"Everyday, if he has a mother, his mother can take care of him, but he has no mother anymore. This is something he cannot choose, but he can still choose to live a good life. Look, he knows that you don't like him,
Right?" Bai Xi guided softly.
"I think he should know that he kept saying that I was pretending something. I hesitated whether to pretend anymore. I think it was very hard to pretend." Tiantian said frankly, looking at Bai Xi innocently with his eyes wide open.
"He knows you don't like him, but he still takes the initiative to come to our house. It's a last resort, but it's the best choice. He is still very strong, because some things are inevitable and have happened, so he can only face them.
It is very good to say, saying that you don’t think about the past and don’t fear the future.” Bai Xi said patiently.
"So, mom, are you asking me to accept the fact that he came to our house?" Tiantian asked with a frown.
Bai Xi's eyes became deeper and darker. "It is to accept that anything that has happened has happened. What can be done is to live actively, and to adjust your mentality to the best, accept it, and not to be wronged.
, don’t complain, don’t make things difficult, don’t force, don’t force, and redefine what you want, what you can work hard and grasp."
Tiantian scratched his head and sighed helplessly.
"Mom, I'm only six years old. I don't understand what you said, but if you want to accept him, as your daughter, I can only reluctantly agree to it, but in the future,
We have to fight wits and courage more, mom, you will love me more, right? I am your biological daughter." Tiantian asked with some fear and concern.
"I love you, and dad loves you too. You don't have to worry about this love. It's always there, forever. Even if your parents die, the love for you has not changed." Bai Xi said confidently.
Tiantian sighed again. "Okay, mom, can you arrange him on the first floor? If there is a room on the first floor, my mother-in-law can take better care of him."
Bai Xi saw Tiantian's aggrieved expression and knew that she was unwilling to accept it.
"Okay, I'll arrange him on the first floor."
He raised his eyebrows every day. "Then I can't go on now. I'm going to study and practice martial arts. I still have to practice secretly, so he can't find out."
Bai Xi nodded, "Do you want to eat fruit? I'll bring it to you later."
I shook my head every day, "I have no appetite to eat fruits, I want to adjust my mood and think about my life.
"Wait early?"
I sat on the bed every day and lay down, "I still won't exercise today, I'm not in the mood to exercise anymore. I'm going to bed later, Mom, good night."
Bai Xi knew Tiantian was unwilling to do so, but she inexplicably agreed to Gu Lingyue, and she had a headache, and she still had something to do not solve.
She had to discuss it with Zuo Si.
She went next door to Tiantian and called Zuo Si.
"Madam, the matter has been resolved. Kim So-ri has been shot. Most of Kim So-ri's subordinates have also been arrested. A small number of them have become rats crossing the street. They have been wanted by the whole world. They have no time to take care of themselves and the virus has been destroyed.
,This matter finally came to an end. "Zuo Si said happily.
"Well, it's good news, but there is another important thing. I want to discuss it with you. You must make sure that there is no one around you." Bai Xi reminded.
Zuo Si heard Bai Xi's voice solemnly and became serious, "There is no one around, it's very safe. What does the lady want to say."
"Ji Chenling said, if I die, he will be with me and will not leave me so lonely alone. Do you know about this?" Bai Xi asked.
Zuo Si paused. "I want to ask about the results of the research. Maybe the antidote can be developed within one year."
"What if you can't find the antidote within one year? No one can change the decision Ji Chenling made. He is very stubborn. You should know this very well."
Zuo Si was silent.
He has never known love, nor has he understood it, and he has never even talked about love. He has not understood what it feels like to be with life and death, and what it is like to be together in life and death.
reason.
"In fact, there is a way, which is to make Ji Chenling no longer love me. In that way, even if I die, he will not feel anything. Even if he has feelings, he will not be impulsive or irrational behavior." Bai Xi said in a deep voice
road.
"What do madam want me to do?" Zuo Si asked the key point.
"Ji Chenling said that this week I will restore my previous memory. I don't know if this surgery will be successful. I don't want it to be successful. My past and I are too vigorous, too deep into my bone marrow, and too heartache. But, I hope, I can continue
I have checked the information about him. By using electric shock, he can prevent the extraction of my memories. He can forget mine again." Bai Xi said.
"You want me to do something?"
"You can ask Fu Lijun to help you. After all, they are the best friends. With his help, he will get twice the result with half the effort. Let him take Ji Chenling away in the name of business for half a year or a year. Anyway, he has projects all over the world, and he will leave for a year.
It is normal for half a year. At that time, even if he thinks about anything, his feelings for me will fade. He will understand that you are for his own good." Bai Xi said seriously.
"What about that day?" Zuo Si asked.
"Tiantian." Bai Xi hesitated for a moment, "I am worried that when I put it next to Ji Chenling at the beginning, Ji Chenling would guess who Tiantian's mother was, but it doesn't matter, because he doesn't remember it, so he doesn't have that deep relationship.
But I can't show up. I want to take it for half a year to a year first, and then hand it over to Ji Chenling. Can you see?"
"Many people know your relationship with President Ji, and, soon, it will be President Ji's birthday. I don't think this matter can be hidden." Zuo Si said worriedly.
"If you can't hide it, you can't hide it. He doesn't remember me. Just say that it is the sequelae after jumping into the cliff. Even if I meet him, I will deliberately alienate him. Zuo Si, you also hope that he will live well.
Right?" Bai Xi's eyes were slightly red.
"But what about you, are you fighting the disease alone? You are too lonely alone, you still have to take care of Tiantian. Bai Xi, you are so kind, it shouldn't be the result of this." Zuo Si said with pain in Bai Xi.
Bai Xi's eyes became redder, she raised her smile slightly, and her voice became more restrained and firm, "Zuo Si, for me, my lover lives better, is my wish and hope. In this year, I
I will live well, live a wonderful life, and live a solid life. Don’t worry about me, you will help me, right?"