Her infidelity will always be a wedge between the two of them.
Jiang Zhi remembered that Shen Luyan was not as sensitive and suspicious as he is now. He was not interested in which man she stood side by side with. He would not be unhappy, let alone be as harsh and aggressive as he is now.
There seemed to be a mass of thick ink in Shen Luyan's eyes, which was pitch black and deep. The words coming out of his mouth were filled with guns and sticks, but his eyes were surprisingly calm, as if a calm bystander was examining her.
Shen Luyan admitted that he could not accept the scene of Jiang Zhi and Sheng Xizhou being alone together.
It always reminded him of the terrible experience that morning.
Jiang Zhi's waist felt a little sore from leaning against the cabinet. His breath was almost in front of her eyes. Her eyelashes trembled twice. She said, "I didn't eat secretly. Sheng Xizhou and I just met at the front desk and then entered the elevator together. "
Shen Luyan said calmly: "It was an accident that I appeared."
Jiang Zhi met his eyes and looked at the calmness in his eyes. She silently squeezed her hands and said, "Shen Luyan, you are too sensitive."
Shen Luyan said nothing, she was right.
But he didn't want to admit it.
Of course he doesn't want to be the kind of idiot who worries about gains and losses and will die without love.
Shen Luyan reached out and touched her face, his fingertips gently landed on her skin. He caressed her brows silently. He said no more, looking at her with deepening eyes.
He lowered his head and sucked her lips, robbing her of her breath wantonly.
The ornaments on the entrance counter were accidentally dropped to the floor, and her low cry was swallowed in her throat. It seemed that she was aware of her absence, and there was a slight pain on her lips, and she softly cried out in pain.
The man stopped, and then suddenly lifted her into the air and picked her up.
The sudden hanging body made her feel uneasy. She was forced to hold his neck and was then thrown onto the bed.
Shen Luyan took out the unopened family planning supplies from the drawer, and then turned his back to her without saying a word.
Jiang Zhi felt that Shen Luyan was more fierce than ever this time. She endured not making a sound and tried her best to let herself get pleasure from it. She didn't know how long it had passed. When it was finally over, she was so drowsy that she was about to fall asleep. It was as if someone had picked her up.
When Jiang Zhi woke up again, it was completely dark.
She had been put on a clean nightgown, and it was snowing outside the window.
The falling snow embellishes the world outside the window into a dreamy fairy tale world.
Jiang Zhi endured the pain all over his body and got out of bed. The heating in the guest room was fully turned on, but he didn't feel cold at all.
Shen Luyan was busy with work in the study next door. He probably heard her getting up. He looked in her direction and took off his glasses, "Are you hungry?"
Shen Luyan was wearing a homely, off-white loose sweater, and his whole body looked very soft.
Jiang Zhi looked at him for a while. After waiting for a moment, she seemed to realize what he said. She nodded: "A little."
She stood by the window, with a thin figure and a broken feeling that was extremely easy to break.
She was standing in front of him, but it made him feel far away.
Shen Luyan always felt that sooner or later he would lose her.
Why can't she love him anymore?
Just like what was written in that diary.
Shen Luyan has never longed for anyone's love in his life, not even Jiang Suining. He has never felt that it would be better if she always loved him.
"What to eat?"
“Is the hotel buffet still open?”
"Yeah, it's on."
"I'll go downstairs and eat by myself."
"Together."
Jiang Zhi never mentioned the sudden violence that happened in the afternoon, as if he had forgotten his harsh words.
In fact, she was not afraid of not being able to hear the sound now, but she was even more afraid of hearing the heart-wrenching words coming out of Shen Luyan's mouth.
She suddenly thought that maybe what Shen Luyan was best at was hurting her unscrupulously.
It turns out that those high rewards required her to pay far more than she thought.
She insisted on forcing it.
Sure enough, no matter how hard you force it, there will be no good end.
Jiang Zhi was curious and had no ill intentions. She asked seriously: "Don't you need to accompany Jiang Suining?"
You shouldn't spend your time on her as a shield.
She felt that she was very considerate: "Shen Luyan, it's rare to come out to play once, don't waste your time on me."
Shen Luyan put his hands in his pockets, his condescending eyes showed a bit of indifference, and his straight lips showed that the man was not in a relaxed mood at the moment. He skipped the topic, "Go downstairs, even if you are late, you have to help yourself." It’s closed.”
Jiang Zhi saw that he didn't want to mention it more, and he didn't bother to seek this bad luck.
She casually wrapped herself in a shawl and went downstairs.
The buffet restaurant is on the first floor, and the large floor-to-ceiling windows allow guests to enjoy the snowy scenery outside the window.
The snowstorm just passed and the snow was deep.
Jiang Zhi's order was quickly served, and she didn't eat much. One steak was enough to fill her up.
She also wanted a glass of red wine. If she ignored the man sitting opposite her, this was indeed a rare and pleasant time for her.
She took a sip of wine and turned her face to look at the scenery outside the window quietly.
Shen Luyan found that she was much calmer than before.
Nothing to say, no noise or fuss.
She was so absorbed in looking that she didn't realize he was looking at her.
Shen Luyan was the first to break the silence and asked: "Can you ski?"
Jiang Zhi gradually came back to his senses when he heard his voice: "No."
She continued: "I am a very boring person."
Really? Shen Luyan thought so before, but after he discovered some cute little habits of Jiang Zhi, he no longer thought so.
"I'll teach you tomorrow."
"Oh." Perhaps she realized that this word was too cold, so she added two superfluous words: "Thank you."
Shen Luyan couldn't explain the indescribable depression and suffocation in his heart. He was silent for a moment, and his attitude became the same as hers, "You're welcome."
He stood up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Jiang Zhi nodded, then looked up at him: "Have you got the room card?"
Shen Luyan hummed in a low voice: "Don't rush back yet, there will be fireworks tonight."
Jiang Zhi screamed and said, "This hotel is pretty good."
Sure enough, everything is expensive, and there are fireworks to watch at night.
Shen Luyan remained silent, nor did he tell her that the fireworks were not actually arranged by the hotel.
Looking from his angle, her snow-white neck still had mottled and ambiguous marks left by him in the evening.
