Chapter 590: "selfish" decision when we met, Xie Ying went to college thousands of miles away from home. She could only care about everyone in the family on the phone. Especially when her brother was in a daze, her care seemed particularly precious
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She was worried about her grandparents' health, and she was worried about her grandmother getting lost every day; she was worried that her second uncle and second aunt would quarrel, and second aunt would run away from home in anger; she was worried whether Xie Jing had trained hard and studied hard, and became the younger brother of a junior high school student.
Will you become rebellious?
Every time she calls her grandfather or second uncle, they say that everything is good at home, allowing her to study with peace of mind and not worry about anything.
In order to take care of grandma, grandpa hardly went to the clinic and went to the clinic at home every day. During the summer vacation, grandma fell out of cerebral infarction, and her health was not very good since then. Fortunately, her second uncle and second aunt were by her side, and her aunt was very close to her.
They all took good care of grandma.
Grandma's condition was not optimistic at first, but under the careful care of her family, her condition was much better than before. Occasionally, she would ask in a daze - When will Yun give birth? If she doesn't give birth, I can't take care of her anymore.
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Hearing this, Xie Ying felt very upset. The memories of her aunt's child and grandma turned into two dark clouds above the Xie family.
The second uncle's supermarket is booming, and he has made a lot of money to help Xie Jing learn to shoot effortlessly. What he is most worried about is Xie Jing. Almost all coaches advise him to be a professional athlete and draw the big pie into a big and round one- as long as
Once you join the professional team, the world championship is just around the corner.
But no matter how his family advised him, Xie Jing just didn't want to leave home. He wanted to be with his family and friends.
The second uncle said to Xie Ying in distress: "If this continues, we will not delay Xie Jing, right? He has talent and is also hardworking. If we don't push him now, we will regret it in the future, right? Will he blame him?
Us?"
"Second uncle, Xie Jing returned to his biological father, leaving a deep psychological shadow. Perhaps, in his mind, leaving home again means being separated from the family, and he is worried about becoming alienated from his family.
He is a child who values love and friendship. Don’t urge him, I’ll talk to him.”
Xie Jing had a mobile phone, but he used the old mobile phone that Xie Qingshou eliminated. What made Xie Qingshou happy was that he did not let Xie Jing take the mobile phone to school, and Xie Jing obediently kept the mobile phone at home.
Xie Ying and her brother chatted on the phone for a long time, and finally figured out what her brother was thinking, and she decided to keep the secret for her brother.
Xie Jing plans to take the entrance exam for Tsinghua University as a sports student.
The coach told him this way, and he remembered it and put it firmly into practice. He listened carefully during class and trained hard in his spare time. He went from being a demon king to a model for students of the same grade.
The reason why Xie Jing wanted to take the Tsinghua University was not only influenced by his brother and sister, but also because his unyielding spirit was aroused.
Relatives and friends all say that my brother went through great hardships to get into Peking University, my sister performed steadily, and she became a doctorate as soon as she graduated. Xie Jing was naughty and wasted his smart brain. It would be great if he could go to undergraduate in the future.
Xie Jing thought, shooting has won the provincial championship, so I will be ridiculed in my studies?
That won't work.
More importantly, the goddess Song Juanjuan, who has been a child since childhood, is a primary school master, but what she likes is a boy who studies well in the next class. Song Juanjuan said that the boy's concentration looks particularly fascinating.
Xie Jing was dissatisfied. He wanted to tell Song Juanjuan that when playing games - it was wrong. When shooting, he was also very focused. Can't she see it?
Song Juanjuan really couldn't see it. Because she was determined to take the entrance exam to Peking University, she would not go anywhere except for schools and cram schools.
In order to attract the attention of the little goddess, Xie Jing decided to look attentively at school.
So, the dream of going to Tsinghua University was so firm.
Xie Jing secretly asked his sister: "Sister, do you think I can pass the exam? Can ordinary people take the exam? If I can't pass the exam, will others laugh at me?"
"Xie Jing, when you don't know the result, just work hard silently. What's the shame of dreaming? I feel you are so awesome!"
"Then...sister, don't tell others, okay?"
"Okay! I won't tell anyone, I'll cheer you up in my heart. If you need any help, please find me at any time!"
At present, the most worrying thing at home is Xie Chong.
As long as she is not busy, Xie Ying will send messages to her brother almost every day asking him how he is doing. Moreover, she is not allowed to send a general "very good". She wants to know what her brother has done every day and whether she has a good meal.
have a good rest.
When Xie Chong is in a good mood, he will become a chatterbox. So, Xie Ying is trying every means to open his heart and let him talk more.
Xie Chong would not know about my sister's painstaking efforts.
But in the past few months, he has been very simple - eating a bowl of noodles for brunch and a roast chicken rack at night. Except for going to bed at night, he spent the rest of the time in the library. Because of his studies, he returned to school for about a week.
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On the day of New Year's Day, Xie Ying spoke with her brother on the phone. Xie Chong's voice was very calm, just like the calmness after the storm.
"Xiaoying, I'm pretty good now - it's really good not to lie to you. At first, I couldn't do anything, but later I sponsored a child with a family in difficulty. Seeing him make progress little by little, I also felt that
It’s the meaning of doing good things. The meaning of my efforts to live at this stage probably comes from other people’s 'thank you'.”
"Well... Watching each other can really make people find the meaning of life."
"Xiaoying, my brother is incompetent, and my family is neglected. My concern for my family is far less than that of you. Even my father said that if you didn't say good things in the middle, he and my mother wouldn't know that they would argue with each other.
How many times have you played? Xiaoying, thank you very much."
"Yeah! Family, why are you so polite? Brother, I'm too far from home, and I may not be able to go back in the future. I was thinking, grandparents, aunts, and second uncles and second aunts have worked so hard to get me.
I raised myself, but when they needed care, I couldn't go back... Is the decision I made too selfish?"
"Xiaoying, my mother once said that she raised me and almost never expected me to support her. She said that in the process of raising me, she had already felt full of happiness, so I will fly no matter how hard I am.
No matter how high or far she is, she will not feel lost. I think when you insist on going to college far away from home, your family will feel the same way. Xiaoying, our family is all reasonable people.
As long as you live well, they will only be happy for you.”
"Is that true?" Xie Ying looked at the stars in the sky and said melancholy: "But... our Xie family has experienced too much pain. How could they not be sad if we leave them?"
"Xiaoying, everyone says you are too sensible. You don't even have rebelliousness during your adolescence. You always care about other people's eyes, for fear of making a mistake. Others will say - Oh, Xie Qingyi's daughter is just like this! You always do
To suppress yourself, we all know that you have a hard time. Therefore, living according to your own wish is our wish."
Xie Ying's tears almost fell.
Xie Chong said again: "My parents and aunt's family are still young. It's okay for them to take care of their grandparents. Don't carry such a heavy burden on yourself. When my parents are old, at least for more than ten years, then we will be able to do it again.
Make plans, is it OK?"
Chatting with my brother, Xie Ying really took off her burden and her smile returned to her face.
"Brother, you are fine. If you have financial difficulties, come to me anytime. Don't forget that I am a little rich woman."
"Don't worry, your brother is capable, and scholarship alone is enough. Take good care of yourself, stay healthy and stay happy."
Zhao Nianhua sent Xie Ying two or three text messages. She was worried that her son would not be able to take good care of her and refused to tell the truth, so she slandered from Xie Ying.
Zhao Nianhua sent a long text message: "Xiaoying, Tianlong is not very smart and has a bad brain. Can you live well outside? We all know that Tianlong is for you, but you don't have a burden, and you don't like him.
Don't force it. It's good that he has only had a long experience during this period of time."
Zhao Nianhua doesn't read many books and doesn't know how to type. It must have taken her half a day to type such a long paragraph.
Xie Ying replied to her very seriously: "Aunt Hua, Tianlong made new friends, drew new works, and went to the art gallery to see the exhibition with his friends. He was very fulfilling and we went home together when we were in the winter vacation.
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"Thank you, Xiaoying, I feel much more at ease when you are in the same city as him."
Xie Ying and her roommates spent the New Year together and entered 2006 together. Wen Jiajia's expression was always empty. As soon as Xie Ying was concerned, she pretended to be angry: "Isn't it because of you?"
"Because Hua Tianlong talks to you about me?"
"Well! I went to the art gallery together. I wanted to hear him introduce the painter's paintings, but he didn't talk about art with me. He just cared about why you refused to come. When you had dinner together, he would say that you like sweets and ice cream. Although I
I am just an ordinary friend to him, but he keeps mentioning you and doesn’t care about me at all. Am I happy?”
Xie Ying smiled and said, "That's because you have too high expectations for him. To be honest, do you hope to go further with him, right?"
Wen Jiajia waved her hands in panic: "No, don't talk nonsense! He and I are just ordinary friends."
"Jia Jia, where do you think Hua Tianlong is better?"
"Clean! He is the cleanest boy I have ever seen. Hua Tianlong's shirt is spotless, his collar is white, and he is not yellow at all!"
"…Jia Jia, you even observed these small details."
"My mother often says that if you want to see whether a person is tidy, it depends on his cuffs and collar! Also, Hua Tianlong's backpack is also very clean, and all kinds of stationery are arranged neatly. He lives alone.
, he can handle this to such a level, which shows that he is such a neat person.”
"That's true. My second aunt often says that compared with Hua Tianlong, my brother is dirty and smelly."
"Hua Tianlong has liked you for so many years and even chased you so far. If it were me, I would be very moved. Only you will not take his efforts seriously!"
Xie Ying thoughtfully said, "Jia Jia, you are simpler than me. Of course, I am very moved by everything Hua Tianlong did for me, but touching does not mean love. The person I like is no matter whenever I see him,
My heart will be beating very fast and I can’t help laughing. That’s love!”