Over the years, what Shen Luyan has heard the most is that others call him a cold-blooded animal, ruthless and ruthless, capable of being cruel to anyone.
But he is not without any human emotions.
There were some things that he couldn't forget. It was Jiang Suining who saved his life. It was she who brought him out of the abandoned factory. It was she who took care of him while crying when he was about to die.
He couldn't just watch Jiang Suining die in front of him, and he didn't want her to take any risks.
Shen Luyan could only say sorry to Jiang Zhi now.
He held her hand and pressed it against his face. He couldn't help but wonder why her hand couldn't seem to get warm. It was still so cold after so long.
She took a sedative, but her sleep was still restless.
The subconscious curled up the body and shrank itself up.
Jiang Zhi had a long, long dream. In the dream, she was still a four or five-year-old girl, the apple of her family's eye.
Grandpa and grandma called her babyishly.
Her uncle let her ride on his shoulders and took her home from the kindergarten. She threw herself into her mother's arms and hugged her neck and refused to let go.
The mother gently touched her face and asked, "Why is the baby so clingy all of a sudden?"
The younger uncle laughed and said, "I treated a little boy as my little sister in the kindergarten. She got angry and refused to play with her."
Mother couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled, "Are you shy?"
She buried her face and refused to speak.
The younger uncle insisted on pinching her little face: "She wants someone to be her Prince Charming. That little boy doesn't seem to be from Nancheng."
The mother couldn't help laughing, "Zhibao, isn't he good-looking?"
She blushed and nodded shyly.
The mother touched her hair and said, "It doesn't matter, our baby will have a more handsome prince charming than him in the future."
The dream goes further and further away, and the people in the dream disappear one by one.
She tried hard to hold them tightly, but she only caught broken glass in her palms, and her hands were covered with blood.
She woke up vaguely and raised her hand to touch her face, but found that she couldn't move her hand and was caught in the palm of her hand.
She twitched her thumb, but she alerted the man sitting beside the bed.
Shen Luyan's voice sounded like he had just woken up from sleep, hoarse and lazy: "Are you awake?"
Jiang Zhi blinked and looked at her surroundings.
Oh, it turns out she's not dead.
Even though she slept for a long time, she was still very tired and didn't want to say anything.
Shen Luyan didn't seem to notice her coldness: "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Jiang Zhi avoided his gaze and lowered her eyelids silently. She couldn't muster the energy and still didn't want to talk.
Shen Luyan pursed his lips silently, and he held her hand harder, "Why don't you speak?"
Jiang Zhi is not losing her temper, she is just too tired.
She said: "A little tired."
Shen Luyan agreed: "As long as it's not uncomfortable."
For a long while, neither of them spoke.
Jiang Zhi turned his face silently and looked out the window.
She felt that the obsession she had persisted for so long seemed meaningless.
——"Let Suining go."
These four words kept drilling into her mind.
I suffered severe pain in my left ear and temporarily lost my hearing.
She couldn't remember it anymore.
She thought she should give up too.
She wants to divorce Shen Luyan.
But will Shen Luyan agree? If he doesn't agree, she will indeed
She can't afford the liquidated damages, which are close to astronomical amounts for her.
Eight figures, maybe she will never make this money in her life.
Jiang Zhi thought a lot, and the more he thought about it, the more his head hurt.
Shen Luyan suddenly broke the silence, "You have slept all day, are you hungry?"
Jiang Zhi shook her head. She wasn't hungry and couldn't eat.
She slowly sat up from the bed. The back of her head hurt. She frowned and took a breath of air.
Shen Luyan's expression was quite solemn. He squeezed her fingers tightly until the joints turned white. He asked, "Where do you feel the pain?"
Last night she kept complaining about pain.
The tears stopped flowing until late at night.
Jiang Zhi was very curious, would Shen Luyan still care about her pain?
She couldn't tell, all the joints in her body were hurting, her heart was hurting, her head was hurting, and the most painful thing was her left ear.
She grabbed the sheets under her body and said, "I don't feel any pain."
Shen Luyan didn't quite believe it, "Really? Don't be brave."
His voice was neither soft nor serious, but Jiang Zhi heard it a little vaguely. She didn't know what Shen Luyan was thinking, and why he could still treat her as if nothing had happened.
Jiang Zhi felt that Shen Luyan had a calm cruelty. Did he treat her as a person who could cry and be in pain? Is her life so worthless?
Jiang Zhi had many questions to ask him, but he swallowed them all as soon as they came to his lips. There was nothing to ask.
Shen Luyan was right no matter what, because he just didn't love her.
"Really." She replied weakly. Her face was pale and her complexion looked not good. She asked, "Is Jiang Suining okay?"
After waiting for a while, Shen Luyan said: "I was a little frightened, it's nothing serious."
Jiang Zhi nodded, not surprised, "That's good."
Shen Luyan didn't know what she meant by good things. He felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, as if she would leave him forever before long.
He doesn't like this feeling of being out of control.
He could also guess what she was thinking.
Shen Luyan raised his hand to straighten her broken hair, his fingertips resting on her cheek. She fell asleep last night, so maybe she didn't hear him.
He said again: "I'm sorry."
gave up on her.
I can only apologize.
No regrets.
Jiang Zhi has heard many people say sorry to her, but these three words have long been worthless to her.
The words "I'm sorry" can't change anything.
Jiang Zhi thought for a while and said, "Mr. Shen, can you stop talking about this?"
She really didn't want to hear it.
She wants a divorce.
When Jiang Zhi fell from a cliff more than ten meters high, Jiang Zhi's world was all gray and white, and the world behind his eyes lost its color and brilliance inch by inch.
There is nothing more painful than being pushed out by the person you love most.
Shen Luyan didn't allow her to hide, and held her chin forcefully, forcing her to raise her face to face him, "I know you blame me in your heart, it doesn't matter, just hate it."
Jiang Zhi frowned. It felt uncomfortable to be controlled. She didn't like this. There was a huge disparity in strength and she had no power to fight back.
Shen Luyan never disdains telling lies, "But even if I were asked to choose again, I can't leave Suining behind."