If Su Qingge doesn't spit, I can't come to the door rashly.
I live in a state of nervous tension every day, fearing that I will receive news that Grandma Su is ill.
The more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became. Just when I was about to call Su Qingge and make an appointment to see Grandma Su, Su Qingge finally contacted me.
She first sent me a message, 'Xiao Ying'er, come to my mother's place for a meal tomorrow at noon.'
I was about to meditate when I raised my eyes and looked out the window at the dark night.
I did some calculations and found that tomorrow is March 6th, when the dragon raises its head and the sun rises again.
Zhiri means stubbornness and persistence.
Generally, it is appropriate to hold the day to pray for blessings, get married, offer sacrifices, seek children and make covenants, and avoid traveling far away and moving.
Damn it, I have that really annoying feeling of panic again.
But when I thought about being able to see Granny Su, I still replied with the word "good".
After sending it, Su Qingge dialed the number directly.
"Xiaoying'er, I want to chat with you a little more. Will it disturb you?"
"Won't."
The smoke of agarwood is still rising.
I instinctively looked out the window at the dark night sky. There were no stars or moon tonight, and it seemed to be blocked by dark clouds.
If it were normal, I would be secretly happy. This is a sign that thunder is about to happen, and my sisters are looking forward to coming forward!
When I thought about Grandma Su's body, I felt something was not comfortable, and her chest felt very tight.
"Okay, I'll keep the story short. As you know, my mother's health is not very good recently. She is always lethargic. The doctor has told me to be mentally prepared anytime and anywhere."
Su Qingge's voice trembled, "Of course, I have been preparing for a long time. Judging from my mother's age, it is also a time of joy and mourning when the world is separated forever. At least she passed away without illness or pain. This is
An unspeakable blessing, just this afternoon, I saw that she was in good spirits, so I chatted with her for a few more words, and she said that the only family member who is still worried about her is you."
I held back tears and listened, covering my lips with one hand, not daring to make any sound.
"Just to make my mother feel at ease, I accepted her suggestion and invited some of her old friends from the painting and calligraphy industry to come to my home. They will arrive at noon tomorrow, and they will be here to see my mother for the last time. We will have a meal together.
Lunch, talk about homely things."
Su Qingge said in a sour tone, "Xiao Ying'er, in fact, my mother has been planning for your future. She always went out to meet old friends, saying it was to reminisce about the past, but every time, she took your calligraphy paintings with her.
, when introducing her, she also said that you were her little granddaughter..."
I pursed my lips tightly, tears fell, and the veins on my forehead jumped up and down.
"You know, my mother is not very keen on socializing. She is indifferent by nature and does not like to pursue fame and wealth. She prefers freedom and romance. When I was a child, I often forgot that she was at home. She was too quiet and would stay in the studio.
Even for several days, she would forget to eat and sleep in order to complete a piece of work. Even her students said that Teacher Su's pursuit of art is supreme, and her state of mind is unparalleled."
Su Qingge said softly, "Why does she prefer Rong Tang? It's also because Rong Tang's temperament is most similar to hers. He seems to be gentle and modest, but he is full of persistence in his heart. But when she comes, she has another concern. Then
It’s you. For you, she insists on paving the way for you even if she is exhausted. She told me that even if she is gone, she still hopes that her granddaughter can be supported. She thinks you have a talent for painting. She
I hope you can avoid some detours in the future and make a difference in the world of calligraphy and painting."
I cried so hard that I couldn't speak. I pinched my thigh with one hand so hard that the blood vessels in my neck bulged.
Grandma Su...Grandma...
The childish child held his clothes and asked, why is it too late to return? Who can fight for time and win the silk on the temples?
"Tomorrow my mother may ask you to draw a picture in front of everyone, but don't be nervous. I have already said hello in private. No matter what you draw, the scene will not be too ugly. If necessary, I will
There will be someone to smooth things over for you, so you won’t be embarrassed.”
Su Qingge calmed down and said, "Ying'er, my mother truly regards you as her granddaughter. I am also very grateful for your dedication and companionship to her over the years. I am calling you tonight because I want to
You must know in advance that you must not show sadness in front of my mother. I just want her to leave happily without any regrets. Can you understand my aunt's thoughts?"
"……I know."
Taking a deep breath, I wiped my tears vigorously and said, "Don't worry, I will perform well tomorrow."
"That's good. As for Rong Tang, he won't show up at my mother's residence tomorrow."
Su Qingge continued, "Since I said hello to Professor Yu, he has taken Rong Tang on a business trip. He won't be back until tomorrow night, which is exactly the same time as your arrival, so you don't have to worry about meeting Rong Tang.
Tang, just stay with my mother for a while."
I hummed, "I understand."
I don't know if he heard the sadness in my voice, but the other end of the receiver was quiet for a moment.
Su Qingge suddenly said, "Xiao Ying'er, do you hate me?"
"Don't hate."
I wiped my wet cheeks and said, "You have always been very kind to me. I have no right to resent you."
This is my truth. No one is perfect. I cannot hate Su Qingge just because she prevented me from being with Meng Qin, thereby erasing all the care she had for me.
To put it bluntly, the reason I managed to survive the last time I went into shock was because of the bags Su Qingge gave me, right?
If it weren't for her generosity all the time, she would buy all kinds of limited editions and give them to me without blinking an eye.
No matter how quickly Qian'an strikes, there will be no harm!
That pulling machine is really going to be sacrificed to heaven without even waiting for the plow to be pulled!
I just can't receive affection, it's not that I can't receive affection.
So what if Su Qingge's kindness to me is wrapped up in selfish motives?
Even if she has money, there is no need for her to spend it on me.
If you simply treat her as an aunt, she has done a great job!
"These days, I always think of you squatting next to me begging me, and I always feel depressed."
Su Qingge sighed, "I thought Rong Tang would talk to me about something, but he didn't contact me. He went on a business trip with Professor Yu after returning to the hospital. Sometimes I think about it, maybe I don't know him that well either.
, as he grows up, his thoughts become more and more unpredictable, but there is no way. Regarding this matter of yours, I must be ruthless and cut it off, Ying'er, don't blame me."
I hummed, "Auntie, I understand."
Su Qingge laughed when she heard this, with a very bitter feeling, "In the early years, I wanted you to call me aunt, but now it sounds...forget it, Xiaoying'er, I know I will make it difficult for you. Tomorrow
You should arrive early in the morning and I will introduce you to the elders."
I still said yes. Before hanging up the phone, Su Qingge asked about the ancient pagoda in Xiling Village, "How is the repair going?"