Chapter 589: Wanting to protect and the feeling of wanting to protect
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"Why lie, why say such things against your will!"
Some kind of dissatisfaction, some kind of unhappiness, some kind of feeling that it shouldn't be like this,
Rang Ling watched Fang Ran shouting out her inner feelings. She pursed the corners of her upward lips, raised her light golden moist eyes and looked at Fang Ran who was still stupid and didn't know why she was so awkward:
"Fangran, you obviously can't bear to watch so many innocent people die in front of you! You can save them even if you want to save them! Why do you pretend to not care! Why do you stubbornly stay with me!"
"With the weapons you gave me, Haiji and Mullin, I can obviously protect myself, and you can always keep an eye on my situation. Even if I encounter any danger, you can appear in front of me instantly.
, you clearly told me before!"
The words of explanation suddenly became useless. Subconsciously, Fangran still regarded Ling of this era as a child who needed to be protected by him, forgetting that she was actually very smart.
Whether it was the use of future weapons that he taught her, or the fact that he accidentally said in a bragging tone that she could use the [Run Card] to teleport,
She clearly remembers,
His lies were exposed immediately.
"Because Fangran, you told me that there was someone you wanted to save that put me in danger in the future...?"
Fangran looked completely stunned, looking at the girl in front of him and not knowing what to say.
Ling is much smarter than he thought.
"Fangran, you idiot! Why do you take all the responsibility on yourself? Why do you think it must be your fault?"
Ling's clear eyes stared into Fangran's eyes, and the words she whispered were filled with crying distress, and the words she asked made him unable to answer,
Stunned, he thought of the ice sea in the North Pole, and Ling's eyes looking at him as well.
-'Whether I helped you or anyone else that night, it was my freedom. The grudge against Night Palace is my own business. Don't be pretentious and think it's because of you.'-
"Because what happens in the future is not your fault at all. Just let go of what you want to do, force yourself to stay with me, force yourself to pretend that you don't care. Then you are self-satisfied now!"
"That's not the Fangran I know, that kind of Fangran..."
The overflowing emotions finally turned into shimmering substance in the corners of her eyes. Ling's hands in her long sleeves grabbed the hem of her skirt. She lowered her head and finally explained in words why she suddenly got into trouble.
Biting her lip and feeling sorry for the young man, she held back the cry of grievance and said in a weak voice:
"I do not like."
My eyes widened, the moment I heard this sentence,
The mind is blank and lost in thinking.
Then a certain feeling that finally dawned on me slowly surged into that blank space, because my own incident on that hot night in the city led to Ling's crisis in the Arctic Sea of Ice.
It made Fangran blame himself and make him anxious. Even if he saw the scene just now, he forced himself to harden his heart and turn around and leave, putting Ling's safety first.
‘With the feeling of wanting to protect the important people’
'When you think this way, have you also considered the feelings of the person you want to protect?'
I feel sad for him, I feel aggrieved because he pretends not to care, I feel like I want to protect him while being protected by him,
Looking at the girl holding the hem of her skirt and pursed her lips tightly, even though there were tears in the corners of her wronged eyes, she still stared at herself stubbornly,
Fangran finally understood why Ling didn't tell him when she left...
He slowly closed his eyes. The moment he thought of the answer, he also felt aggrieved and distressed.
In order to protect your daily life.
"Sorry...I'm too stupid..."
"There are many things...I don't understand..."
He opened his eyes again. From the moment he rushed out of the bonfire party at Beijing University to the end of sinking into the ice sea, all the anxiety, restlessness, self-blame, regret, and all the emotions that weighed on his heart,
They all seemed to be released at the moment they heard the words of the girl in front of them,
Fangran lowered his eyes and spoke softly, looking weak and tired.
"But thank you, Ling."
But this time he smiled, not pretending.
It was the smile that disappeared from daily life from the moment I rushed out of the campus gate.
"I learned something very important and almost made a mistake on something."
With such a restless mood, even returning to that ice sea would be impossible.
He couldn't help but stretched out his hand and hugged the girl in front of him tightly. Just like that rainy night in Milan, this time he felt warmth and relief.
His eyes were hot, and he rubbed the girl's hair vigorously,
After a long absence, Fangran felt the usual relaxation again.
With wishful thinking and the determination not to think about why Ling did what he did, he distorted his thoughts and even did things that he could never imagine in the past...
You are not Night Crow, nor are you some ruthless A-level big shot...
Fangran, you... almost don't look like yourself anymore.
Heat continued to gather in the eye sockets, and the sobs that wanted to cry were brewing in the throat. The urge to cry that had been hidden under all the pressure since the night of the bonfire party was finally swept away.
"It doesn't matter, Fangran..."
Ling also stretched out her hands and hugged his back. Tears welled up for some reason. She bit her lips and choked out the words that Fang Ran always comforted her.
"You can definitely take the future me back. If you ignore you... don't tell you... if you are very mean to you, then it must be just me making trouble... you hug me... then I will definitely
I will listen carefully to your explanation..."
"Um..."
Fangran laughed out loud for some reason. Fangran let go of Ling and wiped away her tears. Then the Night Patrol, which seemed to have grown much taller, slowly appeared on his body.
Watching the girl's moist eyes slowly filled with darkness, she couldn't help but laugh softly.
"I just don't know if I'll be so stupid, can't speak, and don't understand the girl's thoughts very well. Because I've hid a lot of things and made you so angry, Ling, will you be able to speak properly..."
She raised her long sleeves and grabbed a corner of his night patrol cloak with her slender hands. The girl with reddish eyes raised her head and spoke seriously with light golden pupils:
"Don't speak ill of my important people."
Wearing a huge dark cloak, the moment her black eyes widened slightly, the girl quickly let go of his clothes, then pursed her lips and added:
"Also, Fangran, you have to promise me to come back soon."
Leng Ran's stunned look was broken by this sentence, and all the suppressed worries and anxieties miraculously disappeared.
A heartfelt sense of relaxation and a long-lost feeling of omnipotence surged out of Fangran's heart. He waved his hand to summon Mullin and let him jump onto Ling's shoulder.
"What do you need to say? Your Majesty Queen, don't forget,"
A confident and cheerful smile aroused in the young man who bowed his head slightly. The black hair on his forehead was blown wantonly by the wind. It was not an explosion of being pushed to the limit, nor was it the determination of cold thoughts.
Probably because he was as carefree and high-spirited as in that scene in the capital!
His black eyes glowed, and the emotions in his heart turned into words of promise. The second before the dark figure took off and turned back, Fangran took a deep breath, as if he was joking in normal times.