"Of course it's complicated. Your so-called love contains deep fear, because you know very well how Rong Tang does things."
Su Qingge's voice lowered, revealing an indescribable depth, "So when you face him, your emotions will be very complicated. You appreciate him, worship him, and maybe even admire him, just because he can arrange everything for you."
, His calmness will give you great comfort, but admiration does not mean love. Your love for him is with a desire to conquer. It is a very fulfilling thing to make a powerful man surrender to you.
, Ying'er, you are a wolf at heart, and all your love for him is based on your wanting to eat him..."
"not like this!"
My mood suddenly collapsed, "Aunt Su, I admit that I don't like Meng Qin that much, but I have never thought about hurting him. Over the years, I have given him all the love I can give, and I also want to have a good relationship with him."
Together, I am not just greedy for the material things he gives me, I thank him from the bottom of my heart, I..."
My eyes became blurry, and I wiped away my tears, "Since I was a child, I have always lived a well-behaved life. I do whatever my elders say. Only when I am with Meng Qin can I truly
Relax, his tolerance for me makes me feel particularly safe. He told me that I don’t have to be a good boy, I can also pour out my bitterness, and I don’t have to be sensible..."
With that said, I stood up hastily, walked to Su Qingge's side, knelt down and held her arm.
For me, it seemed like I had grasped a life-saving straw, "Aunt Su, I promise you that I will not spend another penny of Meng Qin's money, and I will not ask him for anything. I just want to
Have a good relationship with him. Will you support us? Just give us a few years. If Meng Qin gets tired of me and he breaks up with me, I promise not to pester him. Please give me
One chance, okay?"
Su Qingge looked down at me, but the mist in front of my eyes was too heavy and I couldn't see her expression clearly. I just felt her push away my hand.
"Xiao Ying'er, if you don't love it, you just don't love it. This is a fact. Why do you continue?"
"I promised him, I can't break my promise..."
I cried so uncontrollably that I swayed while squatting there, not knowing why this happened.
I obviously didn't want to cry, so I wanted to calmly explain my feelings to Su Qingge, but I found that I couldn't.
My heart was very dark, and she stripped me of everything.
But there was a voice in my heart, and it told me that I didn’t want to lose Meng Qin.
"Aunt Su, you can ask me for anything, and I will do whatever I can."
I took her arm again, "As long as you let me be with Meng Qin, really, don't let me push him away again..."
"You should give up being Mr. Yin Yang."
I cried for a while, and Su Qingge sighed, "As long as you give up being Mr. Yin and Yang, I agree that you and Rong Tang will be together."
"!"
My body swayed, and the hand I held was pushed away by Su Qingge again. Then I seemed to have lost all my strength, and collapsed on the ground in a panic.
Su Qingge was not in a hurry to say anything more to me. He poured a cup of tea and took a sip before looking at me calmly, "Xiao Ying'er, I didn't expect your reaction. You should be very angry."
Yes, no one has the right to interfere with your life, even if that person is Rong Tang, he has no right to do these things to you, he has exceeded the rules."
"But Meng Qin gave me more... I am the one who really goes out of line."
I murmured in response, "It was me who broke into his life. It was me who made him feel pity, made him want to accompany me, want to take care of me... Meng Qin also told me frankly that others
There is evil in human nature... Aunt Su, I was sorry for him, and I have to repay him."
I raised my face to look at Su Qingge, tears still flowed from my eyes, I swallowed the salty taste in my mouth, "Maybe at my age, I really don't understand what love is, but I am willing to love Meng Qin, except for giving up being Mr. Yin and Yang for him.
, I am willing to do the rest for him, I really am willing..."
Su Qingge only sighed in response to me.
After a moment of silence, she stretched out her hand towards me and said, "Get up first. What does it look like sitting here?"
I shook my head and looked at her, "Aunt Su, you haven't agreed yet..."
"Do you want to humble me and beg me for something?"
Su Qingge’s tone was slightly serious, “Although I have never met Mr.
Your gifts are all carefully selected by me, without any perfunctory. You must remember that no matter what the occasion or what happens, you must bear in mind your identity and cannot lose your manners, otherwise
, you have not only lost Mr. Xie’s face, but also my, Su Qingge’s face!”
The corners of my lips trembled, I took her hand to lend some strength, stood up, bowed to her, and silently sat back across from her.
"Ying'er, you have to know that I really love you, otherwise, I won't tolerate you."
Su Qingge handed me a tissue and said, "Wipe your face first. Auntie will tell you why I like you."
I sniffed and took the tissue to dry my eyes.
When my eyes fell on the still steaming teapot, I felt cold both physically and mentally.
"Your kid actually looks a lot like me..."
Su Qingge raised her chin slightly, and her voice softened, "From the first time I met you, chatted with you, and learned about your dreams, to when I met you outside the dance class and talked with you about your future in the car.
Zhan Zhan, you told me that the strong wind knows the strong grass, and the cold year knows the pines and cypresses. At such a young age, you have taught me the truth. I sincerely think that you will have great potential."
I looked at her blankly, but I didn't expect that she remembered all these words.
"In you, I see your persistence in your yin and yang profession and your desire for success."
Su Qingge said calmly, "It was the same when I was young. I didn't want to follow the old path of my family and be an artist. I just wanted to start a business empire of my own. But except for my brother who supported me, my elders didn't agree. They
I believe that the smell of scholarship cannot be tainted with the smell of copper. How can a scholar be a slave of capital? Until I met Meng Shihui..."
"I admired him very much back then, so much that I thought it was love, and then we came together."
She looked at me with a slight smile, "My brother's real estate company can grow bigger and stronger, and of course he has his help. But as I grow older, I gradually understand that what I call love is just what Meng Shihui can give me.
He gave me a lot of halo when I wanted what I wanted. I thought I would play the role of a good wife, but I found that when I got everything I wanted, I was too lazy to pretend anymore, and I just caught him.
I quickly withdrew, and the outside world thought that my marriage was unfortunate. Who knows, this might be the result I wanted."