After Fan Yuzhuo came back, the place he went to was the Martyrs Cemetery. Xie Ying accompanied her mother to once, and then her mother refused to let her go.
Mom must have wanted to talk to her father alone. Xie Ying thought about this and never forced her to go with her mother again.
On the 16th day of the first lunar month, Fan Yuzhuo was leaving. Before leaving, she called a taxi and went to the Martyrs Cemetery again. This time, she took the initiative to ask her daughter if she wanted to go together?
I think, of course.
There are all kinds of flowers in front of my father's tombstone. It seems that every time my mother comes to pay tribute, she brings different flowers. It seems that my father was a person who likes flowers during his lifetime.
"I'm leaving this time, and I haven't come back for a long time." Fan Yuzhuo put on a bunch of lilies and said, "If you have spirit in heaven, protect Xiaoying, and your parents and relatives, they are all very good.
the person.”
No matter how many times he stood in front of the tomb, Fan Yuzhuo's eyes were always red.
Xie Ying took out her handkerchief and handed it to her mother. Others said that she wanted to have a new father. But after spending a few days with her mother, Xie Ying completely didn't believe this statement. She firmly believed that her mother had nothing to do with her heart.
Only dad has always been alone.
"Mom, when I and my grandma came to visit my father before, my grandma said, let Dad bless you, she hopes you will live a happy life in the future."
Fan Yuzhuo shook his head slowly: "In terms of love, I can't be happy in this life. However, I used to live a happy life with your father, which is enough."
When recalling the past, even the dancing hair is gentle.
A very ordinary condolence performance, the accidental look of two young people left the seeds of love in their hearts. However, the huge gap between family and status has dug a huge gap between them.
With unremitting efforts, the two of them barely received blessings from their relatives. While they were looking forward to the arrival of a new life, their life came to an abrupt end.
Meeting, falling in love, long separation, letters of love, long paper, three times in the four seasons, and they bid farewell forever.
Their story is that simple. It is so simple that when recalling the past, Fan Yuzhuo could only read the letters and a few photos.
"Mom, if I hadn't been born, my dad wouldn't have taken a vacation and returned home. When I was a kid, I would always be sad when I heard my neighbors say this, thinking that my dad had killed me. But my family kept telling me, Dad,
My sacrifice has nothing to do with me, and every relative is looking forward to my birth.”
"Yes. At the beginning of my pregnancy, your father said, I hope you are a girl, and he will spoil you into the happiest little princess in the world. No one is looking forward to your arrival more than we do."
In the late stage of pregnancy, Fan Yuzhuo often longed for the happy life of the family of three, and whispered softly to the fetus in her belly again and again. She was looking forward to her husband's return on vacation and looking forward to them to welcome new life together. However, on that heavy rainy summer night, she waited for
It is news of the sacrifice of the husband.
She didn't want to recall that night when she was extremely heartbroken. She could only listen a little after the funeral was finished. In the van home, her husband Xie Qingyi met a group of gangsters robbed with a knife. There were four people on the other side, as
He stepped forward, and he took off one of the criminals' swords and pressed them against the criminals' neck, so that all the passengers in the car could get out of the car safely.
After all the passengers got out of the car, Xie Qingyi was not afraid of danger and was about to fight to the death with the criminals, but a middle-aged woman blocked the car door and shouted: "I have to take my bag! There are two gold bracelets inside!"
...
Xie Qingyi blocked her a knife, and that knife pierced his abdomen from his back.
But the woman cried and ran away.
And that woman was Zhu Fangge and Zhu Fangting’s mother.
Xie Ying had heard of some of these past events, so she had no good feelings for Zhu Fangting. But what Xie Ying didn't know was that her father did not die immediately when he was sent to the hospital because he had no money to pay the deposit, which delayed the rescue time. At that time,
The doctor who played the ball in the emergency room was Zhu Fangtai's father.
After Xie Qingyi's deeds spread all over the country, the Zhu family received a lot of condemnation. They had to go to other places to hide for a while, and Zhu Fangtai's father also left the hospital. After returning to the city, he seemed to have suffered a great grievance and met everyone.
Just say that Xie Qingyi could not save him, but the public pointed his finger at the Zhu family, as if they were the murderers who killed Xie Qingyi.
Fan Yuzhuo dared not think about how painful her husband was before he died, nor how desperate he was in the hospital. In the luggage he carried with him, in addition to the clothes he bought for his wife, there were several small babies clothes, and even his.
There were two pairs of small socks in his pocket. He probably saw the socks at the train station. He was happy when he thought about his soon-to-be-born daughter, so he bought two pairs and put them in his pocket. But he couldn't do it himself.
I handed it to my daughter, the two pairs of socks were stained with his blood so that they could not see their original color.
Xie Hongxuan once wanted to fight the Zhu family, but Feng Yuzhen also got ruthless and went to the Zhu family with scissors. But they finally returned in a defeat, and they couldn't change anything. They could only force themselves to accept reality - indeed, their son's injury
It was too heavy, the kidneys were completely ruptured, and the intestines were flowing out. Even if it was rescued, it would not be saved.
They can only brainwash themselves like this, otherwise, how should they swallow the deep hatred with glass slags and continue to live?
Fan Yuzhuo said, "Xiaoying, I see the forsythia flowers at the foot of the mountain blooming. Do you want to weave a wreath and put it on your father's tombstone?"
"sure!"
"There are graves here, aren't you afraid?"
"Not afraid! They are either my father's comrades-in-arms or his seniors. It's too late for them to protect me, why am I afraid?"
"Okay." Fan Yuzhuo nodded and smiled, "Go quickly, I'm leaving soon, and I'll talk to your father for a while."
Xie Ying ran down the mountain happily, Fan Yuzhuo's smile disappeared, she turned around and smashed the tombstone a few times until the joints of her hands were broken, and she stopped.
She curled up in a ball and sat weakly beside her "husband".
"Xie Qingyi! I hate you! Why do you want to be a hero? You have become a hero, but you have caused me so much trouble!"
"Xie Qingyi! You don't keep your word, you are a big liar! I will never forgive you in my life!"
"Xie Qingyi! Look, your wife and children are right in front of you. The daughter you are thinking about is so good and cute. How can you bear to leave us?!"
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"Brother Qingyi, you used to ask me to call you, brother, you said, that would make me look very young, and you have to protect me for the rest of your life."
"Brother Qingyi, are you there? I'm very bad. I'm thinking about you all the time. Time has not become the antidote. I'm beyond my life. I'll be thinking about you all the time, right?"
"Brother Qingyi, you are leaving and leave your daughter to me. You don't worry. Can I take good care of her? When you come back, our family of three will live a good life, even if it's only a few days, okay?"