It's just that such a good woman has never met her husband.
Seeing Zhang Haidong lower his head, Bai Yourong thought he just remembered and acquiesced.
He continued: "I lived alone in a small hotel that cost 15 yuan a day. I had no makeup artist and no relatives. I could only use the money I saved to buy the cheapest foundation powder.
I was only accompanied by my two best girlfriends and the lipstick they brought.
I remember clearly that the wedding dress was rented for 30 yuan a day, which was too expensive for me to afford.
There is no joy from family members and no blessings from relatives.
He didn't even ask for a penny in betrothal gifts.
I gave up all my options and waited willingly to marry him.
Just for the love promise he made to me.
At the wedding, he knelt down and told our love story to all the guests present, and then made a promise with tears in his eyes: Bai Yourong, no matter you are rich or poor, whether you are born, old, sick or dead, I will stay with you all your life.
Forever!
Is not it?"
When Bai Yourong said this, he seemed to recall the scene of Liu Shan's promise at the wedding. His chest heaved violently and tears flowed down again.
Zhang Haidong felt even more uncomfortable.
He had no memory of the past, but just from Bai Yourong's description, he knew how romantic and warm it was at that time.
But what was romantic and warm back then is now only cold and cruel.
This huge sense of gap is not acceptable to everyone.
This made him feel like he was holding a breath in his chest, and he almost couldn't catch his breath.
But he couldn't say a word to comfort Bai Yourong.
He could only clench his fists and wait quietly for Bai Yourong to talk.
Maybe this is the best way now.
Perhaps these painful tears now will give her a complete understanding of her emotional experience.
…
"I really believed his promise at that time, even if the wedding was just a flowing table!
But what happened next?
Later I became a full-time housewife.
I gave up my promising job and my wide social circle. I put all my energy into my family.
He did not disappoint me either. He worked hard and gave the family some money, and gradually he saved a lot.
I finally saved up enough for the down payment.
That day, I looked at the balance in my bank card and hugged him happily while crying for a long time. That was the first time we saw the shadow of our future.
The facts at that time proved that it was worthwhile for me to put my heart and soul into my family.
I see hope for the future of this home.
I started browsing real estate and looking at houses, and then I chose this place and paid the down payment to buy this house.
I hope we can live better in the future.
I hope that when I have a child in the future, I can give him a good environment.
It's not that I can't endure hardship. If I really can't endure hardship, why should I marry him?
Why live with him in a dilapidated rental house?
The house you live in now was the same house we lived in back then!
After the house is renovated, even his parents will come to live there? If the children are successful, wouldn't it be better to be filial?
However, the old man is not willing to move here. He only wants to stay in his old house and live with his old neighbors.
Later, maybe he got a promotion at work and socialized more. He often drank. He even went to the club for massages and pedicures with his boss.
I just said a few words to him, is there anything wrong with that?
Most clubs are not nice places, are they?
He lent you all his family's money, and I didn't say no to it.
After all, when he chased me, he spent all your money.
But everything must be done in moderation, right?”
Hearing this, Zhang Haidong felt his face burning.
Yes, part of the reason why Liu Shan and Bai Yourong are able to get to where they are today is because of themselves.
Because that "self" ate, drank, whored, and gambled, all the money was borrowed.
Otherwise, in addition to paying off the mortgage and supporting his wife and children, he can also have a savings of more than 100,000 yuan.
If he had saved this hundred thousand yuan at home, maybe Bai Yourong wouldn't have restrained him so much.
Maybe the two of them wouldn't have ended up where they are today.
I am also at fault.
Zhang Haidong raised his head and opened his mouth to apologize, but Bai Yourong didn't seem to care about Zhang Haidong's discomfort and continued.
"He regards my actions as my restraint on him.
But am I really restraining him? Am I not doing this for this family?
He only asked me to understand him, but has he ever understood me?
No!
Not even once!
He never thought that I would cut off all my options for him!
For him, I blocked all my social circles, including my relatives!
So much so that now that I am in this situation, I can only find you to accompany me and chat.
Otherwise, I wouldn’t even have anyone to talk to in this huge city!”
When Bai Yourong said this, he looked at Zhang Haidong with two red eyes.
There were countless complex emotions mixed in those eyes, but there were no tears.
perhaps……
She shed too many tears...
too fast……
so……
Drain it...
"So, Haidong, I see through it.
In this world, there is actually no so-called love and everlasting life at all. They are all deceptive stories made up by masters and young artists. The so-called love is just the ignorance of lovers in their best years about their future life.
The best fantasy ever, huh?"
Bai Yourong asked Zhang Haidong.
"Well……"
"yes."
Zhang Haidong nodded.
There are always money, rice, oil, salt and various changes in life. Liu Shan and Bai Yourong back then have been worn away by the years from their original purest appearance.
Isn't it?
"Look, you actually think so too. I just realized this. Love has no guarantee at all, and it even has a shelf life. As long as the time is up, your good days will come to an end."
After Bai Yourong said this, he finally calmed down.
Seeing Bai Yourong calm down, Zhang Haidong finally breathed a long sigh of relief.
If the huge gap at the beginning is not released, who knows what will happen to Bai Yourong.
In fact, it will be much better if you let it all out.
That's how people are, if you think about it, it will be fine.
In this life, I only want to have one thought.
Once your thoughts are clear, you will no longer complain.
"Do you think he was at fault for this?"
Bai Yourong asked again.
"It's his fault, everything. I'm sure."
Zhang Haidong nodded affirmatively.
After hearing this answer, Bai Yourong's eyes seemed to light up when he looked at Zhang Haidong.
Then she said softly: "I didn't expect that after so many years, you still retain the innocent appearance you had in high school. If it weren't for your decadence and decadence in those years, I should be able to understand you better. At least, you are still the one I liked back then.
Look."
Bai Yourong said.
Zhang Haidong blushed a little.
Women are sensitive. She can guess your current state from just one word or attitude.
Fortunately, she didn't know about his rebirth.
Otherwise, the exposure will only take minutes.
At that moment, he scratched his head and said, "Even if he did something wrong back then, I still have the same attitude. If it's wrong, it's wrong."
Bai Yourong heard this.
Finally laughed.
This was the first time Zhang Haidong saw her smile after entering the house, and her expression seemed to still contain a little innocence from back then.
"I really envy you. You have been able to maintain your original intention after so many years. I think of that time, he scolded me, and then you grabbed him to apologize to me. You have never changed. If I hadn't met Liu back then,
How wonderful it would be if it were you instead of the mountain..."
Bai Yourong seemed to be comprehending.
Zhang Haidong was stunned and did not answer.
In the brief silence, Bai Yourong's cell phone rang.
It's Liu Shan.
"you say."
Bai Yourong answered the phone and said.
"The divorce agreement has been printed. I have left the house and left all my property to you and my son. I will pay alimony on time. Now I am taking a taxi on my way home. Is Brother Dong here? Don't ask Brother Dong.
What, it’s no longer possible for us. The matter has come to this, so we can just break up peacefully."
On the other end of the phone was Liu Shan's voice without any emotion.
"hehe."
Bai Yourong sneered.
"You, Liu Shan, are so confident now! You are no longer the poor boy who knelt down and begged me to marry you. You are rich and capable now. I, Bai Yourong, am not an object. How do you want to still be with me?"
, just do it anyway. Let’s talk when you come back, I’ll let Brother Dong go.”
After Bai Yourong finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly.
"Brother Dong, thank you for chatting with me. I'm much better now. Don't worry, I will handle the next thing by myself."
Bai Yourong said softly.
Zhang Haidong nodded.
After all, this is a family matter and should be resolved by the couple themselves.
As an outsider, I can neither change the outcome, nor am I qualified to point fingers.
Immediately he stood up and said: "Okay, you have a good talk with Liu Shan. I will go home first. You can call me if you need anything."
"good."
Seeing Bai Yourong nodding, Zhang Haidong walked towards the door with relief.
Suddenly, Bai Yourong hugged Zhang Haidong from behind, and then cried: "Actually, the best boy in Jinmen No. 2 Middle School back then was you, Brother Dong. If I hadn't met Liu Shan, how much better I would have been if I met you.
Okay! Even if you gamble, even if you are not motivated, as long as you are still in this home, it is a complete home, isn't it?"
call!
Zhang Haidong was speechless.
After a long time, Bai Yourong let go of his hand.
"Let's go. Thank you, Brother Dong."
Zhang Haidong finally walked out.
When he breathed in the fresh air outside, he finally relaxed completely.
No need to be so depressed anymore.
Since the results of Liu Shan and Bai Yourong cannot be reversed, it is better to let nature take its course.
The weak cool breeze blew away the last trace of irritation from Zhang Haidong. He lit a cigarette and walked towards the bus stop.
…
After he took a peaceful nap, he finally received a call from Liu Shan.
"Brother Dong, we have signed a divorce agreement. All property will be given to her and her son. I will leave the house clean and pay child support to my son on time. By the way, all the money you lent me will be returned to Yourong.