She felt the kindness he hoped she would live a good life.
One hundred million.
How many people dream of it, how many people struggle for it will never make a profit in their lifetime.
Even if many women abandon their conscience, they would never have money, but they gave it to her like this.
If it is not moved, it is impossible.
Human thinking structure is too complicated.
Because of one thing, one can hate someone.
I also like someone because of one thing.
In the long river of time in the future, you can love someone first, and slowly turn into disgust.
You can also hate someone first and become like someone.
And her thoughts are wandering around between true and false, imagination and reality.
Actually, what she knew was that Ji Chenling was going to break up because it was impossible to be with her.
During the two nights on the rooftop, her heart felt like it was torn apart in pain, and she was addicted to the tsunami, feeling uncontrollable.
Five years ago, she saw a psychologist. The psychologist said a way to treat a broken heart: don’t think about his goodness, the grief after losing him and the good things after losing him, think about his badness after losing him.
Good.
She deliberately thought Ji Chenling was very bad in her thoughts, which was bad enough to make her disgust and give up.
Over and over again, constantly convince yourself, constantly remind yourself, constantly hint yourself, and know that you fainted.
She finally convinced herself.
But the facts are in front of you.
She knew he was good.
The better he was, the greater the pain the broken heart would have caused to her.
My emotions became a little excited again, and the fog filled my eyes.
"Xiao Xi, are you okay? What's wrong?" Xu Yan asked worriedly.
Bai Xi calmed down and smiled, but tears didn't control themselves and rolled down, saying, "There are four stages of love breakup. At the beginning, the disbelief, the subsequent anger, and then the self-blame, the final
Depression, secretly hurt, as long as you pass these four stages, you will accept reality, slowly come out, and live again. Time can fade all sadness and sadness, just a process, I'm fine."
Bai Xi's tears were even more fierce, "You eat first, I'll wash my face."
Xu Yan looked at Bai Xi standing up, feeling distressed, looked at Han Ningxi, who was also feeling distressed, got up, followed Bai Xi to the bathroom, and hugged Bai Xi behind her back.
"I'm sorry, I don't know you're so sad, and you're out for a date happily." Xu Yan apologized.
"It's okay. A love breakup can only be adjusted by yourself. If you can't listen to other people's words, you can be happy and I can feel better." Bai Xi turned around to comfort Xu Yan, raised her smile, and cried
Still flowing.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying all the time?" Xu Yan wiped Bai Xi's tears with a tissue.
"I don't know." Bai Xi took the paper in Xu Yan's hand. "I felt so deep and uncomfortable, it was okay."
"It's okay, Xiaoxi, don't bear anything in your heart. Although I can't help you, I'm definitely a good listener. Moreover, I will never betray you, I swear." Xu Yan said.
What she knew was that Xu Yan would not betray her.
She wants to be with Ji Chenling!
But what's the use of saying this?
They can't be together.
She knew it, and Ji Chenling knew it too.
"I want to stay alone for a while, is that OK? Just ten minutes to help take care of Tiantian." Bai Xi said with red eyes.
"You still don't want to say it, forget it, I'll go out. I'll go out to see Tiantian." Xu Yan went out and helped Bai Xi close the door.
I looked at the kitchen worriedly every day, pouting, and not even eating cakes.
She saw Xu Yan coming out and asked, "What's wrong with my mother? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"Your mother is a female warrior. She is fine, but her stomach is a little uncomfortable. It will be fine in a while. Eat it first every day." Xu Yan said, sitting opposite Tiantian, holding her chin, and looking at Tiantian thoughtfully.
"You accompany Tiantian, I'll go down to buy carrots and apples." Han Ningxi said.
"Thank you, my dear." Xu Yan said sweetly.
Tiantian also imitated Xu Yan's appearance and said to Han Ningxi: "Thank you, my dear."
Han Ningxi raised her smile and turned around and went out.
Ten minutes later, Bai Xi came out of the bathroom with red eyes.
"Mom." Tiantian shouted, wiped his hands with paper and ran to Bai Xi.
Press his hand on Bai Xi's belly.
"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, my mother's stomach doesn't hurt, and it will get better immediately." Tiantian made a wish.
Bai Xi gently touched Tiantian's head and smiled and said, "Mom no longer hurts."
Xu Yan looked at Bai Xi.
Bai Xi is really acting like nothing is wrong now.
"Let's have a meal." Xu Yan said.
"Um."
afternoon
The four of them went to the zoo to play.
have a good time.
Especially the interaction with monkeys.
When I came out of the zoo, it was past five o'clock.
"Yan, please help me take care of Tiantian tonight. I made an appointment with Song Zhenhai and I will go to court tomorrow and see you again in advance."
"No problem, and I'll take a leave tomorrow. The people from your in-laws' family were not human. I'll prevent them from bullying you." Xu Yan said.
"I'll have a rest tomorrow, and I'll drive you there." Han Ningxi said.
"Thank you." Bai Xi was moved, "I'll treat you to dinner at noon."
"I want to have a seafood buffet." Xu Yan said with a smile.
"Okay." Bai Xi agreed readily.
On the way to meet Song Zhenhai
Bai Xi called Long Youfei, "Hello, I'm Bai Xi."
"I know, what's wrong?"
"After I came back, I thought for a long time. Mr. Long gave me a good opportunity and a lot of salary. It was beyond my reach. However, you also know the relationship between Ji Chenling and I. If I asked me to deal with him, I will give up.
If you can't do it, maybe one day you will be soft-hearted and tell him your plan. I'm sorry for your kindness of knowing you, so..."
"So you want to quit?" Long Youfei interrupted Bai Xi's words.
"Sorry, but I have made up my mind to return all my salary and the money you gave me tomorrow. If possible, please give me an account, or should I return it to your previous account?" Bai Xi said calmly.
Long Youfei pursed his lips on the other end, remained silent for a while, and said unhappily: "I hope you think clearly."
"I have been thinking about it for a long time. If you work with you, you will definitely meet Ji Chenling. I am not the one who is actively facing it. Leaving is the best for me." Bai Xi said seriously.
"You... you... you swear to be a good person yesterday, but today you will change your mind. Are you the sky in June?" Long Youfei said unhappily.
"I originally thought that I was a trustworthy and positive person, but today I saw myself clearly. It seems that I have always been thunder and rain. Moreover, I often talk big, promised, guaranteed, and also.
I've never been able to do it. Sorry, I'll hang up first, you have a good rest." After Bai Xi said that, he didn't give Long Youfei a chance to speak, so he hung up the phone.