Jiang Zhi didn't know what illness Jiang Suining had, but he had heard that it wasn't very good.
She had no intention of staying in the hospital longer, nor did she intend to inquire about Jiang Suining. Jiang Zhi had always turned a blind eye to people she hated.
The scorching sun was high outside the hospital, and Jiang Zhi took a taxi back to Shen's house.
In the next few days, Shen Luyan did not come back, and she had no contact with him.
Mrs. Shen called her son twice, but she only heard him say that he was busy with something.
Mrs. Shen was naturally dissatisfied. Before the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, this man was already so busy that he was nowhere to be seen. He didn't even return home. "Can't you do it without the company?"
Shen Luyan has been in the hospital for a few days. He stayed up for half the night last night. His eyes were red and blood lines were obvious. He rubbed his temples that were a little swollen and painful, "Mom, I'll be back tomorrow."
Mrs. Shen was still dissatisfied, and continued to babble: "It's hard for you and Ah Zhi to take such a few days off. You should spend more time with her."
If his mother hadn't mentioned it, Shen Luyan had almost forgotten about Jiang Zhi, and he had never thought of her these days.
Shen Luyan said patiently, "Okay."
After hanging up the phone, Shen Luyan went to the ward again.
Jiang Suining did not stay in the hospital bed obediently, but lay on the window sill, with the window open and the cold wind blowing in. The hospital gown on her body was empty, making her look particularly thin.
Shen Luyan walked over and closed the window without saying a word.
Jiang Suining turned around and saw his tense and cold face, his expression was stern, and his eyes were deep and cold, but she was not afraid of him at all. Instead, she laughed, "Shen Luyan, are you angry?"
Shen Luyan put down his lunch and looked at her coldly, "You went abroad to treat a disease for two years, and you have ruined your health when you come back? If so, I won't stop you."
In fact, Jiang Suining is still not used to Shen Luyan talking to her like this.
Shen Luyan was actually very accommodating to her in the past. He was not as aloof as the rumors said. He was even very approachable and had no airs at all.
He always smiled generously at her.
He also makes fun of her.
Not very angry.
Funny, humorous, and as bright as the sun.
As if he was born to be the proud son of heaven.
Such a person is willing to fall for her, even if she steals someone else's love, she is reluctant to let go.
Jiang Suining quickly surrendered, "I didn't mean it, I just stayed in the hospital for too long and was too bored."
As she spoke, her eyes turned red, and tears like pearls fell down.
For a moment, the pear blossoms were covered with rain, and they cried to moisten everything silently.
Shen Luyan watched her cry quietly, still feeling a little depressed. He handed her a napkin and said, "I'm sorry, I just spoke in a too strong tone."
Forget it, she was not in good health to begin with.
The two years abroad were definitely not without hardships.
Jiang Suining didn't show any pretense, wiped away her tears and started eating. She started to ask again: "Shen Luyan, will I die?"
Shen Luyan paused for a second, "No."
Jiang Suining raised his red eyes, "What if my condition worsens and I die?"
He was silent for a while, and Jiang Suining sniffed, "Will you be sad about my death?"
Shen Luyan pursed his lips and repeated what he just said: "You won't die."
Now that the condition is under control, it will not get worse so easily.
Jiang Suining's face dropped, her thin and white face looked particularly weak and pitiful. She knew that Shen Luyan no longer loved her as much as before, and she could not allow his heart to turn to the other side.
She would not just watch Shen Luyan fall in love with Jiang Zhi.
She won't give him up either.
Jiang Suining felt that she was a born actor, and her tear glands were like equipped with a switch that could be turned on or off whenever she wanted. She raised her wet eyes again, "It's something that even doctors can't be sure about."
She gripped his sleeves with all her strength, her thumb joints turned white, "I don't want to die, Shen Luyan, I can't let you go."
Shen Luyan looked at her increasingly thin face and couldn't bear to push her away. He paused for a few seconds and then lowered his tone, "Then listen to the doctor and take good medicine."
"I won't ignore you."
This is the promise Shen Luyan made to her.
Jiang Suining's eyes were blurred by tears. Half of these tears were sincere. She asked: "Is it because you still love me, or because I have saved you before?"
This answer is not that important to Jiang Suining.
But she just wanted to ask.
Is it love or repayment.
Is it because I never forget it, or because I feel guilty.
The other hand hidden under the quilt started recording quietly.
Shen Luyan did not answer her.
He knows it in his heart whether he loves it or not.
Jiang Suining couldn't laugh very hard, his silence had already indicated a lot of things.
Some relationships have come to an end long ago.
It doesn't matter, she won't let Jiang Zhi have an easy time.
Jiang Suining lowered his face, his voice was very soft and a little broken, "They should all be there."
Shen Luyan looked at her pale and almost transparent face, and the remaining unbearable feeling was probably on her. He said "hmm", which was a comfort to her.
Shen Luyan still remembered the whipping she had thrown at him to block him.
The kidnappers almost killed her.
She was suffering from a high fever and lay in his arms. Her tears were about to wet his clothes. The sound from her hoarse throat due to illness was not pleasant. While she was crying, she asked him if she would die.
She asked him to help her take care of her family.
When he was unconscious, he said his surname was Jiang over and over again.
Let him find her.
Shen Luyan will never forget those half months, so he can't be cruel to her.
Jiang Suining's tears fell on the back of his hands, "Shen Luyan, I don't want to use my savior to kidnap you, but don't abandon me, okay? Please."
She kept saying that she would not use her past kindness to kidnap him.
In fact, there was no way out for him.
Jiang Suining is smart. From the moment she took over Jiang Zhi's identity without hesitation, she has been doing it step by step.
Shen Luyan said: "Okay."
Jiang Suining wiped away her tears with the back of her hand. She wanted to tell Shen Luyan not to fall in love with Jiang Zhi or like her.
But to put it bluntly, it’s off-putting.
Jiang Suining raised the corners of his lips, "There is something I haven't told you for fear of ruining the relationship between you and Secretary Jiang."
The last sentence she said was strange.
Shen Luyan's eyebrows moved slightly, and Jiang Suining continued: "Do you still remember that one-eyed monster doll?"
"What's wrong?"
"I feel like she should like you quite a lot." Jiang Suining smiled: "It was stolen once in the second semester of my senior year of high school. I didn't find out until two days after she took it away that it was her."
Shen Luyan maintained a frightening silence.
Jiang Suining continued: "Didn't she go to see you at that time?"
After a long time, Shen Luyan said: "No."
Jiang Suining was a little surprised. She thought Jiang Zhi would be angry at her for taking her credit and taking away the person she liked.
Shen Luyan helped her tuck in the quilt and said, "Have a good rest and you will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."
Jiang Suining agreed, watched him leave, and sent the recording with him just now to Jiang Zhi's mobile phone.
——"Is it because you love me, or because of the grace of saving your life?"