Shen Luyan's words are not unkind. That's just the way he is. When he's unhappy, what he says doesn't sound good.
Although Jiang Zhi is used to it, he still feels uncomfortable hearing such harsh words.
She endured it and didn't want to argue with him.
Shen Luyan suppressed the sneer at the corner of his mouth, returned to his expressionless face, pursed the corners of his cold lips, stared at her indifferently, and whispered softly: "Everything has a reason."
Jiang Zhi had already thought of her words before knocking on the door. Her desire to move out was not just a whim.
This month, the pull and entanglement with him became deeper and deeper, and those feelings that I shouldn't have grew crazily in my heart.
She doesn't want to love him so much that she can't help herself and has no dignity.
I don’t want to feel so painful when I finally leave.
She wanted to slowly, bit by bit, uproot him from her heart.
She can't fall into his trap again.
Jiang Zhi thought for a moment: "I think living in a villa is a bit too far, and it's not convenient for daily travel. And I think Mr. Shen and I should have more private space."
She and Shen Luyan should have met less in private.
They are not a real couple, so why bother pretending to be real.
Shen Luyan said coldly: "I don't need it."
He put down the pen in his hand and settled it on the table, making a loud noise. The man's cold eyes were deep and cold, and he looked at her more like a ruthless inspection, "Do you think separation is not divorce?"
Jiang Zhi was still too optimistic. He originally thought that Shen Luyan would readily agree to her request and there would be no loss for him.
Her explanation sounded feeble: "I didn't think so."
Well, she did have this idea of luck.
Maybe after moving out, she would only need to spare one or two days a month, no more than three or four days at most, to meet Shen Luyan's needs. After all, she only played a role in meeting his physiological needs.
Although Shen Luyan occasionally asks for too much, on average the number of times per week is quite restrained.
Her life was not that sad.
Jiang Zhi lowered his eyelashes: "My home is too far from the hospital, so it's really inconvenient."
Shen Luyan asked back: "Didn't you hire a nurse?"
Jiang Zhi whispered: "I want to spend more time with my mother."
She wanted to move, which was really not a big deal to Shen Luyan. But he didn't want to agree, and still wanted to trap her and put her under his nose.
Shen Luyan glanced at her expression and circled around the words again. He didn't say it too harshly, "Where do you want to move to?"
Jiang Zhi hadn't made up his mind yet and looked at several houses online.
The rent is not too expensive, and the conditions seem pretty good. One bedroom and one living room are more than enough for her to live alone.
"A place closer to the hospital." After careful consideration, she whispered.
Shen Luyan looked at her for a long time, his attitude was not as tough as at the beginning, and he had to be tight and loose when flying a kite. He thought that he married her not long after she graduated. To put it bluntly, she had never experienced the hardships in society. .
I didn’t know that finding a house to move to is a very troublesome thing.
It's exhausting and time consuming.
She is always so naive and thinks everything is so simple.
Shen Luyan wanted her to suffer so much that she realized she regretted it.
What's wrong with being a canary? What's more, she has been a caged bird for so long. Is it too late to suddenly regret it? Does she really think that she can live as easily as she does now without him? ?
Shen Luyan didn't say these disappointing words, and she would know about them one day.
"Find a house first and then come and tell me." Shen Luyan pursed his lips: "It's safer to live outside than to stay with me. Have you ever thought about what you will do if something happens?"
Seeing that his attitude had relaxed, Jiang Zhi breathed a sigh of relief, "Not many people know about my relationship with you, so I shouldn't run into any trouble."
There will never be another person like Zhao Hongshen.
Shen Luyan stood up and walked slowly in front of her. He stretched out his thumb and gently pinched her chin. Her complexion looked good, her lips were red and her teeth were white, she was extremely outstanding, her eyes were like freshly washed grapes, she was particularly clean and beautiful. , he asked: "Have you really thought about it?"
Jiang Zhi nodded: "I've thought about it."
Shen Luyan let go of his hand, "Then you go find a house first."
He doesn't like to express his emotions too clearly. It doesn't look good when he loses control. He doesn't want that.
Jiang Zhi said thank you to him, and after leaving the office, he continued to search for housing on the Internet, contacted the agent about the time to view the house, and wished he could move out of the villa tonight.
She thought that feelings would become weaker and weaker.
After she moves out, the less contact she has with him, the weaker her feelings for him will become.
Until the day she no longer loves him.
Finding a house is much more troublesome than Jiang Zhi imagined. Many of the properties that he looked at online are far inferior to the refined pictures in reality. Either there are lighting problems or the bathrooms are too old.
Jiang Zhi's mysophobia has become more and more serious in the past two years under the influence of Shen Luyan.
She wanted to find a small house with bright light and clean decoration. As for the specific location, she was actually not that picky. During her internship at the university, she had to take the subway for nearly three hours every day, but she insisted on it.
Jiang Zhi took half a day off and went to see the house with the agent.
She didn't find anything she liked, so the agent said tactfully: "Ms. Jiang, with your budget, these are the apartments with good conditions that I can find for you. If you want an apartment with good lighting and relatively new decoration, the price you can give me is I need to find someone to share the apartment with.”
If Jiang Zhi doesn't consider sharing a house, Shen Luyan will definitely not agree.
She was a little frustrated. She didn't expect that she could vaguely see the shadow of failure as soon as she took the first step.
She rubbed her brain and said, "I'll pick again."
Before leaving the agency, Shen Luyan called: "How are you finding the house?"
Jiang Zhi didn't want to talk too much to him, so he said vaguely, "It's okay."
Shen Luyan did not expose her lie, "There is no rush."
Jiang Zhi agreed, feeling uneasy. After hanging up the phone, she tactfully mentioned it to the agent and said that she could increase the budget.
She wanted to live a little more comfortably, a small home of her own.
She didn't know that Shen Luyan was well aware of her movements, and even the agency she found was arranged by him. He wanted to tease her around like a cat.
Let her hit the wall first, so that she can know that life will not be so easy without him.
Shen Luyan thought that he was born a bad guy, especially towards her. Even if he didn't love her, he still wanted to monopolize her.
