Shen Luyan held her waist and felt that she was still a little thin.
There is not much flesh on the waist and can be tightened with one hand.
As usual, he left a lamp for her, gently rested his chin on the top of her head, and turned his face to kiss her face from time to time. He suddenly became greedy for the scent of her body.
Light fragrance.
Like the freshness after the flowers bloom in spring.
It makes people feel comfortable.
Jiang Zhi did not fall asleep. Although she was already very sleepy, it was always difficult to fall asleep with him locked in his arms so tenderly.
She remembered what Xu Tingbai said to her.
True letting go means relief, no longer loving or hating, and no longer caring about anything.
She shrank into the quilt and buried half of her face. She didn't know when she could really let go. She really wanted to install a valve in her heart, a switch that could control her emotions.
Shen Luyan didn't seem sleepy, "Are you asleep?"
Jiang Zhi replied in a muffled voice: "Sleep."
She heard a low laugh from above her head, and she saw Shen Luyan smiling more during this period than in the past year.
Well, he was not shy about smiling before.
A man of the hour on campus, the only legend in the school.
It's very likable.
He is probably the youth who was secretly loved by many people in the novel.
Jiang Zhi used to think that he was like a gust of wind that came and went freely, passing by the corridor in twos and threes. He stood in the middle, tall and tall, with long legs. His smile in the sun was more beautiful than any beautiful thing.
"Then can you tell Jiang Zhi for me that I'm not sleepy now?"
"Can't."
"Why?"
"Because she fell asleep."
Jiang Zhi was annoyed that he had become childish with him and had such boring and ridiculous conversations with him.
She stopped talking, and after a while, she said, "Turn off the light, it's better for your health to go to bed early."
Shen Luyan held her shoulders and turned her around. Her face was buried in the quilt and turned a little red.
The long and thick eyelashes trembled, and the eyes seemed as pure as water.
His heart moved slightly, and he felt numb, as if he had been hit by something.
Shen Luyan swallowed silently. When the strange emotions in his heart dissipated, he asked, "Aren't you afraid of the dark?"
Jiang Zhi himself did not remember this: "I'm not afraid anymore."
Shen Luyan didn't know what she was trying to do. She was obviously very scared. If she didn't leave a lamp for her, she would have nightmares at night. Sometimes she would wake up confused in the middle of the night and look at him with tears in her eyes, grabbing his hand. Sleeves said these words incoherently that he could not understand.
Shen Luyan himself was surprised that he had such a good temper to coax her. Gradually, he would leave a dim lamp for her before going to bed, so that it would not be dazzling and she would not have nightmares.
Jiang Zhi felt that he didn't quite believe it, so she emphasized again: "I'm really not afraid."
"All right."
"Then turn off the light."
The man pretended not to hear.
Jiang Zhi knew that he didn't believe her. In fact, she didn't feel anything. Shen Luyan tentatively asked her a few times if she had another nightmare.
Jiang Zhi doesn't remember anything.
She even felt like she slept pretty well.
She didn't know when she got used to Shen Luyan leaving a lamp on the bedside table.
As soon as Jiang Zhi sat up, the man hugged him back to the bed.
She said: "I can't sleep if you don't turn off the light."
Shen Luyan asked: "Are you sure you want to lock it up?"
Jiang Zhi nodded: "OK."
She also didn't want Shen Luyan to accommodate her. No normal person would like to sleep with the light on.
Maybe it was because chatting with him was too energy-consuming, so Jiang Zhi gradually fell asleep while being held in his arms.
Late at night, Shen Luyan was woken up by the person in her arms talking in her sleep, and she had another nightmare.
He was not surprised at all. He gently stroked her back as before, patiently comforting her in her nightmare.
She opened her eyelids in a daze, and stared at his face without saying a word, not knowing whether she was awake or sleepwalking.
The woman slowly raised her hand and stroked his face, her fingertips resting on his eyebrows. She suddenly said a meaningless sentence: "Am I ugly?"
Shen Luyan grasped her wrist bones. She usually didn't care about beauty or ugliness.
Why do you care so much in your dream?
Just as Shen Luyan was about to answer him, her eyes were red again, her tone was a little aggrieved, and her eyes were particularly broken and soft. She had never looked at him with such eyes before, and she asked: "Why don't you come to me? "
Shen Luyan was silent for a long time. Seeing the fragility in her eyes, he couldn't bear to say harsh words to her.
"Who do you want to come to you?"
"You." After she finished speaking, she seemed to feel sleepy again. For the first time, she took the initiative to crawl into his arms. She leaned against his chest, closed her eyes gently, and asked cautiously: "Can you hug me?"
Shen Luyan didn't know what she was dreaming about, or who she was talking to.
He should be angry, but all he felt was helpless sadness.
After a long silence, he reached out and hugged her again.
She soon fell asleep again.
Early the next morning, Jiang Zhi unexpectedly didn't remember the incident, let alone what she had said in her sleep last night.
When she woke up, she found that she was next to Shen Luyan. She was resting her head on his arm and almost hit his chin when she raised her head. The man woke up earlier than her.
Jiang Zhi calmed down for a while and slowly came out of his arms, "I didn't press on your wound last night, right?"
Shen Luyan shook his head: "No."
"That's good."
She got up. A doctor was supposed to come to check the room in the morning.
Shen Luyan sent Chen Liu away in advance, and it didn't matter if he came back in the afternoon.
After Jiang Zhi washed up, breakfast was already prepared on the small table.
There is porridge that she likes to drink.
She sipped the porridge in small sips, then drank a cup of hot milk after finishing the porridge.
Shen Luyan ate little and did nothing after putting down his chopsticks. He just stared at her.
There was nothing on her face. He had seen this face many times, but now he seemed tired of it.
Jiang Zhi had stayed here long enough, and her intuition told her that Jiang Suining would definitely come here again today.
She didn't want to meet her, lest it affect her good mood for the day.
"I go first."
"Um."
Shen Luyan suddenly called her from behind, "I have something to ask you."
Jiang Zhi turned around: "What?"
Shen Luyan looked calm and said, "You talked in your sleep again last night."
Jiang Zhi was stunned for a moment, "Sorry, I disturbed your sleep."
Shen Luyan didn't seem to care about that. He asked: "Who are you waiting for?"
Jiang Zhi was stunned by the question. She responded quickly, lowered her head and said softly: "I don't even remember what I dreamed about. If you ask me, I don't know either."
The person she is waiting for will never come to her again.
After Jiang Zhi finished speaking, she quickly left the ward. The ringing of her cell phone interrupted her thoughts and pulled her back from her confusion.
"Junior sister, you must come tonight. Miss Zhang invited us to dinner. She invited a lot of people. The dinner party is full of connections. Don't miss the opportunity."
