Shen Luyan was very calm when he said these words.
One sentence after another came out coldly.
If you ignore the words he said and just listen to the tone of his voice, you won't feel that he is losing his temper at all.
Jiang Zhi heard a kind of gritted resentment from his cold words. She slowly frowned, and it took some time for her face to soften.
She doesn't want to quarrel.
I don't want a cold war.
We don't want to look at each other coldly.
She just wanted to spend the remaining four months as she did in the beginning.
Jiang Zhi felt that he was no different from the time when he first stayed with him. He was polite yet distant, maintaining the sense of propriety that he admired most.
Jiang Zhi was silent for a long time. She sat down, picked up the knife and fork beside the dinner plate, cut up the steak he had just fried, and put it into her mouth one by one.
But her appetite is really beyond her control.
She endured the nauseous feeling of almost vomiting and swallowed slowly.
Shen Luyan looked at her calmly, the light focused on his face, his face expressionless, the blood lines in his eyes quietly dissipated, and he clearly wanted to be hysterical and tell her not to do this again.
Don't be so cold.
Don't always ignore him on purpose.
But his pride kept him from opening his mouth.
He didn't know why he lost control, like a patient who had been suffering from illness for a long time, completely breaking out at that moment.
Shen Luyan's eyes were swollen and he said, "Don't eat it."
The hoarse voice sounded a little weak.
Jiang Zhi paused while holding the knife and fork. She really didn't know whether to eat or not.
He said he had no appetite just now, as if his tail was caught, he was so unhappy.
She ate it, but he still seemed unhappy.
Jiang Zhi gradually understood that maybe when you hate someone, she even breathes wrongly.
She chewed her food carefully and ate slowly.
Shen Luyan looked at her pale face, he was angry and his voice became cold and stern, "I said don't eat it."
Jiang Zhi raised his head, his eyes already turning red.
Shen Luyan looked at her red eyes without feeling any relief, and the nameless anger in his chest was everywhere.
He felt like he was coercing her by asking her to do anything, and everything he did was forced.
Jiang Zhi didn't know what she had done wrong when she heard his cold voice. She didn't want to make him angry. It would not be good for her.
But she was also really helpless, as if a casual word triggered his thunder.
Jiang Zhi took a deep breath, put down the tableware in her hands, and said, "I'm sorry."
Shen Luyan's irritation, which he had forced himself to lower, rose again because of her words. He stared at her face, and his heart was as intense as if it had been poured with hot lead water, and even the blood and flesh were burning and crackling. A sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth: "Do you only know these words? Sorry, no, no, no need, it's okay."
"Can you have some emotion?"
"Can you stop being like a programmed machine?"
"Do you know that you are so frustrated, as if I owe you a lot? It's very off-putting."
"How long do you want to do this? Give me a deadline."
Jiang Zhi's fingers were shaking uncontrollably, and his pale face looked particularly weak under the light.
She was very frustrated.
Very off-putting.
But this is not something she can control.
She couldn't control Shen Luyan's likes and dislikes of her, and she couldn't control his mood.
Jiang Zhi opened his mouth and moved the corners of his lips, but chose to remain silent.
She said too much and made many mistakes. She could no longer say what Shen Luyan wanted to hear. Maybe every word she said would add fuel to the fire.
Shen Luyan didn't know how his nameless fire could burn so strongly and become more and more intense.
Maybe he really was fed up with her deliberate indifference and neglect for a long time, as if no matter what he did, it was of no use.
She still looked like she didn't care about him.
I don't want to have anything to do with his affairs, and I don't want to get close to him.
Obviously she can still smile, and she can smile so brightly to everyone except him.
Jiang Zhi heard the sound of things falling to the ground, and the porcelain on the shelf hit the floor of the living room. The sound was earth-shattering.
She had never seen Shen Luyan lose his temper so violently, as if she had committed an unforgivable crime.
Then, the sound of the door being slammed shut almost hit her heart, with a loud bang.
The force was so strong that the whole house shook.
Shen Luyan slammed the door and left. Jiang Zhi sat stiffly in her original position. She had no strength left. After a long time, she slowly stood up and looked back at the mess on the floor of the living room.
Those antique porcelain vases on the shelf were valuable, so it was really a pity that they were smashed like this.
Jiang Zhi knelt down and slowly picked up the debris on the ground. Tears gradually gathered in her moist eyes. She blinked and her face instantly became moist.
The servant didn't know who had received the order, so he rushed over cautiously.
He politely asked her to stand up: "Young madam, let's clean it up. Be careful if you hurt your hand."
Jiang Zhi stood up in a daze, absentmindedly.
The servant saw the blood marks on her fingers and said in surprise, "Mrs., your finger was cut. I'll go get the medicine box first."
Jiang Zhi said calmly: "No need, there are band-aids upstairs."
She went upstairs and suddenly turned around when she reached the stairs: "Where is Mr. Shen?"
Naturally, the servant heard such a loud noise just now. It was the first time in a long time that she saw the couple being so unhappy.
When Mr. Shen left just now, he had a strong aura of violence, as if he was going to kill someone.
His eyebrows were as cold as ice.
"Sir just went out."
"oh."
Jiang Zhi went upstairs and took out the band-aid from the drawer. After disinfecting the wound, he slowly put the band-aid on.
The alarm clock set on her phone reminded her to take medicine again.
Jiang Zhi didn't want to eat it.
It feels useless.
Sometimes I feel good, sometimes I feel bad.
Jiang Zhi put the medicine bottle she took out back, when footsteps were heard from the stairs, and the bedroom door was pushed open from the outside without her being prepared.
Shen Luyan was holding a paper bag in his hand.
Like the packaging paper bags in the pharmacy.
He put down the paper bag, and before leaving, he stood by the door with his back to her: "I won't be back tonight."
Jiang Zhi said yes.
After he left, I breathed a sigh of relief.
She walked to the table and opened the paper bag, which contained several boxes of stomach medicine.
