Shen Luyan's fingers on her waist became extremely stiff, and the bedroom was silent.
His eyes gradually turned red, and after holding back for a long time, he pretended that he didn't hear anything, gently clasped her chin with his fingers, and kissed her lips slowly.
The man's breath is fresh and pleasant.
With a strong possessiveness, it seemed that he wanted to swallow her whole body.
Jiang Zhi didn't even have a chance to hide. The man's palm clasped the back of her head, forcing her to raise her face.
This kiss was moist and a little fierce.
Jiang Zhi looked at the bloodshot eyes and felt that his mood was not good.
That matter was probably a nail in his heart, pierced into his flesh, and would rust if left untreated for a long time.
Infection, suppuration.
Until it cannot heal.
Jiang Zhi didn't expect that Shen Luyan would continue after she said such a thing.
She was very tired, and by the end of the session she was so sleepy that she couldn't keep her eyelids open.
Everywhere in my body was sore and swollen.
Especially the lower abdomen.
Even though he was terribly sleepy, Jiang Zhi still managed to hold on to his last bit of energy. Suddenly he grabbed his hand and asked him in his groggy consciousness: "Are you wearing a condom?"
She is too sleepy.
I couldn't see the expression on Shen Luyan's face clearly, I only remembered a pair of red eyes and the man's pale face.
She didn't understand why his eyes were so red, nor why his face looked so ugly.
She didn't say any harsh words, she just asked him a question seriously.
Shen Luyan's fingers curled up, and there was a biting coldness all over his body. Sometimes he would rather she not open her mouth to speak to him, because what she said would be a knife that choked his heart.
The knife pierced deeply into his flesh and blood.
He said mutely and his voice sounded very calm: "Wear it."
Jiang Zhi seemed to feel relieved, slowly let go of him, and fell asleep with his pillow on his pillow.
On the bedside table was the hearing aid she took off before taking a shower. Shen Luyan was a little unable to sleep at the moment. He picked up her hearing aid and took a look. It was small and not good-looking at all.
He couldn't imagine what she would do if she had to rely on this for the rest of her life.
Shen Luyan's eyes were sore and swollen, and the pain was really bad.
He closed his eyes and calmed down, but the pain was still a bit unbearable.
He suddenly thought of many insignificant things, such as that time when he accompanied her out of the hospital and passed the consultation room, the people who went to get hearing aids were all elderly people.
There are very few young people like her.
How old is she? In her twenties.
Young.
Shen Luyan did not continue to think about it, and there was a dull pain in his chest.
He didn't like this feeling.
Is it guilt? Possession? Or love?
Shen Luyan couldn't tell clearly.
He casually turned off the main light in the bedroom, leaving only the wall lamp beside her bed, and then he lay beside her gently, slowly hugging her body tightly, and the tip of his nose gently rubbed the crook of her neck. , a low voice fell in her ear: "I'm sorry."
Even though he has said it many times.
Although it is irreversible.
But now he really regrets it.
There are only a handful of things that Shen Luyan has regretted in his life.
When he was a child, even if his father broke several military sticks on him, he could not hear a few words of regret from his mouth.
He is very stubborn and stubborn.
I really don't like some of the regretful scenes.
I feel pretentious.
Jiang Zhi fell asleep and didn't hear a word.
Shen Luyan hugged her waist tightly. Even though he knew she didn't want to stay with him, he still wanted to selfishly keep her by his side.
No reason.
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Jiang Zhi had a peaceful sleep.
She was wearing a nightgown. She didn't remember when Shen Luyan helped her change into clothes. The previous nightgown was wet and she really couldn't wear it again.
When I walked into the bathroom, there were obvious marks on the woman in the mirror.
If your skin is white, it will appear darker.
Jiang Zhi simply took a shower, washed up and changed into a suit that looked more like an urban beauty.
She made an appointment with her client for dinner today and discussed finalizing the draft while eating.
Some details require interviews.
Jiang Zhi has already received two deposits, and once these two simple tasks are completed, he will receive a decent final payment.
She doesn't have that much money now, but she still has no plans to use the money to open a studio.
If something happens in the future and she can't get the money, it will be embarrassing.
Jiang Zhi still needs to go to the nursing home to take her mother home on weekends, but she is actually not worried about her mother living alone in the house she rents, and is thinking about finding a reliable and safe caregiver to take care of her.
Things always have to be done one by one.
Don't be too hasty.
Jiang Zhi left the house at around nine o'clock in the morning, and Shen Luyan went to the company at about the same time as her.
The two of them had little communication.
Shen Luyan asked her to go to the restaurant for breakfast, and Jiang Zhi said thank you.
When he was about to go out, she stopped the man in a suit and leather shoes to be on the safe side and checked again: "Did you wear a condom last night?"
Shen Luyan had a cold face, no trace of unnecessary expression could be seen, and his eyes were dark: "Wear it."
Jiang Zhi said a good word.
Shen Luyan stood by the door and couldn't see his expression clearly. He asked, "Are you going out today?"
Jiang Zhi nodded: "Yes. Treat the client to dinner."
Shen Luyan originally wanted to ask who the client was, male or female, but he also knew that she would not be happy if he opened his mouth: "Be safe."
Jiang Zhi thought for a moment and said, "Thanks to Mr. Shen's previous training, I have always been able to deal with these things easily."
She thought about it, she used to be not only his secretary, but also his shield.
He suffered a lot in places he couldn't see, but he did grow a lot.
When the man heard her gratitude, he did not feel any pleasure, but remained silent.