Jiang Zhi is a little annoyed with him. He is really difficult to take care of now, and he is also very childish. He always puts on a bad face, for fear that she won't be able to tell that he is angry.
It was obvious that she had tried very hard to choose what he wanted to say.
But he was always unsatisfied.
Shen Luyan looked at her, gently pursed his bright red lips, lowered his face, and would rather stare at the reflection on the ground than raise his head to look at him.
He frowned, obviously dissatisfied with this.
Shen Luyan's hand was not weak at all. He pinched her chin with his cold thumb and raised her face: "You don't want to pay attention to me?"
Jiang Zhi has now learned to lie to him naturally. He blinked his eyes and pretended not to understand anything, "No."
Shen Luyan stared at her dark pupils, as if he wanted to see through the true thoughts deep in her eyes. After a while, he said: "I, the one who has been spread rumors, haven't been wronged yet, how come you are more wronged than me?"
Before Jiang Zhi spoke, Shen Luyan said expressionlessly: "Stop lying to me in front of me. Your acting skills are very poor."
Jiang Zhi took a few deep breaths and was very angry.
She still can't understand where Shen Luyan's anger comes from. Just like now, why is he getting more and more unhappy? It seems that everything she says is wrong, and he is not happy no matter what she says.
She could no longer figure out the correct answer he wanted to hear.
It wasn't like this before.
Seeing that she had not said anything for a long time, Shen Luyan suddenly became very patient. He looked at her from above, and the sneer squeezed out of his throat seemed to be a mockery: "But your acting skills are very superb and natural in front of your mother. "
He almost believed it.
The expression on Jiang Zhi's face was stiff: "If I don't act very similar, my mother will notice it, and I don't want her to worry about me."
Shen Luyan raised his hand and stroked her eyebrows. Something in his heart seemed to move. He suddenly said, "Jiang Zhi, don't like the person you liked before anymore."
Maybe we can continue to live like this.
It is also a good choice.
He can continue to provide her with a comfortable life and help her deal with the troubles she can't solve.
Jiang Zhi almost didn't realize that the person she liked...
Shen Luyan didn't want to see her distracted. What could she think about at this time? It was just that she still couldn't forget the man in her heart.
He exerted some force on his hand, pinched her wrist bones, and discussed with her calmly: "How about it?"
Jiang Zhi came to his senses: "Why?"
The man's Adam's apple slid up and down twice, and he said: "I just suggested that after so many years, who knows what he has become now? Maybe he is already a man with a beer belly and a bald head."
He said meaningfully: "Everyone looks forward."
If you always look back, you will fall into the abyss.
Jiang Zhi took out her wrist and rubbed the swollen and painful wrist bones. She said, "Mr. Shen is right."
After a pause, she continued: "But you have also experienced it yourself. It is difficult to control feelings. There is no switch that can control feelings."
Doesn't he still like Jiang Suining?
Jiang Zhi didn't notice that the man's face turned colder as soon as she said another word.
"Forget it, I shouldn't ask you."
Being in the hospital was more or less unpleasant at the end.
Shen Luyan drove her home from the hospital. He didn't go upstairs again, thinking it was very boring.
It seems to be his unilateral wishful thinking.
She may just want to break up with him when the contract expires.
Before getting divorced, make some money and then kick him away completely.
Shen Luyan used to like Jiang Zhi because he was neat, obedient and sensible, and could distinguish between transactions and emotions very well. But now her clear-cut rationality made him very unhappy.
Shen Luyan watched her go upstairs. He sat in the car and did not rush to start the car and leave.
The man casually held a lighter between his fingers and lit a cigarette. The light mist blurred his face, and his handsome side face showed a sharp arc. He smoked with an expressionless expression.
He thought it made no sense that he was the only one to go in.
Shen Luyan's desire for control has become abnormal. Why can't people control their feelings? The answer is definitely yes.
The only reason why you can't do it is because you don't have enough self-control.
Back then, he could calmly watch Jiang Suining leave him and fly abroad without hesitation.
Now I can still stay out of the situation without being unable to extricate myself, and distance myself from my somewhat inexplicable feelings towards Jiang Zhi.
Shen Luyan will never be a poor person who is controlled by his emotions to the point of being irrational. He will never ask others to love him.
It was very easy for him to quit Jiang Zhi.
After finishing his cigarette, Shen Luyan sent Jiang Zhi a text message: [I won't be able to come over these days, please pay attention to your safety.]
When Jiang Zhi saw this message, he had just taken off his high heels.
The cell phone dinged in the coat pocket.
She opened it and looked at it, her eyes lingering on this line of text for a long time.
She was not surprised. Shen Luyan's interest came and went quickly.
【Okay, received.】
In the following days, Jiang Zhi went to the company and did not see Shen Luyan.
She didn't deliberately inquire about his schedule. Her immediate boss was away from the company, so her work naturally became leisurely.
After signing the contract, there was nothing left for her to do every day.
Jiang Zhi's workstation is next to the window, which is a very suitable position for catching fish. She is immersed in drawing, and the time passes very quickly.
There is a calendar in the upper right corner of his desk. The first thing Jiang Zhi does every day when he goes to work is to tear up the calendar.
When this spring passes, the relationship between her and Shen Luyan will not last long.
This marriage is destined to end in vain.
She tasted the pain, cried heartbreakingly, and also tasted the meager sweetness, which lingered on the tip of her tongue for a long time.
Another half month has passed like this.
It’s the end of March in the blink of an eye.
Beicheng has become very warm.
Shen Luyan did not contact her again after that night.
Jiang Zhi gradually got used to the days of living alone, in the company, hospital, home, between three o'clock and one line every day, boring but fulfilling.
She didn't take the initiative to contact Shen Luyan. Even if she had the courage to send him a message, she didn't know what she could send him.
It wasn't until Mr. Liu found her that she realized that Shen Luyan had been sick these days.
"Ms. Jiang, why don't you go visit Mr. Shen at home?"
"Don't he have a family doctor?"
"Mr. Shen doesn't like seeing doctors."
Jiang Zhi remembered this, but she was still hesitating: "It's useless if I go there, you should just call the doctor over."
She felt that Shen Luyan might not want to see her.
Mr. Liu was particularly difficult to deal with, "It's not appropriate for you to do this."
She understood what he meant. As Shen Luyan's wife, she took advantage of everything but didn't want to be responsible.
Jiang Zhi was forced to go to the villa, and when no one answered the doorbell, she went up to the second floor and carefully opened the bedroom door.
Shen Luyan seemed to have just woken up. He still had a high fever and his face didn't look normal.
Jiang Zhi asked kindly: "Are you okay? Have you taken your medicine?"
Shen Luyan raised his eyelids and his eyes stayed on her face for a few seconds. He didn't seem to want to see her, so he coldly issued an expulsion order: "Who asked you to come? Get out."
