Besides, I'm not stupid. If he scolds me for being anxious, I will be the one who suffers.
I lowered my head and scratched my hair, but said nothing.
"Afraid?"
Meng Qin laughed and said, "You're so sensible? It's okay, you're obedient and you're a little bit more annoying. Let's talk about which one of us is meaner."
I tensed up and chose to pretend to be dead.
"It's definitely not you. You're a Taoist."
Meng Qin was smoking a cigarette in a good mood and said in a calm tone, "Some time ago, I saw an interesting comment in a post forum called Prodigal Girl. It said that this short-term
The prodigal girl who made a name for herself in Beijing City looked very much like one of his schoolgirls in high school, and he also said that this schoolgirl was outstandingly beautiful, recognized as the school belle, and cold-blooded. I was very confused after reading this.
Wan Yingying, don’t you have a cold personality? Where’s the coldness? Is it because you drink too much and act recklessly? Are you full of dirty talk?”
OK.
He can do it.
Hit the snake seven inches, right?
The less he wants to hear something, the more he says it, right?
Everyone knows that I am the prodigal daughter, but I am still there...
I snorted and brushed my hair with a nonchalant look on my face, "Yes, I become a ghost when I drink too much. Of course, even if I don't drink too much, I will still be arrogant and mean in front of you. You should also post it in the post,
Let everyone see my true face..."
"Everything is possible!"
I was so frightened that I stared directly at him, "Why are you shouting at me! I'm afraid of you! Meng Qin, let me tell you, you are the meanest! You are the one who told me not to contact me! Since you have made up your mind
We want to separate! Then why did you drag me into the farewell room and kiss me? You just set a hook for me! You want to catch me!"
Meng Qin held a cigarette between his fingers and held it at the corners of his lips. He seemed to have achieved a certain purpose and said in a joking tone, "Yes, I just want to lure you."
"...Look! You are shameless!"
He admitted so happily that I almost refused to answer the question, and glared at him with a red face, "You took advantage of my frustration to make me unable to live without you, and then you pretended to ask me to take care of myself! You did a great job.
Yes! I took it seriously! Now when we meet you come to question me again, as if I am at fault! What did I do wrong! Isn’t it right for me to listen to you?! Meng Qin! You are a deep-thinking bitch! Dog man
!”
After shouting, my chest was still heaving violently, and my fingers were shaking unconsciously, waiting for the coming storm.
"Well, it's me who's cheap."
Meng Qin looked over with a calm look in his eyes, "I am neither bright nor aboveboard, and I have always had selfish intentions towards you."
"..."
I was immediately speechless.
Are you still thinking about it subconsciously? Say.
Why is it that not only is he not angry, he is also extremely calm.
"People are greedy. Obviously at the beginning, I just wanted to know your name."
Meng Qin closed his eyes slightly, and the smoke curled up around his long fingers, seeming to silently express his unresolved worries.
"Remember the time you dislocated your arm and sprained your ankle, so you limped to the hospital for emergency treatment."
I hummed in confusion, "I didn't want to watch that time, it was you pushing the wheelchair here..."
"I didn't call you, right?"
Meng Qin raised his eyelids and looked over, with a faint light shining in his eyes, "You asked me why I didn't call you by your name? You can't imagine me chasing you with a wheelchair..."
I instinctively nodded, "Yes, you may be angry with me."
"It's nerves."
Meng Qin's voice became hoarse, smoke slowly came out of his mouth, and he smiled to himself, "For the first time in my life, I have that feeling of being so nervous that I lose my voice. Every step you take, it feels like you are stepping on something."
In my heart, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just want you to stop and stop aggravating the injury. I also want to blame you for why you are always hurt and why you can’t be better to yourself.”
I opened my mouth, but not a single syllable came out.
The bedroom became quiet.
Meng Qin's voice was calm and low-pitched, but there was a hint of sourness in his aura.
"It was also that day that you showed me another side."
He looked at me, "Do you remember what you did?"
I thought about it in a daze, "I seemed to have been angry that day. I stained your shirt and was criticized by you."
As I said that, I remembered something funny again, and looked at him very proudly, "You also said that I said those words deliberately to attract your attention, and that some things were planned too early in my family! You said that I have ulterior motives for you.
...Hehe, you slapped me in the face! Now you like me, and I don’t like you!"
"Why, the little tail is raised again?"
Meng Qin was not angry at all, and there was a helpless laugh in his voice, "I didn't understand your situation at that time, and I thought... after all, you are just a little girl, and I shouldn't and can't treat you badly.
Other ideas are against morality and not in line with my code of conduct. I told myself that I can only get along with you as a friend. I also thought that if you are very clingy, I will remind you to keep your distance. Who
I sent it back to you that night, but you didn’t even send me another text message, which made me feel worried."
I looked at him, my mind really wasn't busy at the moment.
I vaguely remember that I was particularly confused at that time, and it was also the beginning of my learning about prodigalism.
It was the first time I went to a shopping mall to swipe my card for consumption, and the first time I came into contact with luxury goods.
I started to learn various specialties and was very busy every day.
The most important thing is that I always had scary nightmares during that time...
"Oh, I remembered, Meng Qin, we talked on the phone. Did you give me the incense jar and powder during the Chinese New Year!"
I grabbed the picture that flashed in my mind and said in surprise, "You gave me encouragement! You also told me that the essence of the game is to restrain each other. Everything in the world cannot escape the word profit. As long as I pick up the shotgun, time will
It's all mine! Later I won! I really did it according to your method, Meng Qin, luckily I called you that day, you are really my great nobleman!"
Meng Qin has long been accustomed to my state of being windy and rainy.
It's just that what he said didn't quite match up with what I responded to.
But this does not affect his thoughts. He seems to just want to express his feelings and does not care whether I, a cow, can understand the music.
"Then do you know that that phone call from you was actually what I was secretly looking forward to?"
"What you expected?"
I heard the clouds and mist, "No, you said you were very busy that day. By the way, I also wanted to ask you to meet, but you said you didn't have time..."
This master is very difficult to serve. He is very airs-like. He is nicer when he is not angry. But when he is angry, he is cold and desolate.
"How much more can I say?"
Meng Qin lowered his eyes and smiled, "If I didn't miss you so much, why would I give you a gift and wait for you to say thank you?"