfulness, forgetfulness of things and myself.
I held the business card in my pocket and felt very conflicted.
I feel that Uncle Xie's standards for recruiting disciples are very tricky, and I really admire his ability.
As an expert, it's normal to have a bit of a weird temper.
If I were not one of those hundred, it would be fine for him to cut off my thoughts, but I still have a small spark of hope.
that is……
Sighing silently.
I really don’t understand how ambitious one is.
When I got home, my father had already coaxed Aunt Feng enough.
"You're right, this is the son I worked hard for, whether it's a blessing or a misfortune, I have to bear it. Whatever he does, he will become a prodigal son!"
Dad laughed along with him, "Whether a cat can walk in a straight line depends entirely on the mouse. Whether a child can become a talented person depends on the education of his parents. I just saw that it was not easy for Mr. Xie to come all the way, so I didn't scold him to give him face.
Don't be angry, Feng Li, as soon as you return to your parents' home, I will..."
When he saw me coming in, my father immediately said, "San'er and I can't live without you!"
"Okay, you Wan Changlin is just a trachea tube worth 100 yuan, it's better to pay for it with your mouth."
Aunt Feng took out the clothes that had been put in the luggage bag and hummed, "As long as you know there is something fishy here, Mr.
He boasts so much that he controls the world, why doesn't he say that he is the brother of the Lord of Hell? He really thinks that I, Qin Fengli, are scared."
"Yes, how can you be intimidated? You are obviously from Peking University and you are very powerful."
"Fuck you, hang up the clothes for me quickly..."
"Okay, I'll come, I'll come."
Dad hung Aunt Feng's clothes back in the cabinet. When his back was turned, he would inevitably show nervousness and worry.
Aunt Feng naturally didn't notice it, so she turned around and saw me, "Ying'er, where have you been and why did you come back?"
"I met my classmates who were returning to school and chatted for a while."
I don’t dare to tell the truth, let alone the fact that I don’t have a word about my horoscope.
"Oh, I was so angry that I forgot that you can't go out alone."
Aunt Feng waved her hand as she spoke, "Try not to go out in the future. Just stay at home for the next two months. Okay, let's go back to study!"
I said oh, vaguely aware that Aunt Feng's mentality was also very contradictory. She would believe anything that could be solved simply and quickly, such as letting me drink solid bean soup and go out less during the day. But if it hit my life gate, what would she say?
They won't believe it, let alone cooperate.
When I returned to the cabin and was about to close the door, my eyes met my father across the short corridor.
On his face, he was still chatting with Aunt Feng, and the look in his eyes conveyed relief to me.
Even though my dad sometimes seems unreliable, except for the fact that he wants to have a son, he really can’t find fault with his conduct.
Anyone in the village who has something big or small will come to him for help.
Although his main job is as a bricklayer, he can build furniture or something.
In my impression, when my father was doing carpentry work, he would put a pencil in his ear, trace with a ruler, and then magically make beautiful furniture, tables and chairs, and finally paint them, and he would also polish them.
The most important thing is that wherever he is there, there will never be a moment of silence.
People in the village say that my father is a rare cheerful but not oily person. He doesn't cause trouble and is never afraid of getting into trouble.
With Li Qiang's character, he should deal with it as he should.
Aunt Feng also took a fancy to these things and came together with her father.
The two seem to be noisy, but in fact they have a good relationship.
Dinner was uneventful, as if nothing bad had ever happened.
Dad also told Aunt Feng that he would cook some good food tomorrow, just as he was trying to make up for it.
Aunt Feng laughed when she heard this, "Okay, I want to eat spicy food. I have to avoid eating spicy food during the confinement period."
“Eating too much spicy food can easily lead to internal heat.”
Dad saw that Aunt Feng was unhappy again, so he hurriedly said, "Forget it, let me make you some more soup. They say black-bone chicken soup is good to relieve the spicy food."
Aunt Feng smiled and nodded. After thinking about it for a while, she might want to say something about Li Qiang and the eldest sister, but she felt that it was too groundless. She started talking a few times but the conversation ended. Dad looked normal and didn't eat much food. I ate quietly.
As soon as I glanced at Aunt Feng's belly while eating, my father would cough with a scratchy throat and urge me to go back to the house to do my homework after eating, for fear that Aunt Feng would see the flaw.
After finishing the meal with each other's own thoughts, I went back to the house for a while, washed up early and lay down on the kang. My thoughts were heavy. I thought about the frustration in Aunt Feng's stomach, and filtered Uncle Xie's words in my mind.
I got up and lit another half stick of incense, and after a long time I fell asleep tossing and turning.
In the dream, I was squatting at my mother's feet and playing, watching the ants on the ground.
"Mom, ants look very small to us, so what do ants look like to us?"
"It's heaven."
My mother touched my head and said, "Yingying, if you encounter difficulties, you must take Mr. Xie as your teacher. He will help you, you know."
"Mom, I'm fine."
I was stunned, "Why are you encountering hardships?"
The shining mother's facial features were blurred, except for a white glow.
She seemed to be smiling at me, and I felt that she was crying, "Ying Ying, be good, it will be fine, everything will be fine."
I looked at her confusedly, and when I turned around, my mother had already arrived at the courtyard gate.
There was a heavy fog outside, and she disappeared when she went out.
"Mother!"
There seems to be a barrier at the door.
As soon as I chased him out, he elongated into a thirteen-year-old appearance.
The scenery also changes.
What you enter is a lush green forest.
I walked in a daze, listening to the gentle sound of running water.
Gradually, the sound of the water increased, and when I looked up again, I saw a cliff and a waterfall.
I stepped on the edge of the cliff, and there was an abyss of white mist below. I hurriedly backed away, turned around, and saw rivers, lakes and seas, roaring and surging.