"Liu Shan is definitely out of luck. I decided to talk to Huang Wenying at night to see if I could open a hole from her. If I could open a hole from Huang Wenying, there might be a little room for redemption. Because
Many things can only be known to be good after comparison. If something outside is not good, Liu Shan will naturally think of Bai Yourong's good thing at home."
Zhang Haidong said slowly.
As soon as he finished speaking, he felt that something was wrong with Du Jing's eyes.
If you look carefully, Du Jing's eyes are filled with many inexplicable emotions...
Disappointment, pain, irritability...
Zhang Haidong suddenly realized that he had said something wrong.
He quickly stroked Du Jing's head gently and said, "I'm sorry, I'm just talking about Liu Shan's matter in a matter-of-fact way. I don't have any other direction. Don't think too much about it, wife."
Du Jing was a little hesitant when she heard what he said, but she still nodded.
Zhang Haidong looked at Du Jing who nodded, feeling guilty again.
Suddenly, he seemed to have thought of something, and felt nauseated, followed by a surge in his chest.
He quickly got up and rushed into the bathroom, whereupon he vomited.
"ah!"
"vomit!"
The loud vomiting sound was accompanied by the pouring out vomit, and he vomited out everything he had eaten for lunch today.
I just felt like my burning stomach was churning constantly, and the guilty thoughts in my mind became even more serious.
Du Jing followed him in, then patted his back gently and said: "Can't you vomit? Look how uncomfortable you are! You must have drank too much just now! You will have to drink less in the future. It's not that you can't do things without drinking.
.Drinking will harm your stomach and body, do you understand?"
She taught earnestly.
Along with Du Jing's slapping, Zhang Haidong vomited again.
The violent force of vomiting blinded his eyes with tears.
Then I felt so sour in my mouth that I almost vomited all the stomach acid out.
For a while, my mouth was full of sourness.
After a long time, after seeing that there was really no vomit, he was finally ready to get up and drink water.
At this time, Du Jing had brought a glass of water appropriately, and Zhang Haidong drank two large gulps, and then rinsed the sour taste in his mouth.
I finally felt a lot more comfortable.
After washing my face, I suddenly became more awake again.
My daughter ran in at some point and said with tears in her eyes: "Dad, I told you to stop drinking. Every time you drink, you faint and vomit. How uncomfortable you are!"
Looking at his daughter with tears on her face on the ground, Zhang Haidong felt extremely guilty.
He lowered his body and said softly with a blushing face: "I'm sorry, Bao. Dad swears that he will never drink like this again in the future. Stop crying and go to bed with mom."
"Don't lie to people..."
Qianqian looked at Zhang Haidong in disbelief.
"Don't worry, I won't lie to you."
After getting the promise again, her daughter followed Du Jing out.
Zhang Haidong took a breath and calmed down his emotions.
It finally got a lot better.
After brushing his teeth, he finally flushed the toilet and walked out.
Du Jing was holding her daughter on the small bed in the living room, coaxing her.
Obviously, his drunkenness still has a deep shadow in his daughter's mind.
"Feeling better?"
Du Jing asked softly.
Zhang Haidong nodded.
"Okay, I failed to persuade Liu Shan to turn back today. I know you may not be in a good mood. I will put my daughter to sleep outside. You can just go in quietly and sleep for a while. If you need anything, just call me.
.Take a good rest and talk to Huang Wenying again. You don’t have to blame yourself too much. Although Bai Yourong is very good, we are not in Liu Shan’s position and cannot understand the pain deep in his heart. So, try our best.
Just do it well and don’t put too much pressure on it.”
Du Jing comforted.
"good."
Zhang Haidong nodded and walked into the bedroom, then lay down.
The reason why he suddenly felt sick was because he thought of himself from what he said.
It reminds me of the previous owner of my body.
"I" have also cheated on others.
…
Just now he subconsciously told Du Jing that to compare the outside world with the home world was actually objectifying his significant other.
He puts himself at the center and treats others as tools.
This is completely disrespectful of your other half.
Du Jing, who had been hurt before, had her wounds opened again invisibly, so she had that complicated look in her eyes.
But she was still kind and did not delve into this issue.
She regarded this question as a way to vent her subconscious bad mood.
And Zhang Haidong discovered that he has these behaviors in every aspect now.
When Liu Shan's marriage had problems, he never had an in-depth understanding. He only relied on his own guesses and even wishful thinking to impose the theory that "marriage will eventually get boring" without authorization.
On innocent people.
And these are just excuses for the mistakes I have made.
He used methods of imposing concepts and contrasting materialization to whitewash the mistakes he had made, and even involuntarily whitewashed the mistakes Liu Shan had made.
I think that after cheating, I can return to the family.
Treat these things as very easy.
Isn't that true?
Is such that.
Zhang Haidong asked and answered in his mind.
He has not been completely objectified by this society, so when he reacts, he will feel guilty.
This invisible sense of guilt deepened his fear to some extent.
It made him feel sick.
Perhaps this is the pain before being transformed by society.
After experiencing this labor pain, you will become much more mature.
However, next time I must remember not to hurt Du Jing again.
…
call!
With his thoughts smoothing out in his mind, he took a long breath and shook his head desperately.
This can't happen anymore.
To change your thoughts, you must not let your thoughts degenerate into the kind of endless excuses and whitewashing of mistakes.
If one day she really becomes like that, then Du Jing and her daughter...
He didn't dare think about what he would become.
He wants to put all his body and mind into his daughter and make this family a better place.
Thinking of this, he did not hesitate anymore, but raised his hand and dialed Huang Wenying's phone number.
"Hey, Haidong. You're such a rare person! You've done so well recently that you don't even bother to talk to me anymore. I heard that your sales for this Christmas event have broken the record, and you've beaten the Guangying Group to the ground. This year our group
The best employee of our company is you. Why, are you calling me to invite me to dinner?"
Huang Wenying's voice came from the phone.
"I...ah...that activity is just fine. I just finished my work and I have a day off today."
Zhang Haidong scratched his head. He didn't know why, but he stuttered when speaking before going into battle.
"Have a good rest. The company has to protect employees like you. Speaking of which, I was the one who brought you in. This time my face is bright."
Huang Wenying said with a smile.
"Ah, thanks to you for bringing me in, I have a stage to display my talents. I have to find a chance to thank you. Well...I just had a drink with Liu Shan..."
"I know that he has come back. He is lying here with me now and has fallen asleep. It seems that he has drunk too much again. He may not be able to wake up until night."
Huang Wenying said.
not going home?
Did you go directly to Huang Wenying?
After hearing this, Zhang Haidong suddenly felt that Liu Shan's marriage had been cast a shadow again.
Because Huang Wenying did not avoid herself at all.
Apparently he no longer cares.
Just do your best!
He coughed twice and then said: "Well, he drank a lot, just go back safely. But that's not what I meant... I meant, I want to chat with you alone at night, is that okay?"
Zhang Haidong asked.
There was silence on the other end of the phone.
No words were spoken for a long time.
Zhang Haidong did not ask further questions, but quietly waited for Huang Wenying's answer.
"Okay. Where will we make the appointment? The small restaurant over there?"
Huang Wenying didn't ask what they were talking about, but she obviously knew it in her heart.
"No, it's too far here in the North District. Just find a cafe or teahouse near you. I'll just go over and find you, and we'll just chat for a while and then leave."
Zhang Haidong replied.
"Okay. I'm here in the company dormitory."
"Then see you at five o'clock in the afternoon!"
Zhang Haidong made an appointment and finally hung up the phone.
Huang Wenying agreed.
But it seems a little different from what I imagined before. The relationship between the two people has advanced by leaps and bounds to the point where they go to each other's places casually.
It seems that this matter is much more difficult to handle.
It must be simple and concise!
He thought about the upcoming conversation in the evening, and then slowly fell asleep.
…
He didn't know how much time passed, but his mouth was dry and he seemed to hear someone shouting in his ears.
When I woke up in a daze, I saw a large glass of water in front of me.
With his mouth dry, he couldn't wait to pick up the water and drink it. After drinking it in one breath, he looked at the person in front of him intently.
It's Du Jing.
"Didn't you make an appointment to meet Huang Wenying at five o'clock? It's already past four o'clock now. Wake up quickly and get ready to go out and take the car."
Du Jing reminded softly.
Zhang Haidong was startled and looked at the time on his phone. It was already a quarter past four.
If Du Jing hadn't woken her up, she would have let go of Huang Wenying.
He hurriedly got dressed and went to the ground, washed up as quickly as possible, and then prepared to go out.
"Husband, do you have enough money for the two hundred yuan? If it doesn't work, I'll go and advance some salary to Sister Zhang and transfer it to you via WeChat. Just don't let that person pay the bill."
Du Jing said softly.
"Just go have a cup of tea and have a heart-to-heart talk. That should be enough. Don't worry, I'll be back soon after we finish our chat."
After Zhang Haidong finished speaking, he hurried out the door.
…
The cold wind in the afternoon was colder than at noon, and there were not many pedestrians on the road.
After waiting in the cold wind for a long time, Zhang Haidong finally got on the bus.