Even though Zhou Kexing only returned home after several years, the focus of his family's attention was still on Zhou Kewei.
Because of taking care of the patient, Zhou Mingli and his wife and aunt Zhou both developed neurasthenia to varying degrees and were in a daze. Only Zhou Kexing had any symptoms that made them so anxious that they sweated on their foreheads. Zhou Kexing came back for a few hours.
The three of them asked several times in turn - why are they back? When did they leave? Are they hungry?
As for his physical condition and work conditions, they didn't have the energy to ask. Feng Yuzhen was still thinking about Zhou Kexing and hadn't eaten his hometown dishes for a long time. Xie Hongxuan also noticed the dark circles he had caused due to fatigue, but the Zhou family was
Turn a blind eye.
Zhou Kexing didn't think there was anything wrong. His brother should have been taken more care of, but the purpose of his return was to look at his brother. As for how others treated him, he didn't care much.
At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, Zhou Kewei woke up and drank two sips of rice paste, and could no longer eat anything. He asked, "Have the second child eaten?"
"Oh... I've eaten at Dr. Xie's house." Zhou Kexing said: "I happened to meet Xie Ying at the door of my house."
"That's good." Zhou Kewei smiled reluctantly: "Everyone doesn't care about your meal for me."
"It's okay, I'm not a child, I'm not here to make trouble."
Zhou Kewei turned his head and looked out the window. The tall poplar trees clattered, and a few fragile leaves could not withstand the ravages of the wind and fluttered with the wind. Zhou Kewei said: "The sea breeze is too cold. It must be done in the morning and night.
I'm wearing long sleeves. I'm going to have a cold, you have to be careful of it."
Upon hearing this, Xue Qin couldn't help but complain to her second son: "You came back in short-sleeved clothes? You must be cold when you go to the airport in the evening. If you catch a cold, you will feel uncomfortable for several days."
"Well... I came back in a hurry and didn't care."
"You can go with my coat." Zhou Kewei said gently: "Anyway, I can't get out of the ward and I can't wear a coat."
Xue Qin immediately regretted it again - she shouldn't have spoken to her second son in that tone just now. She didn't care enough for him, but she kindly came back to see her brother, but her mother scolded her. If it were other children, it might have been too early.
He ran away sadly. Fortunately, Zhou Kewei was a "slow" child and he didn't care much about what his mother said.
Zhou Kewei said, "Mom, you go out to buy some food and drink, so that the second child will not be hungry on the way. I will talk to the second child for a while."
Zhou Kewei's original intention was to send the parents away. He had something to ask his younger brother alone, but Zhou Kexing said honestly: "It's okay, Grandma Feng brought me a lot of food, and I can't be hungry."
Zhou Kewei couldn't take care of his younger brother, so he could only tell the truth: "I just want to talk to you alone, and I don't want others to hear it."
Oh, so that's it.
All the family members were sent away. Before Xue Qin left, she kept reminding her youngest son: "If your brother is in pain, you must call the doctor as soon as possible. Don't let your brother sit up, just let him lie there
.You can't tired him."
Zhou Kexing agreed one by one: "I know, I'm not a fool."
After all the family left, Zhou Kewei asked: "To be honest, have you encountered something wrong?"
"No……"
"You can hide it from others, but you can't hide it from me." Zhou Kewei said: "When you go home at this time, something bad must have happened."
Zhou Kexing lowered his head and sighed a few times: "I'm afraid I'm having a mental illness."
"Oh, let's hear it."
"I fainted once on the fighter plane."
...
Zhou Ke was shocked and actually raised his body. He said several words, "Damn it" and confirmed that his younger brother was a living person, not a ghost.
"You are flying the plane, you fainted, the plane did not crash?"
"There are others." Zhou Kexing laughed and said, "It's not just me."
"Then why did you faint?"
"It's because I can't find out the reason, that I'm even more worried." Zhou Kexing clenched his fists and said, "Although I fainted, I woke up in a while and I didn't remember what happened when I fainted. After landing, I felt like I was still alive.
, I vomited two or three times, my heartbeats very fast, and I sweated coldly all over. But I did a lot of examinations and no problems were found. Finally, the doctor gave a diagnosis and said it was an accelerated fainting."
"Oh... can you still fly?"
"You can continue flying, but... every time before acceleration, my heart will be faster, my palms are sweating, and my neck is hurting... One morning, after I got up, I found that my face was pale and my lips couldn't stop.
I was trembling and my heart was about to jump out of my chest, so I went to the hospital again. This time the doctor told me to ask me to go to the psychology department of the general hospital for treatment."
"So, you took the opportunity to come back?"
"Yes, I've asked for instructions. One weekend, in addition to seeing a doctor, I want to go home to see you." Zhou Kexing said: "I told the leader that my brother is a heart disease."
Zhou Kewei smiled and said, "I didn't expect that I was so important in my brother's heart."
"How can it not matter? We are twins!"
Zhou Ke pondered for a moment and asked, "Then have you withdrawn from the military parade?"
"That's not." Zhou Kexing said: "For such an important training, I am not the only one with psychological problems. However, I have the courage to face my own problems, unlike others, who always hide and refuse to admit it.
Mental illness.”
"Second..."
"Um?"
"Even if you don't see a doctor, you will be fine." Zhou Kewei said: "Because you are Zhou Kexing, you will be invincible."
My brother's words were like a surge of heart-boosting agents. Zhou Kexing's atrium, which had been in suffocating for two days, was instantly filled with hope like spring.
Zhou Kewei had no strength, so he opened his eyes and closed them again. Zhou Kexing asked him to rest, but he held his younger brother's hand and said, "We brothers must have one of them lively and vigorously, and that person must be you."
You must believe that fate is arranged in this way. No matter when, you must have confidence in yourself."
The two brothers held their hands tightly. They had never been so close except in their womb. They were boys and were ashamed to express their emotions. At this moment, Zhou Kexing only regretted that he expressed too little in his usual manner.
He should let his brother know earlier how much he cherished his brother.
"Second..." Zhou Kewei closed his eyes and seemed to fall asleep: "Tell me a joke."
"Once upon a time, there was a pilot who was in a hurry in the sky and couldn't help but go to the toilet, but he crashed..."
Zhou Kexing's "joke" was boring. Zhou Kexing laughed twice and said, "What would you do if you were in a hurry in the sky?"
Zhou Kexing blushed: "...Nothing can be told!"
"Tell me something interesting!"
Zhou Kexing smiled bitterly and said, "I am born without a sense of humor and can't tell jokes. Brother, if you are sleepy, just sleep for a while!"
"I don't want to sleep, I want to see you for a while." Zhou Kewei was unconscious and said, "The painkiller made me feel listless. Tell me about starting a fighter to cheer up my spirit."
Before he finished speaking, Zhou Kewei was already asleep.
Zhou Kexing continued to hold his brother's hand and buried his head in their hands. Under his brother's pillow, there was a letter, which was the suicide note written by his brother. Before the last moment, Zhou Kexing didn't want to open it.
He wanted his brother to hold on for a few more days. Perhaps, his brother would see him soaring in the sky, hovering like the most brave eagle.