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Chapter 78: The Blind Corner of Thinking

Zhang Haidong looked up.

It was discovered that a slutty young man with tattoos had taken away his egg.

"What are you doing?"

He asked in a deep voice, already in a bad mood.

If you don't want to eat, forget it and you can go out.

But from yesterday to now, I have been hungry all day and night, and my stomach is empty, so I am pointing to this egg to supplement my nutrition. How can I not be angry when someone snatches it away for no reason?

"What are you staring at!"

Unexpectedly, the young man not only did not feel any guilt, but instead puffed up his chest arrogantly, deliberately exposed the tattoo on his shoulder and said: "This is a detention center, not your home! Do you understand the rules here? If there is any good

When it comes to food, you have to eat next to the boss first, and then you can take your turn after the boss finishes. The new guy has to clear out the fat and water in his stomach first, and drink porridge for two days, understand? Do you want to get a fucking beating?"

He pointed at Zhang Haidong and shouted angrily, and two more people immediately stood up.

They looked at Zhang Haidong coldly, their eyes full of threats.

I had long heard that there was a gang there, but I didn't expect it to be so arrogant.

Zhang Haidong, who was already swayed by his emotions, suddenly became excited and his eyes turned red.

I was just angry outside, but I didn't expect that when I got inside, there were still people who wanted to use their power to suppress others. Isn't this like a bear like Ye Feng?

Why are there so many such people in society?

Has this society changed, or have people's hearts started to change?

The visible veins on his face popped out. Zhang Haidong stared at him and said coldly: "Put it back for me."

There was a hint of coercion in his tone, which immediately made the air tense.

"What are you pretending to be? I won't let you go. What can you do? Do you want to get beaten?"

The young man dropped his rice bowl, stepped forward and gave Zhang Haidong a hard push.

"Bang!"

The rice bowl in his hand was directly smashed into his face!

Zhang Haidong rushed forward, knocked him down on the bed, and hit his head with a fierce fist!

"I let you rob! I let you rob! Do you think you are invincible? Do you think you have a little power and can run rampant and dare to rob anything!"

This sudden change shocked everyone.

The other two people finally reacted and quickly started to help the young man fight back against Zhang Haidong!

But even three people couldn't stop Zhang Haidong, who was going crazy. He roared angrily and punched the boy hard, as if he wanted to smash the young man to death here! The whole detention room suddenly became a mess!

I don't know who informed the correctional officer, but there was a knock on the door, followed by the correctional officer's voice.

"Stop! Stop it all!"

Four correctional officers rushed in with glue sticks, and with a lot of effort, they pulled the crazy Zhang Haidong off the young man.

The entire lower bunk bed was covered in blood, which was shocking.

The young man had been beaten blind by Zhang Haidong. His face and mouth were covered with blood. He looked a little dazed. He scratched his hands randomly for a while, as if he didn't know where he was.

Zhang Haidong still wanted to rush up to him, but the correctional officer saw that something was wrong, so he came over with a glue stick, and then slapped him hard on the ground.

Finally he was subdued.

"Take the injured person to the infirmary first. Others are not allowed to make trouble. Anyone who makes trouble will be put into confinement! Investigate the reason!"

The head correctional officer shouted angrily while holding a glue stick.

He is the well-deserved boss here.

Zhang Haidong was helped up and taken away from here.

After some interrogation, Zhang Haidong was taken out again and locked in a small closed room.

This is a small room of only a few square meters, with only one bed and one toilet.

There wasn't even a window, just a narrow square iron hole, which seemed to be used to deliver food.

The correctional officer investigated clearly and found out that it was the young man who snatched Zhang Haidong's eggs first, which led to the fight.

The result of the fight was serious, but since the other party also made subjective mistakes, the discipline teacher educated both parties and settled the matter.

Punishment is necessary. Zhang Haidong has to stay in this small room for a whole day.

This punishment is confinement.

In fact, Zhang Haidong is not afraid of being put in solitary confinement.

He even wanted to find a place to lie down quietly to relieve the huge pressure in his mind.

Normally, if that young man robbed me of an egg, then it would be a robbery, and I would most likely be able to endure it.

Because it's not necessary.

Fighting in the adult world won't solve any problems at all.

But just now.

Exploded on his own.

He felt that his emotions seemed to have taken control of his whole person, like a raging flood, rushing out, rushing around, and then commanding his body to find a place to vent.

At that moment, it seemed that only by attacking the enemy in sight crazily would the whole person get some kind of cathartic pleasure.

The cathartic pleasure seemed to touch his soul, making his whole body even more passionate.

What is it for?

Is it really for an egg?

no!

Zhang Haidong can definitely tell himself that it is obviously not the case.

It was the sense of threat and the sense of failure in being unable to protect his family that led to his emotional breakdown and his crazy venting.

This is what it looks like.

In fact, since I started this family again after my rebirth, when I was willing to take on my own responsibilities, it seemed that I had started to worry about gains and losses.

It can even be said that in some aspects, I have developed a strange desire to control, wanting to protect this home that is on the verge of being broken, and wanting to protect everything in this home.

Perhaps it was the unfamiliarity after his rebirth that made him feel insecure at all.

He began to fear losing.

Afraid of losing Du Jing, afraid of losing my daughter, afraid of losing this family.



The persistence and suffering of the fear of losing love made him desperately try to make up for the harm and pain that he didn't know he had brought to the family.

It was this desperate attempt to make amends that made him increasingly depressed and tired, unable to find a way to vent.

This kind of depression is like the grain particles stuck in the grain press. You are so stubborn that you can never crush it. Then day after day, year after year, you can only wait for it to slowly weather, and then you can't crush it.

Broken.

But in this torture of waiting day after day.

Whether it is life or love, it will gradually become boring.

Who can persist?

Therefore, being violated and rubbed to a certain extent will become the only channel for catharsis.

This is also the reason for his continuous outbursts.

Zhang Haidong couldn't help but think of Liu Shan, his best friend.

Didn't he and Bai Yourong have a deep relationship from the time they first fell in love in high school to now?

Didn’t it last more than ten years?

Although some seeds may have been planted by one's own unintentional words.

But before the seed was planted, there was already perfect soil for its development.

That's why it breaks out of the ground, takes root, sprouts, and grows into a towering tree.

My current love seems to be developing in this direction.

Because not only did he once create a rift between Du Jing and this family, but now, after some violent explosion, he created a rift again.

In the early stages of a relationship, any cracks can be mended.

But when the relationship reaches its mid-to-late stage, it is like an antique that has lasted for thousands of years. It has already experienced countless ravages and will break with the slightest touch.

It cannot be repaired at all.

Zhang Haidong scratched his hair painfully, feeling a sense of bitterness for no apparent reason.

He knows Du Jing is innocent!

But that sense of inferiority, insecurity and desire for control almost made him collapse!

He couldn't get rid of the thorn in his heart!

Do you want to persist?

Is it true that as love goes on, only biting and perseverance are left?

If the thorn in my heart is not smoothed away, it will always be there.

I don’t know which day it will come out and sting myself.

If you can't stand it one day, then you can only... just leave?

cannot!

He did not want!

He quickly rejected this idea.

But it really hurts!

You must endure this pain, and then slowly become stronger in the pain and become more outstanding.

Then give your daughter the best love.

How can we see a rainbow without wind and rain?

How can one be reborn like a phoenix without suffering the pain of nirvana?

Thinking of this, Zhang Haidong seemed to have a flash of inspiration, and the turbulent thoughts in his mind finally relaxed a little.

Yes, I have a daughter at home.

Zhang Haidong exhaled a long breath.

My thoughts seemed to have reached a dead end, and I put too many thoughts about gains and losses on Du Jing.

He overlooked one thing: his love for his daughter was connected by blood.

It has long been hidden in the deepest part of my heart.

If the daughter is used as the axis, it seems that all these problems can be solved easily.

Keep your thoughts simple.

For someone like me who drinks, gambles, doesn't work all day long, and may even cheat on her, why didn't Du Jing abandon her?

Actually, it’s just because of my daughter.

Perhaps the love between the two people has been wiped away by time and years, and neither of them loves each other anymore. But Du Jing loves her daughter. Her love for her daughter is above everything else, so she can maintain peace.

Protected my little home.

Maybe in some moments without love, Du Jing would also develop a hint of weakness and desire for protection.

That's why others came up with the idea of ​​pursuing her.

Thinking of this, Zhang Haidong finally breathed a long sigh of relief.

My current emotional situation seems not as bad as I thought before.

He gave up all the unnecessary thoughts he had about Du Jing.

You need to work hard on your own.

Then in the process of struggle, Du Jing is given a strong sense of security, so that she will not show her weak side to others.

As long as her daughter is here, her family is also here, and Du Jing will still come around this family.

When the time comes, as long as you can make this family better, you will be able to keep your love.

After thinking through his thoughts like this, Zhang Haidong finally hid all the depression in his heart.

He hid it deep in his heart.

Yes, in fact, hope is not far away.

Fatigue and sleepiness made him fall into a deep sleep quickly, snoring slightly.

I don't know how long it took, but the iron door of the solitary room was opened.

"Zhang Haidong, come out!"


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