The daughter was sitting in Du Jing's arms listening to her mother telling stories. When she saw Zhang Haidong entering the door, she immediately jumped down and rushed into Zhang Haidong's arms.
Like a puppy sniffing for food, after sniffing Zhang Haidong carefully that there was no alcohol smell on his body, he happily turned his head and shouted to Du Jing: "Mom, dad didn't drink when he went out this time!"
"Of course! How could your father lie to you? He will try his best not to drink in the future!"
Du Jing said with a smile.
"Well! Then I want to kiss daddy."
Qianqian said.
"good."
Zhang Haidong bent down and gently picked up his daughter, then put his face close to her and said, "Come on, dad is waiting."
As he spoke, he closed his eyes and waited.
"mua!"
The daughter kissed Zhang Haidong hard on the face and then jumped out of his arms.
Looking at his lively and lovely daughter, Zhang Haidong smiled, hung up his clothes, and then entered the bathroom.
After entering the bathroom, the smile on his face disappeared instantly.
He turned on the faucet, as if he needed a cold, and poured large amounts of cold water on his face.
He wanted to wash away all the irritability and frustration he felt today.
I don't know how long it took, but he finally raised his head.
In the mirror, I saw my own cold face, without any warmth.
There was also an incomparable irritability and gloominess in those dull eyes.
Why……
He calmed down his emotions, sighed heavily, then washed up and walked out.
Du Jing has already coaxed her daughter into bed.
The daughter was happily hugging her Snow White in bed.
He returned to the house, and Du Jing followed him in.
He closed the door behind him.
Zhang Haidong originally opened his mouth to say something, but after thinking about it, he sat down on the bed dejectedly.
Du Jing also fell silent.
After a long time, Du Jing finally sat next to him: "How is Liu Shan's matter? Is it Huang Wenying..."
In fact, Zhang Haidong couldn't pretend to be wrong. Du Jing guessed something from his expression.
Zhang Haidong nodded.
He sighed and said a little decadently: "There must be no hope for Liu Shan. He said that he was too depressed, no longer in love, and was determined to get a divorce. Now Huang Wenying, people don't think that he is at fault.
In the end, I found that I didn’t know who to go to to solve this problem. It seemed that no one was at fault and that no one could say anything. Maybe this problem was simply a dead end."
After saying that, he took out his phone and opened Liu Shan's message for Du Jing to read.
After reading Liu Shan's message, Du Jing also fell silent.
The two of them just sat on the bedside in silence.
I don't know how long it took, but Du Jing said abruptly: "As the old saying goes, it's hard for upright officials to handle household affairs, not to mention you are just their friend. Since you can't persuade them, you don't have to be too sad. You have tried your best.
You have to do it, right? After all, we are all adults. No matter what the consequences are in the future, I believe they will pay for what they do now. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Okay, I will start tomorrow
I'm at work. My daughter will be on winter vacation before New Year's Day. You should get up early and send your daughter to school for the last few days."
"..."
"good."
Zhang Haidong nodded, finally exhaled a long breath, and then got into bed.
He closed his eyes as he lay on the bed, but for some reason, it seemed that Liu Shan's incident had given him a strong sense of frustration. He only felt that his chest was still tight, making him very uncomfortable.
He opened his eyes, not tired at all.
Du Jing looked at Zhang Haidong who was extremely uncomfortable, and she leaned over gently: "Are you still feeling unwell? In fact, there is no need for you to be so excited at all. Whether it is frustration or regret, as long as you try your best and speak the truth.
Well, that’s totally fine. It’s hard to persuade anyone with words, but in the adult world, do you think anyone can persuade anyone? There is only compromise, not persuasion. Do you understand?”
Du Jing explained, looking at Zhang Haidong who was still feeling uncomfortable, she gently raised her legs.
"Why don't you vent your pressure!"
Zhang Haidong turned around.
Du Jing is a good wife, she always comforts herself in the most appropriate way at the right time.
Perhaps the most suitable way to relieve stress now is this way.
Zhang Haidong stared at Du Jing, and then kissed her hard.
…
The cold wind howled outside the window, seeming to tear apart the night outside.
In the silent room, there was only the gentle swaying of the beauty.
After a long time, Zhang Haidong finally lay on the bed dripping with sweat.
"Okay, hubby. That's how people are. From time to time, there will be a lot of pressure. After finding a suitable way to vent the pressure, it should be fine. Okay, it's time to go to bed."
Du Jing comforted softly.
"Um."
In order not to make Du Jing too sad, Zhang Haidong still closed his eyes.
I don't know how long it took, but after hearing Du Jing's slight snoring, Zhang Haidong opened his eyes again.
The words of Liu Shan and Huang Wenying kept popping up in his mind.
He was still struggling, wondering why he was obviously right, but in the end, it seemed that all the faults could not be found in the person who did the wrong thing?
It seems that all the mistakes are my own!
Was Liu Shan the only one wrong?
He stared at the endless dark ceiling.
Maybe so.
But even though Liu Shan did something wrong, he still couldn't figure out how to break Liu Shan's obsession.
In the end, I can only take all the mistakes on myself.
Yes, I was wrong.
At least for Huang Wenying, she must be wrong.
She is also a poor woman.
Having never experienced love, I imagined everything too one-sided, and then I directly wanted to stand on the moral high ground and suppress Huang Wenying, so I did such a ridiculous thing.
Just like Huang Wenying asked herself.
A woman who has been with you for ten years, and a woman who is willing to wait for you for ten years, who would you choose?
This is a problem that can never be solved by dividing one by three.
He even wanted to question Liu Shan: Your values are all wrong, cheating is wrong, and finding a mistress is wrong.
You can't just give up on Bai Yourong for no reason.
You have to give others equal power.
But real life will often educate you.
When you face the sharp counterattack and explanation, you realize that you are actually not qualified to accuse anyone.
When you become an adult, if you want to really accuse someone, you can only do it online.
He seems to have figured it out.
I also figured it out.
Since you don't have the qualifications, just do your best.
There is no need to ask for too much, and there is no need to force your own views on others.
Just let nature take its course.
In fact, everyone’s life is tiring and a torment.
However, now I am willing to endure this suffering, but Liu Shan is no longer willing.
Just let him.
Thinking of this, Zhang Haidong finally relieved himself of the long-lost pressure.
The big stone pressing on his chest also disappeared.
Breathing became much easier.
My mood is much better.
In fact, no one can live without anyone.
No matter who you leave, you will insist on surviving in this world.
Until the day I forget him.
If the earth is missing, everyone will spin.
Isn't it?
He finally closed his eyes quietly and entered his dream.
I have to get up early tomorrow morning to make breakfast and send my daughter to school.
Du Jing now has a hard job. Although she doesn't complain, Zhang Haidong knows that it is not easy for her to be tired for a day.
Just take care of your own little home with peace of mind.
…
Early the next morning, Zhang Haidong got up early and quickly prepared breakfast.
After he watched his daughter and Du Jing eat breakfast, he simply cleaned up and the family of three went out.
Du Jing took her own shuttle bus and left first.
After Zhang Haidong sent his daughter to the kindergarten, he watched her enter the door, then took out a box of cigarettes, lit one and held it in his mouth.
He took a few puffs to refresh himself and walked towards the station calmly.
fine.
If I can rest continuously until after New Year's Day, I still have a lot of time to waste.
At this moment, his cell phone rang.
When I picked it up, I saw it was a Jinmen number. It was very unfamiliar and had no notes.
"Hello?"
"Haidong, what are you busy with now? Can you come over and stay with me? I'm so scared!"
Bai Yourong's crying voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Don't panic, what's wrong? What's the matter?"
Zhang Haidong was shocked and the remaining half of his cigarette fell to the ground.
"Liu Shan didn't go home yesterday. He called me early in the morning today. He told me that he had found true love outside and that he wanted to divorce me. He said that he was waiting to go to a law firm to draft a divorce
We’ve reached an agreement. All the children and property will be given to me. Haidong, I’m so scared. I don’t want to divorce Liu Shan. Now that I’m alone at home, I don’t know what to do. Can you come over and sit with me? Even if
Just for a while! I’m so scared, I beg you..."
Bai Yourong's pleading voice almost broke Zhang Haidong's heart.
He was stunned.
He clenched his fists so hard that his nails dug into his flesh!
Liu Shan!
You bastard!
You really are not human!
Didn’t you say you would find a suitable time to deal with it slowly?
Why are you forcing Bai Yourong to divorce early this morning!
Have you ever thought about Bai Yourong's feelings?
After getting angry, Zhang Haidong also reflected on himself. Could it be that his continuous conversations in the past two days led to Liu Shan's early showdown?
A feeling of guilt surged through my body again!
He just felt that his scalp was cold!
"Hey... Haidong... are you there... I really have no friends in Jinmen..."
Bai Yourong's crying sound came again.
Zhang Haidong said quickly: "I'm here. Don't panic. Could it be that Liu Shan is drunk and he is talking nonsense? He may be angry and just want to scare you."
He tried to lie to relieve Bai Yourong's fear first.