Wu Mei thought of something and looked at me again, "Xiao Ying'er, actually I want to ask you, when you found out that Meng Qin's white moonlight was you, weren't you particularly moved? Didn't you want to hold Meng Qin and follow her?
Did he promise eachother?"
I nodded, "I was moved, overwhelmingly moved..."
"Then what?"
"I was thinking, Oh no, something big is going on."
I said in a low mood, "I will never end Meng Qin's affection for me no matter what."
This was my truest thought at the time, so later in the teahouse, Su Qingge told me that Meng Qin had interfered with my ballet learning, and told me overtly and covertly that Meng Qin’s behavior was inappropriate, and I had no intention of blaming Meng Qin.
.
Because I have seen how much Meng Qin has paid for me.
Yes, he likes me very much, but he has always been very cautious in front of me.
On the contrary, I took the scumbag's script and used it on him regardless of who I listened to or what new words I learned.
If you want to say it's vulgar, that means I'm vulgar, that's because I'm obscene. I used my hands on him to intimidate and induce him.
And aside from all of this, the five years we were together were the happiest five years in my growing up life.
My brothers at home once said that I am a rigid person, and they could not imagine what it would be like for me to get along with Meng Qin in private. They may have thought that staying with Meng Qin would be boring, but in fact it was not the case. We had a lot of fun.
The me taking selfies and recording funny songs behind the curtain is the epitome of my daily relationship with Meng Qin.
Meng Qin is like a big brother and has given me many positive influences in life.
It was also he who opened up the sky and gave me all the peace and beauty.
I owe him so much that I feel like dating him is not enough.
He should get me completely, and then kick me when he gets tired of it.
In that case, I think it's fair to him.
Of course, I would not say these words to my brothers, because I know very well that my view of feelings is wrong.
In novels, the male and female protagonists are often entangled in pain and trapped by love. The root cause is that they cannot love each other.
The source of my pain comes from debt and guilt.
Meng Qin's love is too profound, but I can't repay him with the same sincerity.
This is the real crux of the problem and the fundamental reason why Su Qingge disagrees with Meng Qin and I being together.
I don't love him, but I still want to be with him. Doesn't this mean humiliating Meng Qin?
The most shameful thing is that I also tried to make Meng Qin become a person like me, so that I can be more balanced.
Su Qingge saw through all this, and as Brother Hou said, she saved me face, so she didn't say anything too unpleasant.
I think I understand everything, but for many things, I think one way but do it another way.
The chat ended in vain. I returned to the west building and was still looking at my phone in a daze. Su Qingge only gave me two days. If I didn’t send her a screenshot of the text message tonight, there might be bad results from the company tomorrow. I was lost in thought.
Then, the cell phone ringtone suddenly rang.
I was startled, and directly touched the answer button, and heard Meng Qin's voice, "What are you busy with?"
"exist……"
I stood up hastily and tried to do something, "I'm going to night training."
"Don't you want to eat ice cream?"
There was a hint of smile in Meng Qin's voice, "You didn't even send me a message yesterday."
"I forgot."
I said, "I'm sorry."
"Why are you panicking?"
Meng Qin laughed and said, "I don't mean to blame you, and I won't delay the ice cream for you, because I didn't expect that a certain little classmate would be interested, and she even became a snail girl. It seems to be true."
's grown up."
Hearing his calm tone, I also laughed, "How do you know I went yesterday? Maybe it was your dream."
"If I hadn't checked the surveillance camera at the door and saw that Mr. Xie could draw inferences about other cases and shout "Open Sesame," I would have felt like I was having a dream, and it was a very beautiful and wonderful dream."
Meng Qin said with a smile, "She is very smart, and she also knows how to test the voice-activated unlocking system by holding her nose. It's a pity that she didn't fool her."
I raised the corners of my lips and listened to him continue, "She also left evidence of a wooden hairpin. I remember that I pulled it out of her hair."
"Well, I came to see you."
I pretended to be angry and said, "When I saw you had a fever, I wanted to feed you some water, but guess what, I almost got strangled to death by you! Doctor Meng, you are so afraid of being taken advantage of, you have a sense of self-protection."
He's quite strong, even though he's so sick, his hands are still so strong..."
"I'm sorry, it's my problem."
Meng Qin's voice lowered, "Do you still have any discomfort in your neck?"
"Oh, I'm just kidding. If I have a problem, can I still answer your call? You let me go very quickly after you recognized me."
I thought he could make a few jokes, but unexpectedly he became serious when the conversation got here.
I quickly changed the subject, "Meng Qin, are you feeling better?"
"never mind."
Meng Qin said, "I've been waiting for you to come and claim credit, but I haven't seen you contact me. Why, don't you have what you want?"
"Um...Meng Qin, I want to tell you something."
I slowly sat back on the sofa, "This is a serious matter. Don't rush me after listening to it."
"I can pretty much guess it."
Meng Qin responded extremely calmly, "What did Mr. Su talk about with you yesterday?"
"Nothing to talk about. I made a decision myself."
I held the phone tightly, "Meng Qin, I can't talk to you yet..."
"It goes without saying."
There was no smile in Meng Qin's voice, "Yingying, are you threatened by President Su?"
"Auntie, she won't threaten me..."
"aunt?"
Meng Qin laughed inexplicably, "Don't you always call Aunt Su?"
"I originally wanted to call you aunt."
I bit the bullet and said, "It was because you were unhappy at that time that I started calling you aunt."
It's awkward to mention this. Su Qingge calls herself aunt when chatting with me, but all I talk about is aunt.
Everyone really has their own opinions on the matter of reputation, and everyone seems to be pretending to be confused because they understand.
"So you did it on purpose?"
Meng Qin whispered, "You want to remind me of something."
"We are not suitable."
My lips were numb for no reason, "I can only be your sister and cannot fall in love with you. I'm sorry, Meng Qin, please forgive me."
There was sudden silence on the other side of the phone.
It was so quiet that I couldn't even hear Meng Qin's breathing.
This feeling made me even more panicked, "Meng Qin?"
"Ying Ying, I never want you to feel pressured."
Meng Qin's voice became hoarse, "But if you have a problem, you have to tell me. I am your boyfriend and I will solve it. I don't think there is any misunderstanding between us. All I need you to do is to be open to me."
Open your heart, trust me completely, don’t forget, what you said to me on New Year’s Eve, can we block out some sounds first, and leave the rest to me to handle, is it difficult to do this?”