Volume 2: Demon Zi Xiangnan Chapter 393: Break the situation with the heart
Soon, one figure after another began to appear deep in Gu Qingyang's heart. However, after the new person appeared, he would quickly disappear.
Over time, Gu Qingyang, who had been tortured by pain for a long time, even felt like giving up and dying right now.
But deep in his heart, there are still a few people who have never disappeared from beginning to end. Those are Gu Qingying, that mysterious woman...
A long, long time ago, he had fallen into a dead end countless times due to mental problems.
And at that time, he also had a lot of hatred when facing death.
He clearly remembered that he hated not being able to create a world of absolute freedom for his sister.
He hated that he could not meet his sister again in that world.
He hates that he can't fulfill his promise, hates that he can't kill all those enemies.
He hated that he could have a hearty discussion with that mysterious woman, and he wished that he could have a real bone repair in front of her.
These things are both his regrets and filled with guilt. All he wants in this life is to have no regrets and no guilt, but how can a person be like this in his life?
People all live in helplessness.
If we say that all people and all other sentient beings in this world are just black and white chess pieces in the hands of heaven.
Then the way of heaven seems to want to tell the chess pieces that their fate is destined through the distribution and movement of the chess pieces.
However, who is willing to do this?
At the beginning of life, no one’s dream is to have a splendid house, and no one wants to be strong from the beginning.
People are always chasing those things they once had but cannot always have. This is really a painful thing.
"Life--"
"If someone deserves to be killed, then kill him."
"If there is someone you should meet, then meet him."
"If someone should wait, then wait."
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However, after a long time, a strange feeling arose in Gu Qingyang's heart, which seemed to be a strange sense of enlightenment.
Invisibly, in just a moment, he seemed to have seen through many things and thought of many truths.
Yes, Gu Qingying did give everything for him. But at the beginning, if Gu Qingying had not chosen to exchange him for him.
Will she be happy?
Look at this world! This world is full of predators, full of evil, and full of intrigues.
In this world, many creatures will die every day, and many creatures will be born every day.
In this world, no one will ever put down his butcher knife because of the tragic experience of others.
If you don’t fight, you won’t be able to survive in the future!
If you don't fight, you can't live in the present.
What would happen if Gu Qingying was allowed to live alone in this world?
He sadly found that all the answers he could think of were suffocating.
Whether this world is good or not, he knows it all too well as he has been a human being for two lifetimes.
So, when he figured it out, he felt even sadder.
Because he found that he was actually glad that Gu Qingying continued to live in this world without being separated from him.
Sometimes, living in such a world is really not as good as death. Because some people live a life that is worse than death.
He didn't want Gu Qingying to have that experience.
"Ying'er, wait for brother."
"One day, the world will change and everything will change. Let one person experience and bear all the pain."
"I just want to see you smiling in the rain. If you need an umbrella, I will hold it for you. If you need someone to accompany you and run wildly in the rain, I can do that too."
"When I was young, it was my older brother who was not good."
"It's my brother's fault. He is too weak and unable to give you the best conditions. But this will definitely not be the case in the future. We will win."
"On the day we meet again, flowers and weeds will grow all over the world, and the rain will bring life to all living beings."
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Finally, the nightmare transformed by the most important figure disappeared in Gu Qingyang's heart. He was truly relieved and truly let go.
He turned all the pain into motivation, he wanted to move forward, he gave up the will to live! He did not want to go to death like this.
After Gu Qingying's figure disappeared, Gu Qingyang inevitably thought of that person, that mysterious woman.
So far, he had only vaguely guessed her identity.
Although, through Hua Qianshu's words, the facts were already before his eyes.
However, such a fact is still a bit too magical after all. Even he cannot choose to believe it in the first place.
However, when he recalled that past, even now, he still felt that those things at the time were indeed worth recalling.
There really should be only one Qing Yi Yao in this world. A girl like that, so pure and innocent, is enough to be called the only one in the world.
"Ayao——"
"Please allow me to call you Ayao at this time. I will go to Jiangnan soon. If you are still in this world, we will meet each other then."
"There are a lot of things I haven't said to you at that time. But this time, I think I should have a chance to finish them."
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Another figure disappeared, and then, one figure after another continued to appear.
However, the result of this continuous manifestation was that Gu Qingyang's state of mind became more and more perfect.
Until the end, even Gu Qingyang's aura began to become more and more domineering amid such an enlightenment.
"Huh?"
At the same time, Murong Qingzhu, who had been waiting by Gu Qingyang's side, also realized something was wrong.
She exclaimed softly and immediately began to check Gu Qingyang's condition.
What shocked her was that Gu Qingyang's condition was actually improving.
She could clearly detect that his aura was becoming stronger little by little.
And a moment later, Gu Qingyang actually opened his eyes like this, and in just a moment, he returned to his previous state.
This scene also made Murong Qingzhu freeze on the spot, looking at Gu Qingyang carefully with that kind of disbelief.
Obviously, she did not expect that Gu Qingyang would wake up so early.
She originally thought that according to Gu Qingyang's current state, he would struggle with this for a long time no matter what.
But now it seems that she was wrong.
However, the next moment, Gu Qingyang woke up and rushed straight out of the house, showing his majestic killing intent, which surprised Murong Qingzhu.
"This is my hometown, why do you come here with murderous intent?"
This was the first sentence Gu Qingyang said after waking up, and after he said this sentence, he directly fought with dozens of bone cultivators.
Murong Qingzhu, who followed him out, immediately noticed something was wrong after taking a look at the scene.
The dozens of people who suddenly appeared were very familiar to her. Aren't they the enemies she had not seen for many years?
"kill!"
The next moment, Murong Qingzhu also rushed into the crowd. But this time, she already had a long knife in her hand.