In a blink of an eye, July is coming to an end. I just opened Writer’s Assistant
Cue my fifth anniversary as a writer
To be honest, I felt a bit like I was suddenly in a daze.
I still can’t react at the moment. Five years have passed since I started writing the book.
It has been almost four years since I wrote this book.
Looking through my memory, it was really a long time ago at first.
But I haven’t finished a single book, I feel like I’m still a newbie
(laughing and crying)
Let’s not talk about these useless emotions. Let’s get back to the topic and summarize this month.
First of all, I have to say sorry to all my book friends.
There are 31 days in this month, and only half of the days have been updated, with a word count of over 30,000.
My lowest record ever
It’s actually the beginning of the third year. I’m really retreating step by step.
This level of garbage is simply impossible to accept in the eyes of other authors.
(wry smile)(melancholy)
Ha...I spent the whole of July wandering outside,
The first half of the month was in Chongqing, and the second half of the month was in Hebei.
Not having a place of my own to settle down, the feeling of being adrift
Very sad, very unhappy
The various rides and plane rides along the way made me exhausted.
Even after arriving at the place where I live, it is difficult to calm down and think comfortably in the coding environment.
Especially the half month in Chongqing, it almost heated me up.
I also had a cold due to this fever and had a cough for more than half a month before I recovered.
(In Hebei, my classmate saw that I had never played anything, so he just stayed in his staff dormitory all day long and always dragged me out)
All in all, various factors prevented me from putting my mind into the novel.
In addition, the inspiration and preparation for the North American volume were insufficient, and the writing was seriously stuck.
Every detail has to be thought of, and in order to express the feeling, I also use card text
I'm really sorry about that orz
He said that he tried hard to update in the next half month but failed to do so.
I'm really sorry (crying)
(apology)
I guess many book friends may be thinking that in this case, why don’t I just stay at home and focus on coding?
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Then it's still a common question.
My hometown is too small and too remote
There is nothing. It only takes more than half an hour to walk from this end of the city to Ma Tou. It is difficult to find a partner.
I am 24. I can no longer stay at home and immerse myself in writing novels all day long. I can stay with my parents and read novels.
I have to think about my future life
Where do I want to be, where do I want to go, where is the direction of my own life?
I was so confused in June (actually I am now) that I was worried about my life every night.
So I couldn't hold it in at home and ran out, and all my thoughts went out.
But it’s true that it affected the update. I’m really sorry.
[Conscience: Then you only had more than 40,000 words for a month at home, not much more?]
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I'm sorry (I cried loudly and felt ashamed) (I have no shame)
Finally, let me report on the itinerary. Today I am ready to pack my luggage and get rid of my classmates.
I will take the bus to Tangshan in the evening, and then go to Dalian tomorrow. I have already found a good house there with my friends.
I'll take the bus during the day tomorrow. I don't know if I can sign the contract at night.
I should be there for the remaining half year
I finally found a place to go for the time being, and I can temporarily suppress the anxiety in my heart that I am confused and have no direction in life.
Once you have a place of your own, you should be able to retreat for a while and meditate to code.
Let’s discuss plans to go out and find a girlfriend after that.
I am really tired of running around this month and want to spend some time at home.
That's pretty much it, and finally,
I am really ashamed of those book friends who support me,
Sorry for not being able to respond to your expectations...