After staying in the hospital until dark, Zhang Haidong finally sent the grieving Bai Youjie home.
He seemed to have been drained of all energy.
Unsteady steps.
A person in his thirties seems like an elderly person in his seventies or eighties.
Du Xiaoyin seemed frightened and kept holding him tightly and lying in his arms.
My body couldn't help but tremble.
"Dongdong...I'm so scared..."
Du Xiaoyin whispered tremblingly.
Her eyes had already become swollen from crying, and they were full of fear.
The tears on his face turned the light makeup into ravines, but he didn't care.
Like a frightened little rabbit, it lay quietly in Zhang Haidong's arms.
Looking for the last safe haven.
It's so pitiful and heartbreaking...
It's so pitiful and heartbreaking...
Zhang Haidong hugged her tightly, patted her back gently and comforted: "Don't be afraid, I'm still here."
"Master, go to Tianfeng International New City."
"good."
The taxi driver rushed towards Tianfeng International New City.
Holding Du Xiaoyin in his arms until he went upstairs, he gently pressed the doorbell.
It was Jiumei who opened the door.
"Ouch...you're here again..."
As soon as they said hello, Jiumei realized something was wrong: "What's wrong with Xiaoyin? How come the pear blossoms are like rain? Are you bullying Xiaoyin?"
"It's not that...you let me in first."
Zhang Haidong carried Du Xiao into her bedroom.
"A friend we met died today...so...Xiaoyin is a little scared."
After placing Du Xiaoyin on the bed, Zhang Haidong said softly to Jiumei.
"ah?"
Jiumei was shocked at first, and then suddenly realized: "No wonder Xiaoyin ran out after making a phone call. She must have never experienced such a thing before, and was frightened."
After Jiumei finished speaking, she walked outside the living room and poured a cup of hot water in: "You feed her some hot water first to relax her mood."
Zhang Haidong nodded and took the hot water, gently bringing it to Du Xiaoyin's mouth.
"Here, take a sip. It's been a whole day and I've dried up your tears."
Du Xiaoyin raised his head gently: "Dongdong...I'm afraid..."
The pitiful eyes almost melted Zhang Haidong into a sea of tenderness.
"Don't be afraid, be good. Come and drink water."
Zhang Haidong patted her back and said softly.
Du Xiaoyin then opened his mouth and took a sip of water.
After giving Du Xiaoyin a drink of water, Zhang Haidong put the cup on the bedside table.
He turned to look at the starry night sky outside, subconsciously took out his cell phone and took a look, only to realize that it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.
Du Jing and her daughter should be waiting for her at home.
Thinking of this, he gently patted Du Xiaoyin's back and said, "Good boy, you lie down and rest for a while. When you wake up, you'll be fine. I have to go back, it's already very late."
"don't want!"
As if grasping a life-saving straw, Du Xiaoyin hugged Zhang Haidong's neck tightly with both hands and begged: "Don't leave! Dongdong!
You're gone, I don't know what to do!
stay!
Stay with me tonight!"
Du Xiaoyin stared at Zhang Haidong with tear-filled eyes and said.
Stay tonight?
Zhang Haidong bit his lip.
Du Xiaoyin was indeed in a state of confusion today.
For a girl with very little social experience and no impact, it is quite serious.
He should stay and spend the night with her.
only……
Du Jing and her daughter are still waiting for her at home.
If she doesn't go back, Du Jing rarely sleeps.
How is it possible to stay here overnight?
He lowered his head.
After a long time, he slowly said: "I can't. My wife is still waiting for me at home. I can't stay out overnight, she will be worried. You can just lie down and rest peacefully, and you can let Jiu Mei accompany you...
"
"don't want!"
Du Xiaoyin hugged her tighter.
She seemed to be afraid that Zhang Haidong would run away.
Her face was almost close to Zhang Haidong's, and Zhang Haidong could feel her warm breath.
It's like a breeze blowing on your face.
"Just stay with me for one night. Really, Dongdong, I'm so scared..."
"sorry……"
Zhang Haidong subconsciously avoided Du Xiaoyin's pleading eyes.
That's the kind of look a man can't bear to say no to.
He was afraid that if Du Xiaoyin begged again, he would be unable to help but stay.
"Twelve o'clock! Then how about you stay with me until twelve o'clock?"
Du Xiaoyin lowered his demands and still hugged Zhang Haidong's neck tightly.
"..."
"good……"
Zhang Haidong finally nodded.
Du Xiaoyin finally calmed down and lay quietly in Zhang Haidong's arms again.
The two of them stayed quietly in Du Xiaoyin's bedroom. In the silent room, they could only hear each other's breathing and heartbeat.
I don't know how long it took, but Du Xiaoyin suddenly said: "Dongdong, you said... you can't forget another person in love.
After all, is he the person he cannot be forgotten?
Still can't forget the warmest feeling he ever gave me?
Or is it because he once appeared in my favorite time?"
Du Xiaoyin raised his head and looked at Zhang Haidong with clear eyes.
Zhang Haidong was stunned.
It seems to have all three...
It seems to be none of the three...
this……
How should I answer...
After searching hard in my mind for a long time, I still couldn't find the answer I needed.
He could only lower his eyelids and said: "I don't know either..."
Du Xiaoyin didn't get the answer he wanted, so he fell silent again and lay quietly in Zhang Haidong's arms.
Just like this, we kept listening to each other's breathing and heartbeats.
It was not until midnight that Zhang Haidong finally got up.
"You should have a good rest. I really want to go home. If you need anything, you can call me or send me a WeChat message. I will reply as soon as I see it."
he said softly.
Du Xiaoyin held Zhang Haidong's hand tightly, as if he didn't want to let go for a moment.
only……
Because I took a step back...
There is no reason to keep him anymore.
…
The cold wind howled at midnight.
Even so, Bai Yourong's departure did not leave Zhang Haidong even colder.
Even the warm air in the taxi had no effect on him.
He sat in the taxi without saying a word, hugging himself tightly.
When he walked in the cold wind, Du Jing rushed over and hugged him tightly.
"Husband! How is Yourong doing with her? Who is taking care of her?"
Du Jing asked anxiously.
Seeing Du Jing's red eyes waiting for her all night long, Zhang Haidong felt warm in her heart when she didn't come.
Then he lowered his eyelids and whispered: "She...is gone..."
"What did you say?"
Du Jing's eyes widened and she looked at Zhang Haidong in disbelief.
"Go into the back room. Don't wake up your daughter."
Zhang Haidong pointed to his daughter who was sleeping sweetly on the crib.
…
"She was unable to be rescued in time...and left..."
Zhang Haidong said in a low voice.
"Why! Why did it become like this!"
Du Jing looked at Zhang Haidong sadly, as if she couldn't believe this fact.
"because……"
After a pause, Zhang Haidong continued: "Because Liu Shan took the high-speed rail to the northwest... Bai Yourong went to chase the high-speed rail... and as a result... there was a car accident..."
He finished speaking in a low voice.
Cadillac chasing high-speed rail?
What speed is the high-speed rail?
Why is she so stupid!
Du Jing was startled at first, and then two lines of tears flowed down her cheeks: "I always knew that she couldn't let go, but I didn't know that her obsession was so deep..."
With that said, she gently threw herself into Zhang Haidong's arms.
Suddenly something doesn't feel right...
She raised her head and found that the clothes on Zhang Haidong's chest had already been soaked.
There is still a faint fragrance left on it.
"This is……"
For some reason, Du Jing's eyelids twitched suddenly.
It seemed as if my sixth sense hit me at that moment.
"These are the tears that Bai Yourong's mother shed when she lay on my chest and cried. I comforted the old man for a long time."
Zhang Haidong said subconsciously.
I don't know why, but every time there is trace of Du Xiaoyin, Zhang Haidong will subconsciously avoid Du Jing.
Even blurting out is a lie.
possible……
Maybe I want to protect this small home...
After all, four years ago, he left a thorn in Du Jing's heart and opened a long scar...
Now let her know this, so as not to tear her scars apart again and again...
My relationship with Du Xiaoyin is just an ordinary friend.
Isn't it?
Zhang Haidong comforted himself subconsciously.
"oh……"
Only then did Du Jing feel at ease.
She quickly said with concern: "Then why don't you take off these clothes quickly? Husband, it's so cold in this weather with the cold wind outside blowing the wet clothes!"
"good!"
Looking at Du Jing who felt sorry for him, Zhang Haidong felt warm in his heart again.
He took off his coat, washed himself, and then lay down in bed.
Du Jing's eyes were red and she leaned towards him gently.
"Husband... tell me, Liu Shan is very loyal to you, why is he so unfeeling towards Yourong?"
She leaned into Zhang Haidong's arms and asked softly.
"possible……"
"Maybe he is really tired..."
Zhang Haidong understands Liu Shan's tiredness, which is the depression after his enthusiasm has been completely wiped out by firewood, rice, oil and salt.
Maybe the restraints are too tight...
Or maybe it's because I can't wait to breathe the free air...
"Even so! The relationship that has lasted for more than ten years is so decisive?
Even if you are a zookeeper, those beasts will have feelings over time!
There is also a child! What to do with the child?"
Du Jing's hot tears fell on Zhang Haidong's chest.
Then it fell down and wet the sheets.
"this……"
Zhang Haidong was stunned for a moment.
After a long time, he slowly said: "Let Liu Shan handle it by himself... He will definitely handle it..."
"Handle it yourself? How can he handle it?
Did you get married in the northwest and come back overnight?
Or should we resist the pressure and directly take our children to live with a new family?
No matter how good Huang Wenying and her mother's character are, can they have tolerant relatives to treat the child well?
Think about it carefully?"
Du Jing cried and said.
…
Zhang Haidong was stunned again.
He didn't expect that a woman's mind could be so delicate.
It should be that all women have such delicate thoughts!
My own mother is the same.
No matter what you do, you will tolerate and care for yourself.
Even if he has been away from home for several years, the one who protects him is still his mother.
Maybe it’s because women’s feelings of giving birth in ten months are inherently the same as those of men.
The feeling of blood connection is stronger than that of men.
So when they think about things, their first priority is their children.
It was as if I had just been reborn.
Du Jing can tolerate her alcoholism...
You can tolerate your own gambling...
You can tolerate your own waste...
You can even tolerate cheating on yourself...
Only on the issue of her children, she refused to give in.
…
Zhang Haidong fell silent.
Unable to answer.
Du Jing held him and cried for a long time.
It seemed that Bai Yourong's departure made her lose her only sense of security, and it seemed that the sensitivity of her sixth sense made her feel a strong crisis, and her body trembled slightly.
It's like I can't control myself.
After crying for a long time, Du Jing then cried and said: "She just loves too humblely. She obviously can't even give her own happiness, but she still has to endure negative emotions to please Liu Shan.
Liu Shan still doesn’t appreciate it!
As soon as we broke up, we were treated like strangers.
I don’t know where to put the emotional sustenance of more than ten years.
Further disqualification...
I can’t bear to take a step back...
Even being jealous is unfair!"
As Du Jing spoke, she seemed to sympathize with Bai Yourong's situation. Her tears couldn't stop flowing.
Zhang Haidong closed his eyes.
yes!
Bai Yourong is just too hopeless,
You can’t even let go of someone who doesn’t love you!
Since she pretends to be invulnerable,
Then be prepared for thousands of arrows to pierce your heart!
Cupid shoots arrows, not roses!
So it will hurt!
The crisis brought about by Du Jing's sixth sense became more intense in her grief.
She was afraid that one day she would lose Zhang Haidong just like Bai Yourong lost Liu Shan...
She desperately hoped that Zhang Haidong could give her a promise.
Even if it's a small commitment.
Her face was filled with tears, and she raised her head and asked, "Husband, I don't want to become like Yourong.
Love is a responsibility, I hope to be with you forever!
It's not that I can't get a better one, it's not that I can't be moved by others...
Just because I have you in my heart...
I don't want to meet anyone better, nor do I want to be tempted by others.
We must always be together! Okay, husband?"
"..."
"good……"
Zhang Haidong said in a low voice.
He didn't dare to say it loudly, he didn't have the confidence.
He was afraid that one day he really couldn't do it...
Hearing this, Du Jing's face full of tears showed a little smile: "This is what you promised! Don't go back on it!
I've seen the way you love me, so if you don't love me that day, I'll know it at a glance!"
There was a serious and persistent look in those tears, and Zhang Haidong was stunned.
He turned his head slightly.
It seemed that he didn't dare to look directly into Du Jing's eyes.
After struggling in my mind for a long time, I lowered my head and said, "I have made mistakes before..."
He wanted to say what he would do if he made a mistake in the future?
But facing Du Jing's sincere and dedicated eyes, he still couldn't say anything.
"You promised me that you will keep going! Husband! Then there will definitely be no problem in the future!
As for the past...
Just because I am your matchmaker, the fault of others can only be yours!"
Du Jing said with a silly smile and tears on her face.
…
Zhang Haidong was speechless with guilt.
…
Night enveloped the entire city.
In Zhang Haidong's arms, Du Jing snored softly.
He stared at the ceiling in the dark night and asked to himself: "Are men's promises really reliable?
The three updates promised by the author of "Men Are Like Wolves at Thirty" have become one update.
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call!
…
The next day was a rare, sunny day.
After Zhang Haidong took a long nap, he happily ate the breakfast prepared by Du Jing.
The clothes have been washed off.
Just as he lazily washed up and prepared to lie down on the sofa for a while, Du Xiaoyin called.
After picking up, Jiumei's anxious voice came over the phone:
"Zhang Haidong! Come here quickly! Xiaoyin is hospitalized because of excessive sadness! It's at Jinmen No. 1 Hospital!"