"Long Youfei, the future is hard to say. I don't want to worry too much. I just want to live a good life and make the current choice. If I don't be with Ji Chenling, I don't have much meaning to live. Although I don't know, are you real?
My love, even if it is true, I can't afford it. From the day Ji Chenling jumped off the cliff, my heart has been tied to him." Bai Xi said.
Until today, she still felt aching when she remembered the scene when Ji Chenling jumped off the cliff.
"He jumped off the cliff not for you, but for the antidote, and was dormant. He waited for an opportunity. Do you know how much he did in a year? You put people in and ruined our efforts over the past years
, Ji Chenling is not the kind of simple person you think." Long Youfei said.
"He has never been a simple person. When he was in S country, he designed everything and prepared both hands. In order to get the antidote, he also prepared both hands. I had been uncomfortable before and felt uncomfortable.
I felt that I was just a chess piece, which was a fuel to the fire. Because this emotion made me feel very sad for a while, because I was too sad, and I called you as a stranger, because no one wanted to be designed, especially
The pain of the beloved person is many times more than it can be added to the heart.” Bai Xi said.
"Then you still choose to stay by his side?" Long Youfei asked back.
"But, in the calculation, whether there is love, I have seriously thought about this question. He drove An Xin away for me. This weight is heavy enough. Who is An Xin? I know all of him.
An Xin is very important to him, isn’t he? But to him, I should be a person more important than An Xin.” Bai Xi said.
"I'm not a person who only listens to sweet words. I see this person's behavior and behavior. Back then, he and..." Bai Xi choked up, "Dong Manqin. I don't like his ambiguous way of dealing with it. You
It should be clear, too."
"I shouldn't have contacted Dong Manqin so quickly. If she were alive, maybe you and Ji Chenling would have separated at that time." Long Youfei regretted it.
"It's hard to say. If you feel sad, you will give up. If you give up for a long time, this person will come out of your heart. Isn't this the heart of the human heart? You were trying to get rid of Ji Chenling and Dong Manqin's brother,
Is it? If I guess correctly, Dong Manqin’s brother is already yours now, right?" Bai Xi asked.
"Well." Long Youfei replied, very upset. If he knew that one day he would fall in love with Bai Xi, he would not only not let Dong Manqin die, but he would also help Dong Manqin provoke it. In that case, Bai
Xi left Ji Chenling, would it be possible that she fell in love with him?
"Are you sure Ji Chenling will love you forever?" Long Youfei asked.
"Unsure, as you said, I may only live for one or two years. The future is too far away and I may not be able to wait, but I am sure he likes me now. He works with you, whether it is for Sheng Saiguang,
It was for me that I really saved me. I just watched the ending, right?" Bai Xi asked back.
Long Youfei suddenly felt that it was boring. He liked Bai Xi's steadfastness, but this steadfastness is harder than steel and cannot be chewed by human teeth.
Time and time again, to be honest, he was desperate.
As Bai Xi said, if you are too despair, you will be more disappointed. If you are too disappointed, you will give up. If you give up for a long time, the person will come out of your heart.
Because he liked her, he had already been dragging himself down, because he liked her, he had been too merciful, because he liked her, he had been irrational for a long time.
"Bai Xi, from today on, I will not like you anymore. Even if you come and beg me a year later, my conditions are no longer for you to stay by my side." Long Youfei said coldly, and he raised his head.
There is no warmth or enthusiasm in the corners of the mouth and eyes.
This kind of look was like when they first met, he was just a simple hunter, ruthless, cold-blooded, and bloodthirsty.
While Bai Xi felt cold in her heart, she was also a little lucky and felt relieved.
"Let's talk about it in a year. It's too long and there are too many dreams. Everyone still doesn't know what the situation will be in a year. If you don't ask for his business, I'll close the door." Bai Xi said coldly.
"Bai Xi, you have never given me warmth." Long Youfei said coldly.
"What you gave me is cruel again and again. Since you forced Ji Chen off the cliff, you can't be a friend to me. The destined ending is so destined, why struggle?" Bai Xi said lightly.
"You could have turned me into a good person. However, I think it's better to be a ruthless and unrighteous bad person. At least your heart won't hurt. It's too aggrieved to be a good person." Long Youfei said deeply.
"In fact, good people are only when you want to be bad people. What others ask you to be is not from the bottom of your heart. Even if you have been a good person for me for the time being, how long can you love me? Wait until
The relationship fades. Do you want to be a bad person or a bad person, right?” Bai Xi said calmly.
"Maybe, I don't have the chance to be a good person anyway." Long Youfei placed the gift bag in his hand at Bai Xi's door.
When I put down the gift bag, I felt empty, a little chilled, bored, a little lonely, and a little indescribable loneliness and loneliness.
However, he also understood that there was no way, the human heart was the most difficult thing to master, especially for a steadfast woman like Bai Xi.
The eyes slowly became thin and cold, as if the coldness was frozen for thousands of miles.
He called out and "go as planned."
At half past ten
Xu Yan came over.
"Xiao Xi." Xu Yan entered the kitchen as soon as she arrived, "What delicious food did you prepare for me at noon?"
"Broccoli tomato shredded pork." Bai Xi said.
"Brochures and tomatoes are all for weight loss. I like them, but shredded pork?" Xu Yan hesitated.
"You also need to supplement protein, otherwise you will have to eat five kilograms in the future and your physical condition will be even worse." Bai Xi suggested.
"I think you're right. If you arrange nutritious meals for me every day in the future, I don't have to worry about getting fat." Xu Yan sighed.
"I can send you the recipe every day. How about the place you go to the hospital for examination?" Bai Xi asked while cutting tomatoes.
Xu Yan raised her eyebrows. "I am walking upright, standing upright, and sitting steadily. I am a virgin. I know very well what I am afraid of. But Xiao Xi, is it a woman? Is it a protective film? Is it a man?