It’s the Chinese New Year, the adults of the Wang family are back, and Wang Jingyi’s nightmare has begun again.
She finally calmed down for two days and suddenly became nervous... Just as her mother came back, Wang Jingyi felt her heartbeat suddenly accelerated and she couldn't breathe.
More than that, on New Year's Eve, she had just eaten a few bites of food and could no longer eat it. But she didn't dare to show it. She was worried that her mother would collapse again, and another war broke out at home.
After all, she just mentioned that she went to the hospital and ignited her mother's powder barrel. If she vomited heavily... what would her mother react? She dared not think about it.
"Eat!" Guo Aiyun said coldly, staring at her daughter. Wang Jingyi didn't feel any warmth, she only felt a sense of oppression.
Wang Jingyi put down her chopsticks as lightly as possible and said, "My stomach is not very comfortable, you can eat it first."
Smack!
Guo Aiyun threw down his chopsticks and said crying: "I have worked hard to cook the rice, but these rice is not your appetite. I really don't know how to raise you! How could a princess like you be born in my family!"
Wang Jingyi grabbed her hair and collapsed so much that she could not speak. The feeling of vomiting surged into her throat. She rushed to the yard and vomited out all the food she had eaten. She hoped that she would vomit more, and that her body would suffer, but her heart would
easy.
Guo Aiyun opened the window and shouted: "Why don't you have a period of menstruation? You really don't know the reason?"
Wang Jingyi's eyes turned black and there was no response.
"It's just a little bit of a problem, and I'm trying to go to the hospital. I'll see, it's fake to go to the hospital for insomnia, but it's real to go to the gynecology department!"
Wang Jingyi couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "What do you mean?"
Guo Aiyun said lightly: "You live in the school and haven't come back for several months. Who knows what bad things you did outside? You don't do anything, and you still vomit! I tell you, I can't do such a shameful thing!
I won’t take you to the hospital. Anyway, you have borrowed money from your aunt, so you can go by yourself!”
...
The window closed with a "bang".
The words just now actually came out of my mother's mouth.
Wang Jingyi wanted to vomit blood, but couldn't think of how to refute. She stood in the yard and suddenly clapped her hands and laughed. Wang Haochuan immediately jumped off the kang, wanting to see what's wrong with her sister. Guo Aiyun said disdainfully: "It's so embarrassing."
Then, I started to pretend to be crazy?"
After laughing, Wang Jingyi was stunned. When her younger brother came to her, she said calmly: "You go back and eat!"
"sister……"
"Don't worry, I won't do stupid things." Wang Jingyi said: "I still have to take the college entrance exam."
"Sister..." Wang Haochuan was still very worried: "Don't take what mom said to you to heart."
"Yeah." Wang Jingyi said: "As long as I don't treat her as a mother, I won't be sad."
Guo Aiyun opened the window again and yelled in a low voice: "You still rely on me now, so you dare to speak like this. If your wings are hard in the future, you will kill me, right? So, just give your child a stutter, don't raise it.
Come out with feelings.”
Wang Jingyi thought that her heart was still full of holes and would not be hurt anymore. But her mother could always say something and poke a few more holes in her heart.
That's really enough!
Wang Jingyi locked herself in a cold room. On that night, most families were reuniting, laughing, chatting about homework, and watching the Spring Festival Gala, but all she could do was study.
My younger brother sat in the yard, but a teenager, but his back was filled with despair and sorrow. He must be very sad and scared, but he sat there quietly, guarding his devastated sister.
Wang Jingyi walked to her younger brother and said, "You go back, it's cold here."
"I don't."
"I have said that I can't do stupid things, I have to work hard to get into college."
"Sister, if you are sad, you can cry."
There is a younger brother who looks like an older brother, and Wang Jingyi feels extremely grateful.
"I've cried, I don't want to cry anymore. Otherwise, you come to my house, read books, and do questions."
"No, sister, I won't disturb you anymore. I'm very confused and I'm here to be quiet."
"Haochuan, I'm sorry... If I had to endure it, my family wouldn't be so messy."
"Sister, you don't need to apologize... If you bear it, I'll be alone." Wang Haochuan blinked mischievously: "One of us must vent, right?"
Wang Jingyi smiled bitterly: "You have a good temper and you can tolerate it no matter what others say."
"So, when others bully me, you are the only one who can help me stand up!"
My younger brother is very good at comforting people, Wang Jingyi is not so sad.
"Sister, I'm not talking to my parents. They are really hard, they've been very unlucky... They can only expose their anger on us."
"Well, I know all of this. But do they dare not lose their temper with outsiders and only dare to bully their children? This is also wrong."
"So I'm on your side." Wang Haochuan said: "Sister, I'll always be on your side."
There is nothing more powerful than this. Wang Jingyi suddenly became much more at ease.
Wang Haochuan insisted on playing in the yard for a while, but his mother scolded him several times, "Don't pretend to be pitiful there." He lowered his head, was depressed, and did not respond.
Wang Jingyi felt sorry for her younger brother. Seeing that her younger brother was pitiful, she wanted to argue with her mother for a few words. At this moment, Hua Tianlong came and invited Wang Haochuan to set off firecrackers. Wang Haochuan refused several times, but was forcibly pulled away by his friend.
Wang Jingyi made all kinds of guesses. The Wang family and the Hua family were separated by a wall. They were quarreling at home just now, so the Hua family could definitely hear it. Maybe when Guo Aiyun scolded her son, the Hua family could also hear it clearly. In order to comfort her friend's injuries
But in the heart, Hua Tianlong gave up the opportunity to watch the Spring Festival Gala and took the initiative to find good friends to play.
Fortunately, my brother has such a good friend, so he will not suffer. But what about himself? Wang Jingyi thought lonelyly that she has no friends.
On the first day of the Lunar New Year, because of her unwell, Wang Jingyi didn't want to go out to pay New Year's greetings. This move was attacked by her parents again. Wang Jingyi's heart was dead. No matter how many bad things her parents said, she would not be sad.
She lay on the kang for a long time, but couldn't sleep at all. The tragedy was that the eczema on her body became regained, and itchy enough to scratch her heart and liver. She scratched her arms bloodily before she felt a little more comfortable.
After the family members were calm, Wang Jingyi quietly left the door. She promised her younger brother that she would never look for a shortcoming, but she desperately wanted to escape from this home. She couldn't sleep at school, and even more so at home. She hadn't been asleep for too long
It was a good night's sleep, Wang Jingyi was in a daze, and every cell on her body was bitten by insects, and she was in pain.
She stood on the Fuchuan Bridge for a long time, and some people walked by one after another. Some people called her names and she answered mechanically. She always felt that others were talking about her gossip - Oh, she hadn't been in a few months
It's my period, and her mother yelled that she was not serious during her stay in school!
That way, it was actually said it from my mother's mouth.
Too painful.
Wang Jingyi closed her eyes and unconsciously stepped on one of her legs across the railing on the bridge...
Jump down! The pain is bewitching her, and she can't stand this bewitching. Without those firm and powerful hands, she would probably not realize that she was doing something stupid.