I have personally experienced the saying of shooting oneself in the foot.
"Mom doesn't want to lie to you, mom doesn't want you to worry." Su Miao coaxed in a softer tone than ever before, "You just watched mom's game, right?"
"Yeah." Su Yuyan nodded.
"Are you nervous watching your mom compete?"
Su Yuyan pursed her lips and frowned tightly.
Naturally, he was nervous. When he saw his mother being suppressed by that man, he was so nervous that his heart almost jumped out of his chest.
He was so scared, afraid that his mother would be hurt.
That man's fist was so big. If it really fell on my mother, it would be so painful. My mother would definitely be injured.
"Looking at your expression, I guess you're nervous, right?" Su Miao touched one knee to the ground, her eyes level with his, "Mom just didn't want the baby to worry so she hid it from the baby. It's not that she doesn't love the baby anymore, nor does she want to
Cheating baby.”
"Can the baby understand what mommy said?"
The moist mist in the beautiful black eyes turned into crystals, falling one after another like broken beads.
It was because of him that my mother would do such a dangerous thing.
Because of him, my mother's life has become so bad.
It would be great if he didn't exist. Mom could have a better life and not have to do such dangerous things.
Mom did all this for him, and now he actually asked her why she lied to him. He suddenly felt that he was so ignorant.
Thinking of this, the sparkle in his eyes dropped even more.
Su Miao saw it and her heart twitched, "Baby, don't cry, mom is wrong."
"Mom will never lie to you again. Please stop crying. Mom's heart will really be broken by your crying."
There was deep remorse in his tone.
She had always known that Su Yuyan was a child who looked strong but was actually seriously insecure. She wanted not to worry Su Yuyan, but she didn't want to backfire and make him misunderstand that she didn't love him.
"Mom, it's my fault." Su Yuyan didn't want to see her blaming herself and shook her head, "Mom did this for me, so that I could go to school, so that I could have enough to eat, but I didn't know how to understand my mother, but instead
Make mom unhappy."
He opened his big watery eyes, his little nose was red from crying, and he was choking softly.
Hearing Su Yuyan's words made Su Miao feel even more distressed.
This child is indeed very sensitive.
It is the responsibility of parents to keep him fed and clothed. Since he has chosen to give birth, he must bear this responsibility. This is a matter of course.
How could he be so sensible and so sensible that it makes people feel distressed.
How much suffering did he endure?
Su Miao stretched out her hand, gently wiped the tears on his cheeks with her warm fingertips, and said distressedly, "Mom's baby is the most sensible. Mom loves her baby very much, but not everything she does is for her."
"Huh?" Su Yuyan didn't understand.
"Mom does this because she also needs to live. How can it be all for the baby? Mom also needs to eat."
"Baby, don't have such a big burden, don't think like that." The tears became more and more wiped away, "You have to understand that I am your mother, and whatever a mother should do for her children is the responsibility of a mother."
Su Yuyan shook his head, "That's not what it should be."
There are so many shoulds in the world.
The tip of Su Miao's nose was slightly sour.
How can he be so sensitive? How can he be so sensible? He is so sensible that it makes you want to cry. He is only five years old!
It's the age when you should be pampered.
Su Miao hugged him into her arms and said, "Baby, please don't be so sensible. Mom feels so sorry for me. It was my fault in the past. It's my fault."
"Mom will never do that again, mom promises you." Her tone was solemn.
Su Yuyan stiffened when he heard this, and then burst into tears.
As for the past, they had a tacit understanding not to mention much about the past, especially Su Yuyan.
Although he had told Su Miao not to change back before, Su Miao did not give a positive answer that time.
She only said that she was not a monster and would not change.
Su Yuyan cried for a while before she stopped. She cried until her two beautiful eyes were red, which made Su Miao feel very distressed.
At the dining table, Su Miao put the peeled shrimp into Su Yuyan's bowl, "Baby, I need to eat more today. Crying for so long must have consumed a lot of energy."
"Mother!"
Su Miao chuckled, "I'm crying and don't let anyone tell me."
"Mom!" Su Yuyan raised her voice again, the tips of her ears turning red.
He really couldn't help it. He wasn't that crying before, but since moving, he seems to be crying more and more, like a kid in kindergarten.
"Okay, okay, mom, let's stop talking." Su Miao peeled several shrimps and gave them to Su Yuyan before stopping, reaching out and taking out some paper towels to wipe her fingers.
Su Yuyan stopped her chopsticks and looked up at her, "Mom, can you stop hiding things from me? I'm five years old and I'm no longer a child."
He didn't like that feeling, the feeling of not knowing anything.
He wants to be involved in everything about his mother, wants to know everything about his mother, and wants to share all her emotions, her unhappiness and her happiness.
This is how we live together.
Only in this way can he feel that his mother is always there and will not disappear.
"A five-year-old is still not a child." Su Miao said with a smile, "If you get sick, you will still be admitted to pediatrics. Do you know what pediatrics means? It is a child who has to go through Children's Day."
"Mom, don't you agree?" Su Yuyan pursed her lips and her eyes became misty.
He discovered that his mother would be at a loss as long as she saw him crying.
"Don't cry." Su Miao quickly stopped.
The child was crying to death.
I often read in novels that when the heroine cries, the hero wants to kill her.
At that time, she only felt the earthy smell. Wasn't it just a few drops of cat urine? It wasn't a flood of water, and it was exaggerated to say that it would kill her.
Now I understand that when this little thing cries, her head gets dizzy and her heart throbs uncomfortably. She really wants to die.
"Then mom promises me that you won't hide anything from me in the future and tell me everything." Su Yuyan pursed her lips, looking like she would cry if she didn't agree.
Su Miao gritted her teeth and said, "Okay, I'll tell you everything from now on."
"I'll tell you how many times you go to the toilet a day, and even describe the color and shape in detail."
Su Yuyan: "......"
It's not necessary to do this.
"Mom, please be more polite and still eat."
Su Miao rolled her eyes, said nothing, and showed off the food in her mouth.
"Mom, why didn't I know you were so skilled before?" Su Yuyan asked.
Su Miao paused while eating, "Child, you have only known me for a short time, how could you possibly know what happened in the past?"
"Mom, do you mean I could do it before I was born?"
"………yes!"
She did know how to do it since she was a child. Su Yuyan probably didn't even have a seed at that time, so she didn't think she was lying to him.
Su Yuyan tilted his head.
Since she has skills, why didn’t my mother fight back when she met an alcoholic?
Could it be that you didn't do that because you were afraid of scaring him?
should be.
Yes, that's it.
Mom was fighting underground this time just because she was afraid of scaring him.
After thinking about it, Su Yuyan showed a surprised expression.
