The loud questioning seemed to touch a sensitive place deep in Huang Wenying's heart, and two lines of hot tears flowed down her face.
He raised his hand to wipe it, but he didn't seem to pay attention to the table. The coffee was immediately knocked over and poured all over the table.
Zhang Haidong was stunned.
He wanted to stretch out his hand, but retracted it.
He didn't know what he should do at this time.
He didn't expect that Huang Wenying would explode so violently when he just wanted to emphasize his tone.
It was as if it had touched her reverse scales.
After hesitating for a while, Zhang Haidong stayed where he was, speechless for a while.
There was obviously anger in Huang Wenying's cold eyes.
"Who doesn't have parents? Who wants the parents who raised them to die regretfully! To be fair, can you do that?"
"To be more noble, I am willing to fall in love with Liu Shan because my mother will not leave this world with regrets.
To put it more tackily, I can’t allow myself to have love?
I'm lonely too, I'm lonely too!
I don’t want to be like those lonely singles, living the life of a lonely old man at a young age. Apart from commuting to and from get off work, I just hide in the dormitory or rented house to play kings and eat chicken. I have to live one day, and live one day. There is no hope for the future.
In those days when you are single and hopeless, what is the difference between living and dying?
I also want someone to talk to me when I'm tired...
I also want someone to cover me with a quilt when I'm sleepy, tell me a story and hold me to sleep...
I also want someone to care about me when I am sad or sick, even if it is to hand me a pill or a word of comfort...
I also want someone to bring me a cup of hot water when my aunt is here and she is in pain. I don’t ask for too much. As long as she says to me: drink more hot water, I will be satisfied!
Am I very demanding?
Not high at all!
As a normal person, who wouldn’t want to!
I am different from you. You had a wife and children early, you lived a happy life early, and the couple helped each other.
But have you ever thought about me? Have you ever thought about me?"
"you have not!"
Huang Wenying cried and roared.
It seemed that the loud noise disturbed the people outside, and the sound of the pipa suddenly stopped.
The waiter knocked on the door a few times and then pushed it open gently.
When she saw the coffee poured on the table and Huang Wenying with tears on her face.
He hurriedly retreated as if he hadn't seen anything.
"I don't have the luxury of expecting my significant other to be some kind of Prince Charming. As long as he is down-to-earth and sincerely treats me well, that's enough.
I want to have a serious love affair with him, then take oaths together and enter the palace of marriage. I don’t need him to have great achievements in the future, as long as he has a job and is willing to work hard for me and the baby. Let’s work together for our little one
Let’s work hard as a family to raise our little baby together so that the baby can grow up safely.
This is my simplest dream about love.
I once tried to have a relationship, but that man chose someone else who was better off before he could go very far with me.
Do you know how desperate I was for love?
I thought I would be rewarded for giving everything, but the reality slapped me hard in the face.
What is more sad than sadness is empty joy.
My reality now is all the enlightenment I gained with my tears back then, you know!
So when I meet a man like Liu Shan, I will never give up.
It's impossible for me to refuse such a chance visit.
Whether it’s about destroying other people’s marriages or anything else, I accept it!”
Huang Wenying cried and talked a lot.
It seemed that she had been crying for too long and had insufficient oxygen supply. She seemed to be out of breath.
She leaned on the table and coughed violently.
Tears and snot flowed from my cough, and my eyes were red.
Zhang Haidong could only sit there with confused thoughts.
He felt that his guilt was getting worse.
Huang Wenying's current state was caused by herself.
After coughing for a long time, Huang Wenying finally picked up the napkin on the table and wiped away her tears and nose.
She calmed down a little and then said: "You talk about benevolence, justice and morality, but in fact you never really think about problems from our perspective! Instead, you just stand on the moral high ground to accuse others and put yourself at the mercy of others.
Force your opinions on others. Do you know!
Have you considered others?
No!
Have you ever considered how others want to live?
No!
You only care about your own point of view, you only care about your own position!
You just want to vent your own selfishness and put all your moral flaws on others!
Is this fair?
The human world is not a pure land, everyone has his own suffering!
Don’t always stand on the moral high ground and oppress others!”
Huang Wenying said everything with anger.
The air solidified.
Zhang Haidong looked at Huang Wenying in astonishment.
The spoon stirring the coffee in his hand stopped still.
In great shock, countless thoughts were violently conflicting in his mind.
Before coming here, my position was fine.
At least Liu Shan and Huang Wenying are untenable.
So he still held out hope of persuading Huang Wenying.
But now, it seems that Huang Wenying was right.
It seems that I am being selfish.
I felt that Bai Yourong was just from the beginning, and I had never considered it from the perspective of Liu Shan and Huang Wenying.
I even think that there is no need to consider such people from their standpoint.
But Huang Wenying is right, the world is not a pure land, and everyone has his own suffering.
If you don't stand in her perspective, you will never see her suffering.
In fact, there is no real empathy in this world.
Especially for adults, they basically consider issues from the perspective of their own interests.
If someone is good to me and has good interests for me, I will choose to stand on his side instead of analyzing the problem on the other side.
This is an emotional and moral dispute.
Therefore, Huang Wenying is right in this matter.
She just met someone who liked her by chance.
Bai Yourong was right, she didn't know anything and was quietly taking care of her family.
Perhaps the only one who was wrong was Liu Shan.
But he shouldn't do this.
At least he shouldn't pursue Huang Wenying before the divorce.
He caused today's situation.
After making a big detour, we still have to go back to find Liu Shan.
But there is basically no hope for Liu Shan.
So from the beginning, it was actually a dead end.
No one can save it except Liu Shan himself.
Just like what I thought after talking to Liu Shan.
In fact, the person who determines the duration and beginning of love is not life, but each of us.
Why……
Zhang Haidong sighed silently. He felt that he couldn't say the rest of his words, and they were all bottled up in his heart.
He doesn't know what to do now.
After hesitating for a long time, he moved his mouth and said only one sentence:
"Sorry, I went too far."
He apologized...
Those words that have been prepared long ago should be impossible to say.
In this situation, he can only take all the mistakes on himself.
Maybe it can make Huang Wenying feel a little better.
Huang Wenying was noncommittal about her apology. She looked at Zhang Haidong and asked seriously: "Haidong, let me ask you a question. If there are two women, one will accompany you for ten years and the other will wait for you for ten years. Which one will you choose?"
"I……"
Zhang Haidong opened his mouth but was speechless.
Seeing Zhang Haidong speechless, Huang Wenying picked up her small bag and walked out of the private room.
"boom!"
There was a loud slamming of the door, and Zhang Haidong jumped in shock.
He knew that Huang Wenying was venting her anger.
As for that question, he really couldn't answer it.
He sat quietly for a while. He didn't want to waste it and wanted to finish his coffee.
But for some reason, when the coffee reached his mouth, he felt nauseated and almost vomited it out.
I can't drink anymore...
I got up, got dressed, and walked to the front desk.
"Hello, how much does it cost for private room No. 7? I'll pay the bill."
Zhang Haidong took out the money and said.
"Sir, no need. The lady who left before has already paid."
The waiter said with a smile.
Zhang Haidong was stunned again.
He loaded up the money and went out to the bus stop.
It was completely dark, and the cold wind made him shiver.
After a long time, the last bus finally came over like an old cow, carrying a load of people.
The bus was full of people, all of whom were renting houses and working as workers heading back to the North District.
Zhang Haidong was so squeezed that he had no place to stand, so he had to squeeze in at the back door where the bus got off. There was still a small open space here, which finally made him feel a little relieved.
His phone rang, and he quickly took it out of his pocket. It was a WeChat prompt.
I quickly unlocked it and opened it, only to find that it was sent by Liu Shan.
"Brother Dong, Yingying is back. She is crying very hard. I know you are talking to her for my own good and for the sake of my family. But your starting point was wrong from the beginning, because we are all adults.
, you will be responsible for what you do, so leave us alone. If you really want to do good for me, then let me make my own decisions and choices, okay?"
Looking at Liu Shan's message, Zhang Haidong felt as if he had knocked over a condiment bottle, with mixed feelings.
I can't explain how I feel at this time.
But he knew that the fate between Liu Shan and Bai Yourong was completely broken.
Reconciliation is no longer possible.
Then I replied to a message saying
"good."
"Well. The me she met was a me who had been polished by family and society. She had never seen my youth. When she met me, I was already at the age of marriage. So she is really pitiful. I want to spend my whole life to
Protect her. Thank you, Brother Dong. Just give us your blessing."
Liu Shan’s message was quickly sent over.
Zhang Haidong looked at it and replied with one word again: "Okay."
Then he turned off the phone and put it in his pocket.
After wandering around for a long time, I finally returned to my home.