"I'm like a bird that's trapped in a cage. I have a pair of wings that can fly high, but I live in a cage all day long and can't be free for a day. I'm almost so depressed that I can't breathe, so I want to get out of the cage.
, I want to breathe the free air, I want to breathe freely and unfettered, you know?"
Liu Shan's voice sounded a little torn when he spoke.
"I envy you! Each of you does not have to be like me in life or family status, being suppressed all the time. You are very free! But as for me, I suffer from this kind of suppressed pain every day. So last time I talked to
I said it when you were talking, I'm tired of it! I'm really tired of it! No matter how lowly I beg to go back, she will take it for granted, and in the end I will go back to that depressing life. I'm fed up with this
I've suffered enough from this life! So I was trying my best to escape, and just at this time, I met Huang Wenying."
Liu Shan said, not knowing whether he was tired or thirsty, he filled a glass of wine and picked it up.
Zhang Haidong followed.
This time there was not a single sip, and each of us drank half a cup.
After finishing the drink, Liu Shan put down the wine glass with red eyes and took a few bites of vegetables.
Then the conversation started again.
"Huang Wenying is also suffering. She has been suppressed for many years, and no one understands her either.
It can be said that the two of us have been suffering for a long time and have similar common resonance points. Therefore, our hearts can slowly get closer.
Of course, I know that Huang Wenying is kind to you. Because of her persistence, you were able to enter the Huahe Group. I shouldn't go after your friend.
But Brother Dong, I really can’t hold it back!
I swear to God, I don’t really want to hit on Huang Wenying. I’m not that kind of old woman. I’m sincerely devoted to her and am willing to get married with her. Because she can understand me.
, tolerates me! She can even be happy for my small success, but does not put any pressure on me. I can smell the air of freedom when I am with her..."
Liu Shan kept chattering.
"Liu Shan!"
Zhang Haidong roared angrily.
The voice roared in Liu Shan's ears, as if it was about to engulf him.
Zhang Haidong stared at him, his eyes full of anger.
It seemed that the roaring sound was too loud and alerted the people outside. The private room door was opened, and the waiter pushed the door open and came in, but only saw Zhang Haidong and Liu Shan looking at each other. She quickly apologized and went out.
.
After staring for a long time, Zhang Haidong shook his head, only disappointed.
Yes, it's all a disappointment.
"Liu Shan, I may have really misjudged you. People change. You are no longer the person who was willing to give everything for love.
Bai Yourong may not be as considerate as Du Jing, or not as tolerant as Du Jing. But look at your environment and changes in these years!
Bai Yourong didn't go back to work after graduation. She put all her energy into your little family. You changed from a bungalow to a building, you have savings, and you have your little baby, everything is there.
Developing towards a good place!
She has devoted everything to you. She is a woman who devotes all her years to her family. She only has you and her children in her eyes.
do you know?
You say she is unreasonable, but every time I go to borrow money shamelessly, as long as you borrow it, does Bai Yourong disagree? It's just a few words! If she doesn't agree, why doesn't she just lock you up?
bank card?
Even when she went back to her parents' home in anger after I borrowed money, it was she who came to me with her child in her arms and asked me to tell you!
This at least proves that Bai Yourong doesn't really want to be angry with you!
She loves you! She loves your little family!
Ten years!
It’s been ten years!
How many decades can there be in a lifetime?
You grew up from nothing and now have a son and a wife who has always been with you! What are you still thinking about? Liu Shan, wake up! Are you crazy?
Are you really going to abandon her like this, and then abandon the home you have built together for ten years?
How can you be so cruel!
Do you know that you are her world! Once she loses you, her world will collapse! It will be destroyed!
You will kill her!
do you know!"
Zhang Haidong grabbed Liu Shan's collar and roared angrily, his voice filling the entire private room.
Liu Shan blushed and never replied.
Even though Zhang Haidong's roar almost swallowed him up, he did not retaliate.
Seeing Zhang Haidong sit down, he slowly spoke.
"Brother Dong, I also know that we have been in a relationship for ten years. In fact, I have been addicted to the world of self-emotion for these years and cannot extricate myself. After she returned to her parents' home with the child, I finally had a private space, and then
I calmed down alone at home and thought about it for a long time.
I discovered that Bai Yourong and I were not actually in love. We just liked each other with the ignorance of adolescence at the beginning. Later, when we got married, we just paid our due responsibilities for our ignorance when we were young.
In fact, this is not called love. Maybe... maybe I have never been exposed to real love..."
"Snapped!"
Before he could finish his words, a loud slap hit him on the face.
A row of five fingerprints suddenly appeared on his face.
"I really misjudged you, Liu Shan, really..."
Zhang Haidong was so angry that he even trembled when he spoke.
He didn't expect that Liu Shan could say such irresponsible words without shame!
Ten years of love!
Just because I was ignorant when I was young?
"Bai Yourong has been with you for ten years! You can actually say this! Why are you trying to show off! If you feel unconvinced, you can just slap me in the face! For the rest of my life, I, Zhang Haidong, will never be the same again.
You, brother Liu Shan! We are strangers from now on! I will pay back your money as soon as possible!"
…
The air is a little heavy.
Liu Shan was stunned.
He opened his mouth but did not fight back.
After a pause, he covered his red and swollen face and said: "We have been brothers for so many years. I know you are doing it for my own good, Brother Dong. The slap you gave me is deserved. After all, I chased Bai back then.
Yourong, all I have been spending is your money.
But I still want to make it clear to you.
If you are not in my position, it is difficult for you to understand my pain.
In fact, in many cases, it's not just about being with someone, it's not about just liking someone. It's about being truly suitable that is best.
There are 4.5 million couples divorcing in China every year. If we were included, we would be nothing more than a grain of sand in the vast sea of people. We would not even be able to make a splash."
As Liu Shan spoke, he burst into tears.
As if he couldn't hold back his emotions, he picked up the remaining half glass of liquor and drank it down in one gulp, then stared and gasped: "You all understand Bai Yourong's suffering, and you can see her dedication.
But what about me? Who has ever understood me! I am like a wild child who has no one to care about me. Everyone thinks I am hard and unyielding! No one cares about my feelings!
Everyone is trying to persuade me, hoping that I can understand the family and Bai Yourong. But has anyone tried to persuade Bai Yourong?
No!
not a single one!
I don’t know who to talk to about my depression! Because the final answer must be to endure it!
Until I met Huang Wenying!
Brother Dong, meeting Huang Wenying is the greatest treasure in my life!
She can understand my suffering! But she tolerates me! She can give me independent thinking space!
I don’t expect too much, these simple ones are enough!
I will spend the rest of my life protecting my love with her!
Isn't the purpose of a person's life to find that person who has the same goals as him?
I grew up and found it too!
I am not the kind of person you say who abandons my family and my son. I have never thought about abandoning my family and my son. It’s just that that family no longer suits me.
If Bai Yourong is not willing to pay to raise the child, then I will raise it. If Bai Yourong is willing to raise the child, then I will leave the house and leave all my property to Bai Yourong and his son, and I will pay on time.
Child support is payable until the child is married.
If I do this, does it count as conscientious?
Is it the best?
How many men in the world can do better than me?
The child is only one year old, and there will be a long time waiting for him in the future. I will leave everything I have to my child and Bai Yourong. Isn’t this enough?
It should be enough!”
Liu Shan's voice was hysterical, like a silent storm, making Zhang Haidong's heart churn.
He was completely heartbroken.
Based on his understanding of Liu Shan, although he was willing to listen to himself, the things he decided were basically irreversible.
In other words, this marriage has gone cold.
Zhang Haidong picked up the remaining half glass of wine and drank it in one gulp, then grabbed his hair in pain.
It was Liu Shan who cheated...
Isn't it?
Is it possible to break up with Bai Yourong after ten years of companionship just for being ignorant and depressed?
Just because he is willing to give money in the future, can he justifiably let the mother and son live on their own?
The solemn marriage ended so simply?
Bai Yourong didn't even have the right to refuse!
She only has the right to be notified!
Just because Liu Shan doesn’t love him anymore!
How sad!
…
Zhang Haidong sincerely felt unworthy of Bai Yourong.
Seeing Zhang Haidong's painful look, Liu Shan gently patted him on the shoulder and said: "Brother Dong, love is actually a game of equality. She loves me and I love her, so that we can continue to play this game."
Go on. If she loves me and I don’t love her, then this kind of love is destined to not last long. No love comes to the end without equality. An empty shell of a dead marriage should not appear in my life.
.”
What Liu Shan said is true.
But very cold.
There was a coldness and ruthlessness in his words.
Are humans machines without emotions?
Zhang Haidong knew that there was nothing he could do to persuade him, so he calmed down and then asked, "Have you filed for divorce from Bai Yourong?"