Looking back on the past, almost nothing made her happy.
The only time I can take a breather is probably when others are carefree, sixteen or seventeen years old.
The most youthful midsummer.
Apart from her mother's medical expenses, she has nothing else to worry about.
She secretly observes the person she likes every day.
Jiang Zhi sat on the lounge chair downstairs in the company for a long time. She was really tired.
She looked boredly at the passers-by, most of them were working people in a hurry.
In the park opposite, there are children feeding pigeons and college students working part-time selling flowers.
Jiang Zhi stared at the roses in their hands in a daze.
The backyard of Shen's family is full of roses.
But none of them belong to her.
Jiang Zhi stood up tiredly, wrapped her coat tightly, and hid most of her face in the scarf, covering herself tightly.
She walked up to the college student selling flowers and stretched out her hand: "Sell me one."
It's neither Valentine's Day nor Christmas these days.
The business of selling flowers is not easy.
They haven't sold a single flower today, and it's rare for them to meet a customer who actively wants to buy flowers.
"Sister, it costs ten yuan a flower. If you give me ten yuan, I will give you two flowers."
"No, I just want one, thank you."
Jiang Zhi took out the cash from his wallet and handed it to her.
When I took the rose, the thorns on the stem were still pricking my hands.
Jiang Zhi seemed to feel no pain. She held the rose in her hand and blew the cold wind.
Suddenly I feel like it's okay if no one likes me.
Not being loved is not that hard to accept.
She will also have her own rose.
After Jiang Zhi bought the roses, he called Yu Anan and asked her to come out for dinner.
Yu Anan is now the most leisurely salted fish in the family, and has nothing else to do except shopping every day.
She hurried to the location Jiang Zhi sent her.
Jiang Zhi had already ordered the food and ordered a bottle of red wine for Yu Anan, but she drank boiled water.
Yu Anan could tell at a glance that she was in a bad mood.
Jiang Zhi took a big gulp of warm water and said with an expressionless face, "I was scolded by Shen Luyan for no reason today."
Yu Anan expressed deep sympathy. With a boss like Shen Luyan, work would be hell.
No one can stand Shen Luyan.
"Why does he scold you!?"
"Yeah, I obviously didn't do anything wrong." Jiang Zhi didn't drink, but she felt as if she was drunk. "Did he suffer from Jiang Suining again and take it out on me? I am his A punching bag?”
Yu Anan stood firmly on her side: "I support your resignation."
Jiang Zhi was suddenly discouraged, "But Shen Luyan will pay me a lot of money."
She counted on her fingers and said, "There are really many."
It is an amount that one would never make if he went to another company.
Yu Anan said angrily: "Even so, he can't scold you."
Jiang Zhi took a long breath and said with a serious expression, "He is in a bad mood."
She continued: "So I decided to make him feel even worse."
Yu Anan blinked: "Azhi, what are you going to do?"
Jiang Zhi said: "I decided to give birth to the child in my belly."
The child also has her share.
And it's still growing in her belly.
She is neither a DINK nor pregnant out of wedlock.
Why can't you have it?
Of course, Jiang Zhi hadn't fully thought about whether he should do this or not.
Yu Anan was a little surprised, "Didn't you say you wanted to tell him yesterday? Why did you change your mind today?"
Jiang Zhi looked at her seriously and said, "Pregnant women are very fickle."
After looking at each other for less than three seconds, Jiang Zhi was defeated, "Okay, I admit it, I'm actually afraid that if I tell him now, you will see my body tomorrow."
"..."
After dinner, Jiang Zhi and Yu Anan went to the bar to sit down.
It was late at night before Jiang Zhi returned home as if he was belatedly.
Standing in the yard, you can see that the light in the bedroom is on.
Jiang Zhi thought Shen Luyan didn't come back tonight, so she calmly went upstairs.
Pushing open the door, the man sat quietly on the sofa in the bedroom.
There seemed to be several pages of paper pressed between his fingertips.
Jiang Zhi had been sleepy for a long time and was a little confused.
He spent a few seconds looking at the pages of paper in his hand.
The chaotic mind suddenly sobered up.
What Shen Luyan was holding seemed to be the ultrasound sheet she had done in the hospital before.