Sheng Xizhou sat on the ground with his knees bent, and the fingers pinched on the edge of the bed seemed to be about to be broken by him.
The severe pain in his heart came too suddenly. At first, it was just dense and slight stinging, but the pain suddenly became worse. He knelt on the ground and could not get up.
The internal organs in the body seemed to be spasming.
He should let go, he shouldn't continue to stare at this photo.
but……
But in his subconscious mind, he was very reluctant to give up.
The eyes are uncontrollable and the brain cannot control the eyes.
Even though the pain was almost unbearable, he still had to stare at the girl with a bright smile in the photo, stubbornly staring at this face, trying hard to remember something.
Blank.
If you go deeper, it will hurt so much that it feels like you will die in the next second.
Sheng Xizhou screamed in pain, and his eyesight turned black.
His endurance was already extremely strong, but he still couldn't bear the pain, which was like burning oil cooking in a raging fire.
He leaned against the bed and broke into a cold sweat.
There were pitiful tears hanging on her eyelashes.
At this moment, Sheng Xizhou looked in a weak state that he had never seen before.
His tears were like a faucet that couldn't be turned off, falling silently down his eyes, and his delicate and beautiful face was wet.
I don't know how long it took, but Sheng Xizhou finally recovered from this inhuman torture.
He raised his hand tremblingly, and the photo in his palm was stained with tears. He carefully wiped away the water stains with a tissue.
A photo that holds tightly.
He couldn't wait to get an answer.
There is only my own voice in the back of my mind, very soft but very firm:
"I will always protect you and only like you."
Who to protect?
Who do you like?
Why can't I remember anything?
Why can't I remember even a single fragment?
Just those eyes.
It was like a flash of bright color that crashed into his black and white world like a moth to a flame.
Sheng Xizhou rushed out holding the photo. He knocked on the door of the opposite courtyard and stood under the eaves in thin clothes. His skin was pale and his face was colorless.
Jiang Zhi heard the knock on the door, but she had no intention of opening the door.
Who knows what Sheng Xizhou is going crazy about in the middle of the night.
Jiang Zhi felt that Sheng Xizhou was a person who could do anything. What if he wanted to come and strangle her to death?
She didn't think that sleeping with Sheng Xizhou once would change her bad and unpleasant impression in his mind.
His attitude towards her will never change.
Ever since we met again, we have always been sincere.
Either kill her or find someone to take her turn.
Sheng Xizhou's knock on the door lasted for a long time.
It seemed that if she didn't open the door, he could stand like this all night.
Jiang Zhi was afraid that he would disturb the people. Before she was killed by the noise, the nearby neighbors might not be able to bear it and would curse him.
She had no choice but to go downstairs. The weather was a little cold at night. When she went downstairs, she wrapped herself in a shawl. She still didn't open the door. She stood inside and talked to him through the door: "Sheng Xizhou, why did you come here to disturb the people in the middle of the night? "
Sheng Xizhou's voice was completely hoarse: "I have something to ask you."
Jiang Zhi was stunned. He couldn't blame her for feeling something was wrong, because his voice sounded really bad.
"Just tell me, hurry up, I still have to sleep."
"You come out."
"I can not."
"Why?"
Jiang Zhi really didn't dare. She was fine during the day, but at night she was really afraid of him.
In the past, every time Sheng Xizhou blocked her, it was after dark.
"I'm afraid you're going to strangle me to death."
Sheng Xizhou was silent for a long time: "I can't."
Jiang Zhi didn't believe him: "What can you promise me?"
Sheng Xizhou had nothing to say when she questioned him. He had long lost her trust in her heart.
He was indeed the one who did those things in the past.
Trample on her, insult her, take the lead in bullying her.
Perhaps the only time he had the dignity to let her go was that time, when he showed mercy and did not pull her hearing aid out of her ear.
That was the last bit of kindness he showed to her as a young man.
Sheng Xizhou said: "Even if I want to kill you, I will not trick you out and then kill you. I have always been aboveboard when doing bad things."
This sentence is quite good.
Sheng Xizhou's voice was very tired: "Come out, I beg you."
Jiang Zhi felt that it was rare for her to hear a single word of prayer from him in her life.
She was stunned, and after a long silence, she slowly opened the door, but she was still standing a few steps away from him, and she could not clearly see the expression on his face.
Apart from Sheng Xizhou's face turning a little pale, nothing could be seen.
He took out the photo in his hand: "This is you."
Jiang Zhi glanced at the photo and fell silent.
She was right, there was no need for her to answer at all.
Sheng Xizhou asked in a low voice: "Why is your photo in my room?"
Even hidden.
Carefully put it in the book.
little Prince.
Has the lonely little prince found his rose?
Jiang Zhi stood under the lamp and said, "You should ask yourself, I didn't put it there."
Even this photo was taken secretly by him.
At that time, he suddenly told his mother that he wanted a new mobile phone, one that could take pictures.
Before this, he had no communication tools.
Not interested in mobile phones.
In fact, the young Sheng Xizhou was not interested in anything except Jiang Zhi.
Jiang Zhi was after school that day and took him to see the pomegranate tree in bloom at the entrance of the alley. She also saw several small blue-white pomegranates and laughed happily.
Then she discovered that Sheng Xizhou was filming her.
His ears even turned red after she discovered him.
Sheng Xizhou also went to the photo studio to develop two photos.
She waited for a long time, complaining to him in a low voice, not understanding why the photos on her phone could be developed.
What era is it! The photos on your mobile phone will never be lost.
It will always be there.
"I can't remember." Sheng Xizhou said, "I can't remember what. We used to have a good relationship, right?"
"Does it count? I'm not sure."
"I like you?"
"I don't know." Jiang Zhi really didn't know anything about him, and he really didn't know why he lost his memory: "I went back to sleep."
It doesn't matter if you don't get an answer from her.
Sheng Xizhou just suddenly wanted to see her.
He put the photos away. Instead of going home, he went to the hospital.
At this point, of course, the psychology department has long been empty of people.
However, the prince of the Sheng family came to visit, so the dean had to come over in person.
I'm not afraid of anything else. He really couldn't see the light of day when he was in the hospital.
Let him know and everything will be over.
When I think about it, it is even more unimaginable.
Back then, his mother was too decisive.
In order for him to successfully inherit the Sheng family, his own son did not feel sorry for him.
The dean greeted him with a smile: "Mr. Sheng, why are you here so late?"
Sheng Xizhou stared at the white walls in the hospital in a daze for a while, "Just take a look, and by the way, what disease did I get back then?"
The dean pretended to be surprised: "Didn't your mother tell you? You had an autistic personality and some depression at that time."
Sheng Xizhou said calmly: "Where are the medical records?"
The dean's forehead was sweating: "It's been too long, and it's really hard to find."
Sheng Xizhou took off his leather gloves and put the gun in his hand against the dean's head: "Can we find out in this way?"
The dean took a deep breath and his legs weakened with fear, "It should be...ok."
Just make a fake one.
Let him know that what he has experienced before will be more terrifying than being held by a gun now.
Sheng Xizhou stared at the white wall in the ward, feeling familiar.
The intermittent fragments are still unclear even when I think about them.
There are snow-white walls on all sides.
He seemed to be fished out of water, all wet.
Doctors, nurses, and his mother.
His hands and feet spasmed in pain, and he begged softly: "Mom, please let me go."
