Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and her dark eyes were filled with tears. They were clearly about to fall, but they were still stuck in her eyes. She raised her chin.
It seems that he is holding back the pain.
Su Miao's heart tightened and her chest felt uncomfortable.
But she knew that this was not the time to feel sorry for him, there was something she wanted to say clearly.
Su Miao quickly walked to the bathroom, took out a bath towel, and threw the towel over. The towel just covered Su Yuyan's head.
"Dry your hair."
Su Yuyan froze. He didn't understand what his mother meant.
Are you afraid that it will be troublesome if he catches a cold?
Or care?
If it is concern, why is my mother so cold?
If it had been before, his mother would have come over to comfort him when she saw him crying, and she would have shown a sad expression when she saw him crying.
Why isn't this happening now?
And why didn’t mom answer his question just now? Was he right?
You really don’t want him anymore, do you?
Thinking of this, Su Yuyan froze in place with discomfort.
It is indeed not so easy to accept losing something after you have gained it. There is no way to adapt to the life of no one caring about you anymore.
Seeing that he didn't move, Su Miao sighed softly, knowing that he was starting to think wildly again.
Raising children is a sin, especially raising such sensitive children.
In the end, Su Miao gave in. She walked over, stretched out her hands to rub his head, and wiped away the inconspicuous moisture on his head.
"Do you know why mom is angry?" He took off the bath towel and threw it on the sofa.
Su Yuyan raised his head and tried hard to hold back the tears, "Because I disobey."
"No." Su Miao shook her head, "Mom is not angry because you are disobedient, but because you failed to protect yourself and put yourself in danger."
"Have you ever thought about the consequences of jumping into the car? I can understand that when you saw your friend being kidnapped, you rushed in without even thinking about it." There was a pause in his tone.
"But you can definitely call your mother. If you call your mother, won't your mother care?"
Just ask.
As long as you ask, I will do everything I can to satisfy you.
Su Miao continued, "Did you know that when mom heard that something happened to you, her heart almost jumped out of her chest?"
How many times have I escaped from death, and I have never been so nervous at that time, but I was so upset because of this kid.
"Mom knows you are smart, but you are still just a child. If the other person is a little smarter, do you think your little cleverness can subdue the robber or anger the robber?"
At that time, she really wished she could fly and teleport. She was afraid that she would not be able to catch up in time, and she was even more afraid that he would be scared and injured.
Su Miao asked again, "Have you ever thought that your mother would be worried about you?"
"Do you know that it's because of you that Haishi was almost turned upside down today?"
Xiao Zeyan used people on the road.
Thank you for putting pressure on the police.
Jiubeifan used almost all his connections.
Xia Zhoujian even dispatched all the riders to participate.
As Su Yuyan listened to these words, his face turned pale and tears fell.
"Mom, Yanyan knows that she was wrong." Her voice was trembling.
Su Miao couldn't bear to turn her face away from him, "That's not the only thing you're wrong about."
Su Yuyan sobbed.
Is there anything else he did wrong?
Listening to the child's choked sobs, Su Miao felt more and more uncomfortable. She squatted down and put her hands on his shoulders, "Son, mother knows that you feel insecure, but there are some things that you should stop doing in moderation."
Su Yuyan's body stiffened slightly.
He doesn't understand.
"Can't you feel what your mother has been doing to you during this time?" Su Miao asked him seriously.
Su Yuyan murmured, "Mom is very good to me."
He could feel that his mother indulged him infinitely.
Su Miao nodded, "Since you know that your mother is good to you, why do you still distrust her so much?"
Su Yuyan was confused.
He didn't distrust his mother.
Seeing his confusion, Su Miao explained, "If you trust your mother, you won't tell her that she won't want you."
She knew from the beginning that this child was thoughtful and tried to control everything. He probably thought that this way he could keep his mother by his side forever.
I didn't talk about this before because I thought he was still young and it would make him feel a little more at ease. Let him go. Wait until he is a little older and he feels more secure before we can have a good talk with him.
She didn't really care anyway.
But now it seems that this problem cannot be postponed any longer and must be faced squarely.
After all, there is still no sense of security.
Su Yuyan blinked, and the ends of his eyes were obviously red.
"Son, you must understand that mother will never want you. Even if mother is angry with you, she is just angry. She will not want you because of anger or any reason."
She closed her hand slightly and squeezed his shoulder.
Su Yuyan finally stopped crying and fell again, "Really?"
Do you really not want him?
No matter what happens, you will never want him?
"Are you still doubting Mom?" Su Miao asked, "Is Mom so unworthy of your trust? Mom knows that she did something very bad in the past."
Su Miao solemnly said, "It's not like you can just say it's over. After all, it really happened. It did cause harm to your psychology. Mom is here to say sorry to you."
"Mom, I hope you won't continue to live with such insecurity. Please try to trust mom again."
There was a hint of pleading in his tone.
Su Yuyan stared into Su Miao's serious eyes, tears couldn't stop falling, and she couldn't help crying.
Su Miao held him in her arms distressedly, and his tears soaked Su Miao's shoulders. Su Miao was equally sad in her heart, and her bright eyes were slightly wet.
The little man in my arms cried until his whole body trembled. He was so small and so fragile.
For him, the past five years had been so cruel and painful, which made him become what he is now, and made him so insecure.
After crying for a long time, Su Miao pulled him out of her arms, stroked the end of his eyes with her soft fingertips, and said softly, "Okay, don't cry anymore."
However, the more this happened, the more Su Yuyan couldn't help crying.
Seeing this, Su Miao said, "It doesn't look good if you're crying."
Su Yuyan stopped for a moment.
No, it can’t look bad.
Mom likes good-looking people.
Su Miao herself didn't expect this sentence to be so clever. She almost couldn't hold it back, her red lips slightly hooked, but she quickly smoothed it out.
"Okay, go take a shower. What should you do if you catch a cold later?" Su Miao urged him to take a shower.
When it comes to getting caught in the rain, she thinks Xie Chen is quite talented.
My son was caught in the rain in the corner, sitting in the car by himself.
Fortunately, it was just a drizzle. If he got soaked by the heavy rain, he would definitely catch a cold. Su Yuyan's physical condition was not very good.
Although the flesh has grown slightly during this period, the bones can still be clearly felt when you touch the back.
Su Yuyan said "hmm" in a low voice.
At this moment, the cell phone that Su Miao had left on the bed rang.
The rapid ringing of the bell interrupted the warmth of the mother and son's heart-to-heart talk. The mother and son looked up at the same time.
