Volume 1: Rebirth of the Owl Demon Chapter 380: Mixed Joy and Sorrow
Chu Kuangge's mood was very complicated. He clearly still had a strong fighting spirit, but besides fighting spirit, he also felt a little depressed.
Feeling the pain in his body, he couldn't help but recall his past. He was born in the Chu family, and he was a direct descendant of the Chu family, and he was born to be domineering.
It can be said that from his birth to his growth, to his later success as a young man... in this process, he has always been a shining existence.
In this process, almost all his peers have to look up to him.
Whether they are members of the Chu family or young people from other factions, this is almost always the case.
At that time, he was indeed extremely brilliant. He was regarded as an idol by countless people of his generation and vowed to pursue him with their whole lives.
However, now he seems to have really fallen from the altar. The glory of the past no longer seems to belong to him.
Now, compared to the name of genius, the name of loser seems to be more suitable for him.
In the past, he never cared about these things. But it was different now. Now he was really asking himself.
Is he really willing?
Is he really a waste?
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He asked himself many questions, some of which had answers, and some of which did not. In the end, he thought of his original dream.
He has an ideal.
He wanted to get out of Mobei and the northwest, see what this wild world looked like, and then take the entire wilderness into his pocket.
Yes, swallowing the world with anger, this is the dream he has been working hard for. Although now he seems to be getting further and further away from that dream.
However, he still didn't give up.
Therefore, after he remained silent on the stone wall for a while, he struggled silently for a few times and jumped down from the stone wall.
After landing, he just glanced at Gu Qingyang's room silently, and then left the place without looking back.
"Sister, what are you looking at? Let me see, brother, hey, it's actually a boy from the Chu family——"
"Brother, you are overthinking it. I just want to come here to take a look at Gu Qingyang."
"Then did you see it?"
"I saw it."
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At the same moment, on the bluestone path far away, Luo Shuixian, who had not left Shuxiang Yayuan for a long time, met Luo Hongchen who came to look for her.
And Luo Hongchen was worthy of his reputation and appearance, but as soon as he appeared, he attracted the attention of many female cultivators in Shuxiang Yayuan.
This scene really made Luo Hongchen couldn't help but tremble in his heart. Of course he knew what the female cultivators present wanted to do.
But this was Shenlu Academy after all, and it was still in broad daylight, so he felt that there shouldn't be any big problems.
However, how could his trip be just a simple trip?
In fact, the moment he appeared in this place, there were many powerful bone cultivators with advanced cultivation levels in this scholarly garden.
And these people are naturally the ones who have always been by his side to protect him. Luo Hongchen has many ways to save his life, but he is really not good at fighting.
Therefore, when traveling, he can only use his advantages to an unlimited extent to make up for the disadvantages of this incurable disease.
However, it was precisely because of the company of these people that he dared to show his true nature at this time and make fun of his sister.
Luo Narcissus was worthy of her title as the daughter of the Luo family. When facing this brother, she never showed any pretentiousness at all.
From beginning to end, she is who she is.
At the end of this conversation, she just smiled and replied to her brother, and then left the path without looking back.
Seeing her like this, Luo Hongchen could only shake his head helplessly. He vaguely remembered that he had met someone who made his heart beat many years ago.
There were even stories between them.
But due to various factors, in the end, he still had no chance to be with that woman for the rest of his life. So he understood what it felt like to not be able to love.
Because of this, he realized that what was hidden under Luo Shuixian's seemingly plain and strong appearance was actually a fragile heart.
Be a human being.
Especially being a person in their position is not an easy task. To be honest, ordinary people cannot become them.
Because, what they endured is simply not something that ordinary people can easily bear. Under the heavy pressure of the Luo family's environment.
If a person can remain normal and not go crazy or collapse, this is already an extremely difficult thing.
Therefore, when he saw Luo Shuixian like this, he was also a little worried.
He was already frail and sick, and most of the illnesses he suffered were complicated and difficult to treat.
So he knew early on that he probably wouldn't live long.
And if he also falls, then the Luo family in the future will inevitably fall into the hands of Luo Shuixian and be controlled by his sister.
He knew very well the pain that the position of head of the family would bring to people, so he actually didn't really want Luo Shuixian to inherit everything.
However, as long as there are still direct descendants of the Luo family alive in the world, the Luo family will be in charge of the direct descendants. This is a rule that has not changed for a long time.
If possible, he would rather he and his sister were just a brother and sister from an ordinary family.
In this way, they can live a plain and happy life.
Instead of like now, everything you do is like playing a game of chess, and you have to be careful every step of the way.
However, he also understood that such idealistic ideas as his had no chance of becoming reality.
After he dies, even if he gives that position to someone else, the old people of the Luo family will definitely chant their ancestors' instructions and take Luo Shuixian back.
Unless, at that time, there can be a supremely powerful man whose cultivation is comparable to that of the sixteenth level bone cultivator, standing beside his sister.
Otherwise, all ideas are unrealistic.
"Let's go, let's go."
After murmuring softly, Luo Hongchen took the people around him and left the scholarly elegant garden directly.
Luo Hongchen knew that it was almost impossible to change his sister's mood in a short period of time.
Maybe all he can do is really do all the things that need to be done, and as for the rest, he can only leave it to time.
Time can heal all scars.
He actually didn't believe this sentence because he still couldn't forget the person he was before.
But if he were to make a choice now, he might indeed not be able to fulfill the promise of each other.
Because he has changed, he is no longer the Luo Hongchen of the past, but the Luo Hongchen of the Luo family, the head of the Luo family, Luo Hongchen.
Now he knows many tricks.
Some time ago, he asked Gu Qingyang to make two promises unknowingly. That was one of his methods.
A truly smart person can always make others pay for it willingly. However, the promise between him and Gu Qingyang is actually more like a transaction.
Because he also promised that as long as he is alive, the Luo family under his control will be Gu Qingyang's ally.
However, just after Luo Hongchen and his followers left Shuxiang Yayuan, an uninvited guest blocked his way.
"Brother Luo, I think we can have a chat."
"It turns out he is a boy from the Chu family."
"Chu Kuangge, I have admired Luo Hongchen's name for a long time."
"Then let's talk."
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In the warm room, Gu Qingyang was sitting quietly on the bed, deducing his magical powers over and over again, refining those heavenly materials and earthly treasures.
As of now, his body's injuries have healed by more than 90%. Even his soul's injuries have healed by 50%.
This is still thanks to Luo Shuixian.
If it weren't for her generosity and Gu Qingyang was allowed to work hard for a while longer, Gu Qingyang would probably have to be busy for a long time.
But for him now, the way he needs to recuperate most is actually to rest.
Whether it is a 10% injury to the body or a 50% injury to the soul, recovery can only be achieved through rest.
This kind of thing was really not that difficult for Gu Qingyang originally.
But it's different now. Now Gu Qingyang still needs to devote 50% of his strength to maintain Yelan Yaoge's sleep.
Otherwise, if this girl is allowed to wake up early, all Gu Qingyang's efforts for her will be in vain.
After all, she just needed a long slumber to recover from her wounds. If she woke up hastily, she would still lose her voice.
Since it is a rest period, naturally a month can't explain anything.
And after this month, he will hit the road and head straight to the Southern Region.
At that time, if he really encounters a battle, I am afraid that his situation will be more difficult than imagined.
However, Gu Qingyang saw these factors very clearly. At this moment, he didn't feel the least bit entangled.
The situation is indeed very serious, but so what? Is he going to back down just because the situation is serious?
No, that's not his style.
Ever since he buried his past with a heavy rain, his mentality has undergone earth-shaking changes.
When he truly felt the curse left to him by Gu Qingying, he once asked himself a question.
That is - how to do it to truly feel sorry for Gu Qingying?
In order to answer this question, he thought for a long, long time. After a long, long time, he vaguely found the answer.
Just because of Gu Qingying's death, I only know pain. Is that worthy of her? No, no, no! That is the most sorry behavior for her.
If he really wants to be worthy of this sister's sacrifice, then he should move forward, become a strong man, and let her come back one day.
After such a change in mentality occurred, Gu Qingyang discovered that it was from that moment on that his state of mind became infinitely closer to perfection.
Coupled with the recovery of his injuries, this has brought him infinitely closer to the true small state of perfection.
However, he is still a little short of true perfection.
And he has never understood where this flaw lies.
Simply, at the end, Gu Qingyang also began to recall his two lives and began to try to find the thing that represented the final flaw.
Unknowingly, there were many more Gu Qingyangs in this elegant scholarly garden, and these Gu Qingyangs were clearly his clones.