Jiang Zhi was held in his arms and sat on his lap, and their lingering breaths were hot and hot.
She avoided his eyes, her eyelashes lowered lightly, her face was calm, she clenched her fingers silently, her voice was soft, and she could not hear the ups and downs of her emotions: "Shen Luyan, I have never tortured you."
Jiang Zhi felt that she was really unjust and how could she have the ability to torture Shen Luyan.
The marriage in name only was clearly a disparity in status between the two.
She has always been the passive one. She has to do whatever Shen Luyan asks her to do.
Shen Luyan's thumb fell on her cheek, and his fingertips gently stroked her eyebrows. He said absently, "Maybe not."
is that so?
Is it really?
Sometimes, the apparent winner is actually a complete loser.
Shen Luyan didn't know when he started to care about her. He couldn't help but pay attention to her every move and gradually became curious about her things.
Care about who she talks to.
Who did I meet today?
Shen Luyan gradually got used to being around her, getting used to living with her, getting used to her breath, getting used to holding her from behind every night so that he could have a good sleep.
He didn't take it seriously at first.
Gradually it seems to have really changed.
Last time she asked him if he couldn't leave her anymore.
He said some very unpleasant things.
That's what Shen Luyan thought at that time. How could it be possible? Who does she count? She doesn't count.
But looking back and thinking about it, he really couldn't live without her.
Maybe it's the formation of habits, but Shen Luyan is also very good at breaking some habits.
Shen Luyan once thought that he would never be able to leave anyone in his life, but reality gave him a loud slap in the face.
Doesn't he know that a melon that is twisted by force is not sweet, and should be constantly disturbed by it?
He and Jiang Zhi should have ended long ago.
For the first time, Shen Luyan's emotions trumped his reason. He had no way or the desire to deal with his relationship with her rationally. If he wanted to keep her, he would do anything to keep her.
divorce.
Currently he can't do it.
It's easy to get together and get together easily, and it's even more impossible.
Jiang Zhi couldn't break away from his embrace. He held him so tightly that they were almost inseparable. She asked softly: "Are you in pain?"
She then asked and answered herself: "But I have never hurt you."
Jiang Zhi thought about it again and again, she really didn't hurt him.
It was she who went to the hospital for surgery.
It was she who was abandoned on the edge of the cliff.
She was framed by someone and slept with the most annoying person.
If these things are painful, they are also painful for her.
There were several times when Jiang Zhi felt that she really couldn't hold on any longer, but maybe she was more tenacious than others. No matter how bad things happened, she seemed to be able to endure them again and again.
Why does Shen Luyan seem to have been wrongly punished by his true love now?
He didn't give any emotion.
He only gave her money.
But this was also an agreement they had made in advance and written down in black and white in the contract.
"Shen Luyan, think about it carefully, I really have never harmed you." Jiang Zhi gradually frowned, as if he was confused, "Obviously it was me who was hurt physically, and I was also the one who was tortured mentally. , why are you feeling so uncomfortable? It doesn’t make sense.”
He doesn't love her either.
Isn't it?
Jiang Zhi felt that the diamond ring he didn't give out was really unimportant.
She wanted a wedding ring very much before.
Symbolizes beautiful love.
But okay.
There is no love between her and Shen Luyan.
"That day in the hospital, I just came out of the operating room. You asked me if it hurt, and I said no." When Jiang Zhi mentioned this matter, she would pause every sentence. The heavy breathing in her heart made her uncomfortable. An Ning, "I lied to you, how could it not hurt? Even if you can get anesthesia, it will still be very painful."
"Poke it into the body, drip with blood, and peel it off."
"At that time, I was lying on the hospital bed with my eyes open, feeling like I was about to die from the pain. I didn't want to cry at all, but the tears were disobedient and kept coming out, one drop after another."
Shen Luyan clenched his hand so hard that it hurt her arm.
He had a cold face, his jawline looked cold, and his face was pale.
It seems that he doesn't want to hear any more.
Jiang Zhi paused for a while, then raised her trembling eyelashes and looked into the man's eyes: "Later, you fished me out of the sea. When I opened my eyes, I was wondering why I'm not dead yet."
"I keep explaining myself. You don't love me, so it's normal for you to give up on me."
"I try to tell myself that you are not my husband, you are just my boss, so that I will not feel so uncomfortable."
"You always think that I will never be hurt, so you are the one who keeps hurting me unscrupulously."
"I really don't owe you anything."
Money is the reward she deserves.
She has paid for her feelings.
She loved him seriously.
Unfortunately, it failed.
Shen Luyan's heart felt like it had been hollowed out. Sharp knives were stabbed into his wounds, and the blood seemed to be almost drained.
It turned out that he would be in such pain.
It turns out there were words he couldn't bear.
Shen Luyan held her tightly and refused to let go. He opened his mouth several times, but found that he was speechless.
He wanted to say that he liked her.
Jiang Zhi seemed to understand what he wanted to say, and smiled lightly. Her tone of voice was also very calm, as if she was narrating an insignificant sentence: "I really don't like you anymore."