"Xihan, I can't return the pure Shen Hanqiu to you, but Shen Hanqiu is a clone of me, and he is a part of me. Now that he has merged with me again, you can also treat me as him !”
Seeing Shen Xihan crying so miserably, Chu Jianqiu felt extremely distressed in his heart and could only comfort him.
In fact, what he said was right.
Although he is not Shen Hanqiu, Shen Hanqiu is a part of him.
And after integrating all of Shen Hanqiu's memories and consciousness, Chu Jianqiu couldn't leave Shen Xihan alone.
Shen Hanqiu's deep obsession and love for Shen Xihan also had a huge impact on his true self.
Although he couldn't love Shen Xihan wholeheartedly like Shen Hanqiu did, he also couldn't bear to look at her sad and painful look.
"No, you are not my Aqiu!" Shen Xihan pushed Chu Jianqiu away who was squatting down and trying to help her get up, and cursed with tears in her eyes, "Chu Jianqiu Qiu, you bastard, you took away my Aqiu, you took away my Aqiu, I hate you so much!"
After that, Shen Xihan got up from the ground, crying bitterly, covering her face and running out of Chu Jianqiu's mansion.
When Chu Jianqiu saw this, he was afraid that she would commit suicide, so he quickly followed her out.
However, Chu Jianqiu only followed secretly and did not show his face openly.
Because, in Shen Xihan's current state, he didn't know how to comfort her.
As for letting him return Shen Hanqiu to her, Chu Jianqiu really couldn't do it.
Even if Chu Jianqiu creates a clone like before, it will not be of much use.
Because his clone still contains his ideology, is connected with his mind, and is no different from his true self.
The situation of his third clone, Shen Hanqiu, was just an accident caused by the convergence of many factors.
Instead of creating another clone, it would be better to just let his Wu Guo clone accompany Shen Xihan, but is this any different from his true self?
Thinking of this, Chu Jianqiu couldn't help but feel a headache.
Because of such an accident back then, the following series of events actually happened, which Chu Jianqiu really didn't expect.
In fact, if strictly speaking, this is Shen Xihan's own cocoon.
If she hadn't taken away her third clone back then, the series of events that followed would not have happened.
To Chu Jianqiu, Shen Hanqiu's death in battle was just the loss of a clone. To him, it was not a serious loss.
But for Shen Xihan, losing Shen Hanqiu meant losing the most important person in her life.
After Shen Xihan returned to her residence, she threw herself on the bed and cried bitterly for several hours before slowly stopping.
But even if she stopped crying, her eyes were just staring blankly.
Losing Shen Hanqiu was an extremely fatal blow to Shen Xihan.
At this moment, she felt that she had lost the meaning of life.
Even though I'm alive, I don't feel that much meaning exists.
If Shen Hanqiu completely disappeared from this world, she would not have the slightest thought, and she would most likely follow Shen Hanqiu.
But the key now is that although Shen Hanqiu died in the battle, strictly speaking, he did not really disappear from this world. He just returned to Chu Jianqiu's original body.
In a sense, Shen Hanqiu can be said to be still alive.
And this gave Shen Xihan something to think about.
When she wanted to die, she couldn't let go of Shen Hanqiu.
All these entanglements made Shen Xihan feel like his heart was broken and his intestines were full of knots, and he didn't know how he should deal with himself.
Chu Jianqiu, who observed all this in secret, couldn't help but feel slightly relieved.
Although Shen Xihan was very sad at this time, fortunately she did not run to commit suicide, otherwise, this would be really troublesome for him.
If that kind of thing really happened, Chu Jianqiu had no choice but to deal with Shen Hanqiu. After all, he couldn't just watch Shen Xihan die.
Pretending to be Shen Hanqiu was a piece of cake for Chu Jianqiu.
After all, Shen Hanqiu is a clone of him. Now that he has merged with him, he is only a part of him. He only needs to let this part of Shen Hanqiu show out, and it will be completely Shen Hanqiu. It is not a disguise at all.
Of course, Chu Jianqiu would not do this unless he had to.
After all, it was impossible for him to seal away other aspects of his nature just for Shen Xihan.
It is true that Shen Hanqiu is a part of him, but his true nature is the dominant one, and the distinction between primary and secondary cannot be reversed.
Chu Jianqiu can accept Shen Hanqiu's character as part of himself, but he cannot let himself become Shen Hanqiu.
When facing Shen Xihan, although Chu Jianqiu felt sorry for her, he could only let her slowly accept this new self, and could not change himself for her alone.
After all, besides Shen Xihan, he also had to take care of the feelings of a large number of women.
Shen Xihan stayed in his mansion for a few days, and finally walked out of his mansion, wanting to take some time out in various places in Central Continent to relieve the sadness in his heart.
After leaving Nanzhou, she unconsciously walked along the places where she and Shen Hanqiu had traveled.
After she left the Xuling Continent with Shen Hanqiu, she did not rush back to the Shen family in Dongzhou, but traveled around Central Continent.
That period of time can be said to be the happiest period of her life.
It's a pity that such time is gone forever.
Shen Xihan walked along the places he had visited before, and finally came to a large grassland in the southeast of Central Continent.
Looking at the boundless prairie, a strong feeling of sadness and loss suddenly surged into her heart.
On this prairie, she and Shen Hanqiu lived in seclusion here for several years.
On this prairie, she and Shen Hanqiu once ran wildly and played in the clear lake. That time was so beautiful and happy.
You don't have to think about anything, just live a carefree life.
But now, the scenery remains the same, this grassland is still this grassland, the wind is still blowing gently, the clear lake water is still rippling gently, but the old friend from the past is no longer around, and she is the only one left. People, looking at themselves by the lake, pity themselves.
Thinking of the happy times in the past, Shen Xihan felt more and more sad and painful in her heart, and couldn't help but squat down by the lake and cry silently.
Chu Jianqiu, who was watching all this in secret, couldn't help but feel his heart twisting.
He followed Shen Xihan all the way, and the memories of Shen Hanqiu that he merged with him continued to flow into his heart.
